B l a k e
My forehead creased as I turned my gazed at the nurse. I was about to be mad at him because the doctor I've requested is still not here but he's so scared to the doctor who turned her back to him immediately and left.
I approached him as I shake my head. "Hey, where's the doctor?" I asked, calmly.
"Sorry po Sir Blake, mali po ang napage namin eh. Pero don't worry po, papunta na po si Doc." He said and I just nodded my head.
When I turned my back to faced Casey again, I saw Cedrick running to me with a worried face.
"Hey, where's Casey? Is she okay?" He said, panting.
"I chuckled. "She's okay, the doctor is coming here. She's right there." I said as I pointed out Casey who's lying on one of the hospital beds here in Emergency Room.
"Oh thank God." He said as he immediately approached his wife.
I stepped forward but I immediately stop as I think about the doctor who suddenly turned her back to the nurse, but I just shake my head and approached Cedrick and Casey.
"I'm sure, our baby will be so cute and handsome." Casey said to Cedrick even if she's already having a hard time but still managed to smiled at him.
"Yes, he will be." Cedrick smiled as he kissed her in the forehead. I smirked in annoyance.
"Hey, stop doing PDA's. It's not good to my pretty eyes." I said, sarcastically as they both laughed.
"Don't be so bitter, Blake. I'm sure, she'll be back soon." Casey said, smiling as if she was assuring me that it will happen.
"I don't need her anyway, Xierra is already enough for me. Got that?" I said. She just chuckled again and nodded her head.
"Got that." She answered.
Minutes after the Doctor came, it was Tiffany. She ordered some of nurses here to take Casey to the Delivery Room with Cedrick. I was left out alone here as I was heading to the Basement, approaching my car.
"Blake.." I suddenly stopped the moment I heard her voice. She's here. She's fucking back now. I can feel my heartbeats and afraid to looked back. I can't, I dont want to. Please, make this just a dream, I don't want to see her. Not now.
"Blake," She called me again. I closed my eyes in annoyance. She was about to speak again but I spoke up.
"Don't talk. I dont want to hear your voice. Please don't." I said as I stopping my eyes to watered. I closed my fists, feeling betrayed.
"Pero nagbalik na'ko. I'm here, I'm whole, and I'm ready to love you fully." She said. I immediately faced her as my forehead creased.
"I loved you," I saw her suddenly smiled. "But I'm over you." I said sarcastically, making her smile to fade.
"Gumaganti ka ba?" Her tone suddenly became serious as hell. I shake my head as I laughed sarcastically.
"It's been 2 years already. And I've waited for almost 12 years for you dear, making me always a fool. You keep coming back to my life and making it complete then break it? Making me believed that everything was almost perfect, even my feelings for you? But guess what? It's all lies, darling." I smirked at her. "I've realized that I'm finally over you and don't love you anymore." I continued as I looked directly to her eyes. I saw one tear that escaped from her right eye.
"If I just know that this would be happened, hindi na sana ako nagpagamot at bumalik pa rito. Do you think my life have been this fucking easy? Well, fuck your ego and pride, Blake." She said while looking directly into my eyes. I stared her emotionless eyes.
"Yeah, because I was wondering why the hell I ever let you in anyway?" I asked as if I was questioning myself. "Oh fuck, I forgot. Patay na patay nga pala ako sa'yo ano?" I said, sarcastically.
She stayed quietly. "I really can't count how many times did I begged for your love but you never said that fucking three words and eight letters!" I saw her eyes widened as she immediately stepped forward but I stopped her quickly.
"Don't. Please. Hayaan mona akong maging masaya, Xylean. I can't even say your name properly, because the moment you left me? It feels like, I don't know you anymore." I said, trying hard to stop my emotions. "Maybe, we're just not meant to be." I continued as I turned my back at her.
"Anong kailangan kong gawin para mapatawad mo ako?" She asked coldly. I heard some noise so I immediately turned my gazed at her again. She was already kneeling down infront of me. My forehead suddenly creased. "I'm sorry, Blake. I'm sorry for leaving you behind." She said while her tears are keep escaping from her emotionless eyes. There's no emotion but I can clearly see what she's feeling right now.
"Please stop that nonsense. It can't do anything anymore. I'm going." I said, angrily as I turned my back at her and started to walked away but she suddenly spoke up.
"Bakit Blake? May iba na ba?" I heard her laughed sarcastically, "Si Casey ba?" She asked. My forehead creased, comfused of what she said. I've just realized that she was the Doctor earlier. I smirked as I immediately changed my emotion.
"Paano, kung oo? Titigilan mona ba ako?" I asked, waiting for her answer.
"Oo Blake, sabihin mo lang na oo at titigilan na kita, sabihin mo lang na hindi ipapangako kong hindi na muli kita iiwan." She answered. I suddenly stopped as soon as I heard her answer. A part of me wants to say no but at the end of the day, my brain still won.
"Yes, we're back together." I closed my eyes because of what I've said to her. A part of me was regretting but a part of was telling me that it was the right decision for us.
A couple of minutes had passed and I feel that She already stood up as I heard her spoke up, making my heart break again into fucking single pieces.
"Ganoon ba? Tangina, ano pa bang ginagawa ko dito?" I heard her chuckled and sighed as she continued, "Sige, malaya kana Blake. Pero sana hayaan mona rin akong maging masaya. Paalam, mahal ko." Xylean said, making my heartbeats stopped and when I looked at her, she was already walking away. As if she was leaving me again for the nth time, but this time it's permanent.
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