12. Livin' Off The Land

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This chapter is dedicated to all of the men in the world, the good, the bad, the ugly and those in between who don't have a damned choice. We make bad choices, we aren't all bad people at first but things happen and we as humans do choose to take things into our own hands. This song is for that. I love "Man Of The Woods" album by J.T. one his best yet. 

Oh and thanks for the fuck'n 1.5k, I fuck'n love you all. I know you wanna beat the snot out of me and Liza but bear with us both . . . or bear with me at least. 

Unknown POV 

I watched her, she's still pretty as the first day I saw her at my wedding with Eliza. Ashley was dropping the kids off to school, alone, again. I could have got her any time but I knew how I wanted this done, I seen what happened to Alex. God knows where he is, probably dead somewhere and if I get caught killing either one of Ashley or Eliza they'll have my head too.

But did it really matter at this point? They killed Bee. I held onto Bee's body or what was left of it in the rubble of the building. Bee was apart of Alex's plan I should be angry at him but he's dead so that's good enough for me but I want Eliza. I don't know what I'll do about Ashley but I'll do something when the time is right. 

I am going to get them where it hurts for taking my wife. Eliza had Bee brainwashed into this life of "Bondage", they got off on it. I just wanted Bee. I even tried to get with the whips, the abuse she wanted. She would always ask me to go harder but I wasn't raised to beat a woman until now. If I couldn't be all the man that Bee needed then I can be now. 

I can see her now. 

Bee and I would have been sending our daughter Amber

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Bee and I would have been sending our daughter Amber. We knew we were having a girl. She would have had my strong Korean features, those cheeks and her mother's beautiful full lips. Her hair so full and like a lion's mane. Those light brown eyes. 

When Bee would just talk about whatever she carried that subject in grace even if she was disagreeing or if it was bad. She had this light about her, making the room only look at her and that was the magic of Bee. Taking me in her even in death after only twelve years. I felt like twelves years a slave, living in the shadow of Eliza. She lives nothing but glory, she has her wife, five damn kids. An empire. 

I am going to take it from her. I swear it. "I know you'll do right by me Casey." Bee whispered in my ear. I could feel her arms around me, clawing me back to her ghost. 

"I promise honey."



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At The Office . . .

Eliza POV



"Alright what do we need to talk about?" I asked Irina. 

"Sit." s

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