My next sexual experience involving both of them was completely unexpected, and I could feel myself slowly becoming addicted. It was a strange feeling to want a separate relationship with each of them, but still occasionally crave these intense three way unions.
My face reddened as I went over the events of the day before while packing my suitcase. I honestly expected a fight to ensue after what happened, rather than sex. I giggled to myself, remembering my own words that day at Jared's when I insisted that a threesome was off the table. 'Funny how things change.' I mumbled to myself, lugging the suitcase down the hallway to leave by the door. I still had to pack another one since Jared promised me a few days away in Malibu. He finally had some free time and even vowed to turn his phone off during our time together. The connection between us had all but disappeared in the past month, but I felt it spark up again yesterday. I truly hoped that this time away with Jared would rekindle what had been missing.
I sat on the bed, starting on the second bag, the one I'd be taking with me on our trip. The plan was to finish getting things ready for both trips and head over to his place tonight. We would make the drive to Malibu after dinner. We weren't supposed to leave until Friday, but he convinced me to drop everything and leave today.
I went into the bathroom to grab one of the travel bags I keep on hand, since I'm always gone overnight. Tucking a bag under my arm, I exited the bathroom and rushed over to the bed, listening to my phone ring. It was Sara and I smiled, happy to finally talk to her. "Hey!" I said excitedly.
"Hey bitch, I'm outside with some Starbucks, come on, open up." She playfully whined.
"Okay." I ended the call as I raced over to the door to let her in.
"You're alone?" I asked, taking the coffee from her hand and holding the door open for her to enter.
"Ryan took the girls to the movies and since I knew you were leaving next week, I decided to stop by. I miss you so much. It seems like we hardly talk anymore." She sat down with one leg under her on the couch.
Guilt rushed through me and I knew it was true. Between my job and juggling both Jared and Shannon, I didn't have much time for anything else. "I'm sorry Sara. Things have been a bit complicated lately."
She furrowed her brow, staring at the bag next to the door. "Packed already?"
"Yeah, uh, I'm leaving with Jared tonight. He's taking me to Malibu and when I get back on Monday, I'll already be ready to fly out."
She smiled and it was genuine for once. "Well, Carrie, if you're happy, then I guess I'm happy for you. I really do like Jared, I just know how he is and if he's finally decided to get serious, I'm thrilled for you." She was all smiles today and took a deep breath before leaning forward and placing her plastic cup on my coffee table. "I have some exciting news."
She had my full attention and I watched her practically leap off the couch. "I'm pregnant!" She gushed.
"That's fantastic! Oh my God!" I was thrilled for her. I knew that she and Ryan wanted more children, but wasn't expecting it to be so soon. Hannah and Savannah were quite the handful, but I was excited to be there again to witness the pregnancy. I made us some cookies and we got carried away, talking about decorating the baby's room and buying clothing once we found out what the sex was.
"I have to pee!" She said, leaping up and rushing down the hallway to the bathroom.
"And so it begins." I teased, picking up the mess on the coffee table. I jumped hearing the knock at the door. I had no idea who the hell it could be since I wasn't expecting Jared until later.
As soon as I opened the door, I was stunned to see Shannon. I grinned really big and he slipped his hand around the back of my neck and pressed his lips to mine. My heart fluttered and my lips parted, welcoming his tongue into my mouth. He walked me backward into the apartment and before I could push him away to warn him about Sara, I heard her stunned gasp. Shannon let go of me and took a step back, sucking his bottom lip into his mouth.
"Shit.." he said under his breath.
She looked horrified and glared from me to Shannon. "What the fuck Carrie?"
"I... please.... fuck! Please don't tell anyone about this Sara." I felt sick and knew that there was no way to talk my way out of this one. I'd have to be honest with her and hope that she valued our friendship and wouldn't go telling everyone.
"So, wait a minute, you're cheating on Jared with this fucker?" She shook her head and took a few steps back. "You know, when I got that pic of you guys kissing a while back, I assumed it was just a sick joke, but this is real?!" She rolled her eyes at Shannon.
"NO!" He said, raising his voice and frowning at her and then looking in my direction.
She laughed nervously. "No? So, what is it then?"
"It's complicated!" I huffed, pacing back and forth, struggling to hold down the coffee and cookies I had just consumed.
The realization of what was happening between the three of us was plain as day and it didn't take her long to piece it together. "Oh Jesus! Carrie!!! Please tell me you're not fucking them both!" I swallowed hard and cringed and she the look of absolute disgust registered on her face. She walked back and forth, raising her hand to her head "Oh God! Why?"
I turned to Shannon. "What are you doing here?"
He moved closer and gave me a little and despite what was happening, he smiled. "I was just stopping by on my way to the airport to say a quick goodbye. I won't see you for a few weeks, so.... yeah. I guess it's bad timing and I didn't mean to..." I watched his face change as he looked at Sara.
"Look, I know you don't like me and trust me when I say that I don't particularly care about you either. I'm not gonna lose any sleep over your opinion, but I do care about Carrie and I know you do as well. I hope for her sake, you keep your mouth shut about this."
"Wow, this is just......unbelievable." I listened to her say as she grabbed her keys and headed for the door. "Fuck you Shannon. Carrie I'll call you after I have time to gather my thoughts and come up with a good speech about how bad you are fucking your life up."
After she left, Shannon stared down at the floor. "I'm so sorry, I had no idea she was over here."
I sat down on the couch and folded my arms. "What's done is done. Sara won't say anything, but maybe you should apologize to Jared about getting so angry yesterday. You did come down on him pretty hard."
I could see him thinking about my words and his actions yesterday. Even though they did speak a little after the argument, I knew that Jared was hurt by some of the things Shannon said and his accusations. "I will. Listen, I have to go, but I'll miss you."
I got up and walked to him. He pulled me into a tight hug. Despite the heaviness in my stomach about what just happened, it still fluttered at the feeling of being pressed against his strong body. "Have a safe trip."
"I want you to have a good time in Malibu. I love you Carrie."
"I love you too," I said, releasing him from my hold. I held the door open and watched him walk away. Frustrated, I finished packing with time to spare.
Jared showed up right on time and carried my bag to the car. I slid into the passenger seat and he got behind the wheel. Judging by the look on his face, I was waiting for him to say something about what happened earlier, but he didn't. He grinned, "You're all mine for the next five days."
