B l a k e
"Alam mo Blake? Napakapabebe mo. May anak na kayo lahat lahat 'yang pride mo parin ang iniisip mo, tas ngayon magrereklamo kang baka magkaroon siya bigla ng iba? Get your fucking self already. Stop being toxic." Cloud shook his head in annoyance. I glared at him.
"Cloud's right, Blake. Just forgive her and start over, afterall you two has a child. It's hard for Xierra to have a broken family." Ethan said, calmly but serious. I stayed quiet. I don't know what to say.
"It's not easy. She left not only me but Xierra too. Goddamnit! What if, she'll do it again? I had enough! Nagsasawa na'kong maiwanan nalang ng basta basta!" I said as I pulling my hair in frustration.
"But the question is, did you ask her why she did what she did?" Spade suddenly spoke up as I turned my gazed at him. He looked so serious as hell. My forehead creased.
"No.." I answered, feeling ashamed. "But it doesn't matter, okay? It can't do anything, it can't change the fact that she left us." I said, trying remembering how hard I went through for these past 2 years.
"It is because, you're not ready to hear it, because the truth is you still love her, Blake. And I bet, it didn't changed afterall its a fact and can't never change, aight?" Henry butted in. I glared at him.
"Shut up, dumbass. You're not part of the conversation." I replied, making him to pissed.
"So, what's your plan?" Spade asked me again, making my gazed to turned at him. He looked directly into my eyes, still waiting my answer.
"I don't know, God knows I really don't know. All I know is she left and I'm already over her." I answered, confused.
I was already heading to the basement when I remembered Xierra. I took my phone out and started to text her.
3:45 PM
Me:
How's my baby?
Xierra:
Don't call me baby, it only gives me a goosebumps.
Me:
Hey, I'm still your Papa, and you're baby. Remember that.
Xierra:
Nah, I'm fine. Anyways, Mama's so awesome. She taught me some cool things.