Persevere

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It's been about two hours since I was throwing up. I was sitting in my bed watching some youtube. I look over at my clock, it's 11:30. My mom should be coming home in about half an hour. I put my phone on the table beside me as I cuddle into my blankets. I make sure the blanket is tucked in all around me as I wiggle my head into my pillows.

***

It's 12:45 and I'm still not asleep. I keep tossing and turning but nothing has helped. I've just been staring off into space hoping sleep wold overcome me.

That never happened.

Mom still wasn't home yet so I was a little worried, but not so much though because there was probably just some traffic.

I clenched my hand over my chest as the stinging began once again. I hurt a lot. My breath was scattered and drops of sweat glided off my forehead. I stumbled over my breath as the pain only grew worse. I saw black little dots move around in my sight, changing places each time I blinked. I heard the front door open and footsteps after that. 

I let out a whimper as I was squirming in bed. I heard my bedroom door burst open.  I saw my mom looking down at me in the bed struggling.

She rushed to my side and felt my forehead. She ran out of the room and grabbed my puffer to help me breathe easier.

In...

Out...

In....

Out...

I only helped a little bit. Beads of sweat gleamed on my skin and coughs found their way to my mouth.

My mom got worried and decided to bring me to the hospital because this didn't happen normally for me.

Maybe coughs, stings in the chest, feeling light headed and just feeling sore and weak throughout my body. But not all this at once overwhelming me.

***

I waited in a white room once again. 

I hated it so much. I've already been in here numerous times before. 

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

I hate that sound as well. It gives me a headache.

I already knew I had heart problems, asthma and a weak immune system but these flaws I have never took this much of a toll on me before. 

I'm scared. 

The doctors came back in with the results of the tests I had done earlier.


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