I have no fear, only love...

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ONE MORE CHAPTER, AND HERE WE GO!!
See you guys, back there.

Tifani's POV

I wake up to the sun light hitting me, I open my eyes and see Stevie wrapped around me. She has no makeup on and is wearing a silk nightgown (what makes me thing that she woke up to take her makeup off). Her hair is messy and she looks like an angel... I wanna surprise her, so I call the room service, ordering us breakfast and after doing my morning routine, I go between her legs and start to play with it. I start kissing the inside of her thighs and keep teasing her folds. She's getting wet and I know she's awake. I go down on her, and keep staring at her face, she is still with her eyes closed, but a smile is showing up on her face, which makes me put two fingers inside of her... I'm moving fast, and the noises she's making make me feel super wet.
"Oh babe, I'm almost there! Don't freaking stop..." She holds my head down.
"Good morning Stevi- WHAT THE HELL?" Karen comes into the room with the breakfast cart, and I would be laughing hysterically if I wasn't the one she found between Stevie's legs. "You, go put one clothes on!" She points at me, and I run to the bathroom. When I close the door I can hear Karen's laugh, and I know that Stevie's cussing her. I take a shower and grab the clothes I left in the bathroom this morning, I start to sing, and just pretend that what just happened was super normal.
After I'm done showering, I sit on the toilet and just try to think about what's going to happen when I go into the room again. I take a deep breathe and open the door. Stevie and Karen are there staring at me.
"Good morning babe." Stevie says and stands up, giving me a peck before heading to the bathroom. Karen is looking out of the window, and I was scared to death.
"When Roy told me what he saw, I didn't believe him... but when you were not at her dressing room when she got there, she freaked out a little, and I knew something was going on!" She walks towards me, sitting on the bed. "The last time she was so attached to someone was a long time ago... I know you really like her, but being with her is not easy. She's busy all the time, and you're going back to Brazil soon. I don't wanna neither of you to have a broken heart!" She grabs my hand "I love Stevie so much that words cannot explain it! I would go to Hell and back for her. So please, don't break her heart." She gives me a hug, and Stevie joins us, laughing out loud.
"What a cute sisterhood, but now I will have to schedule Karen some counseling after what she saw today." She is just laughing, and I hide my face with the pillow feeling my cheeks get red. Stevie throws herself over me and starts to tickle my stomach... I start to laugh hysterically and she reaches my mouth kissing me deeply. Karen starts to cough to call our attention. "Ladies, we will want to see this... and Tifani, you better call your parents and agency after." She hands us the phone, and I see a picture of me and Stevie with the following caption:
'YOU CAN GO YOUR OWN WAY.
Sources told us that the Rock n Roll legend Stevie Nicks is possibly dating a 18 year old.
The sources said that Miss Nicks and the girl could not stay apart of each other at John McVie's party last night.
We tried to contact to contact the girl's family, but no one would talk to us.'

I'm in shock. I feel like someone just stabbed me through my stomach, and I'm on the edge of an anxiety attack. Karen and Stevie just watch me while I run through the room, trying to find my phone. When I finally find it, I see more than 12 missed calls from my family in Brazil, lots of messages and calls from my host family and a lot of social media notifications. Without thinking longer, I decide to call my family in Brazil, and as soon as my dad picks up the phone, he yells.
"QUE PORRA É ESSA TIFANI? (WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TIFANI?)... OS PAPARAZZI ESTÃO SEGUINDO ATÉ O SEU IRMÃO, QUANDO ELE FOI PRA ESCOLA (THE PAPARAZZI ARE FOLLOWING YOUR LITTLE BROTHER )." Just the feeling of my little brother being followed makes me start to sob and curl my body on the floor, still on the phone.
"Dad, I'm so sorry. I did not know that they would follow you. I would never do anything to hurt you guys..." He can hear how bad I'm feeling, and he calms down.
"Sweetie, it's okay. We are all safe now! We just freaked out when everyone we know started to call to ask about it... but, how are you?" I wish he was by my side comforting me.
"I'm almost having a panic attack! Dad, I really feel something for her! But now, she'll never want to see me again." I say not even realizing that I'm in her room. "And all my friends and family that think that it is wrong... and our age difference, what if I ruined her career?" I cry even harder.
"Oh baby girl, I wish I was there to hold you right now... everything is going to happen the way it is supposed to. You are there for a reason, you met her for a reason, and you cannot change what just happened, but your choices can change the future!" I can hear that he is trying his best not to cry. "I love you, your mom loves you, your brother loves you and it will never change! We will be fine. Go have fun, and try to fix things with your super pretty date, while I'll talk to our lawyers, so we can try to stop the media. Bye baby girl." He's says and hangs up, not waiting for an answer. I just stay there, curled on the floor, I can feel more tears coming, and I just cry... I cry for all the people that are going to be hurt by this (our families and real friends), I cry for all the moments we had together that are now just dust, and I also cry for all the hate I'm gonna get. Bring a fan myself, I understand how a lot of people are mean when their idol starts to date someone they don't like... I don't know how much time has passed, but I hear someone getting close to me. It's Karen, she helps me to sit up, and asks for my coordinator's number, so she can try to fix some things... I look back to where Stevie was sitting, and she's not there. I feel even worst, and Karen says that she went to take a bath. Right now, all I want to do is go to my room and pack, so I do it.
When I get there, I lay on my bed and decide to go through my notifications... a lot of messages from my host family on our group chat.
Sista: WOOOOOAH, Someone is super popular now! way to go sis.
Momma bear: OMG honey!!!! Don't forget we will always be here for you.
Dad US: I am crying right now. Next time you go to a McVie's party, invite me.
Sissy: OMFG OMFG YOU CAN INTRODUCE ME TO MICK NOW HEISYREUEYEUEYEY I ALWAYS SHIPPED #Nickoller
Bro: Why is everyone talking about it? Love you sis.
After seeing how supportive they all were, I started to feel better, but then I decided to go check my social media... I had more than 10k people follow me on Instagram, a lot of bad comments, but a lot of love too. The same thing on Twitter... After checking it out, I took a shower and grabbed my purse, but when I am almost leaving the room, my phone rings and I see that Karen is calling me.
"Hey hun, are you feeling any better? So, I called your coordinator and she told me that you can take 2 days off from school, so things can calm down a little. We are leaving in 15 minutes to get to the airport in time. I already called your parents and they allowed for you to stay... you can come to Stevie's room or wait in the lobby. Love you, girl!" She hangs up without giving me a chance to answer. I decide to call Emily while going to the lobby. She picks up in the first ring.
"DID YOU KISS HER? Sis, are you okay? I love you! OMG." She is pacing in her room, and she's so excited that her voice shows it.
"I did kiss her. I'm still a little terrified about it all, and I love you, too! It's so surreal that all of this is happening in less than a week, and I don't know what I'm going to say during our 4 hour flight. I'm so nervous that she will hate me for doing it either her. For exposing her this way." My voice cracks. "I love you sis... thank you for being by my side!"
"We are your family weirdo... we would never leave you. We are just worried about your safety. But now that you're kinda part of the Fleetwood Mac family, you can introduce me to Mick.. you know I have the biggest crush on him!" I laugh, knowing that's she's saying the truth. She has posters of him all over her room.
"I have to go now... I will call you when we get to the next hotel. Love you sister of the moon." I hang up, and get into the elevator, so tense that it doesn't even bothers me that much. As soon as the doors open to the lobby, I feel like an alien because everybody is looking at me, or at least I think... I sit in one couch and wait. 10 minutes later I hear people starting to murmur and I know that Stevie is there, so I look around and she her talking to a fan. When our eyes meet, she calls me to join her, making the girl freak out.  "Oh My Word!! I saw you two on Twitter today. You're so sure guys, and I'm so happy for you Stevie!  Just ignore the haters guys, you're like Relationship goals!" She asks for Stevie's autograph and leaves. 
Our way to the airport is awfully quiet, like we're too scared that if we say anything, the car is going to explode.
As soon as my private jet departs I start to feel hungry, realizing that I did not eat anything because of all that was happening.
"Excuse me ma'am, but can I see the menu for dinner tonight?" I ask the flight attendant and she smiles at me, handing me the menu. I enjoy the opportunity to look at Stevie; who was focused reading a book, a few seats in front of me. I decide to surprise her, so I order beef for me, and a special chicken salad for her, writing something on a piece of paper and handing it to the flight attendant. She nods understanding what was happening, and leaves to get the food ready. I feel someone looking at me, and it's Karen. She just gives me a thumbs up and keeps typing in her laptop.
After a few minutes, my food arrives, and the flight attendant winks at me while taking the food to Stevie.
"I'm sorry honey, but I did not order anything yet." Stevie says, really confused.
"I'm sorry Stevie. I must insist you eat, I'm just following orders." She leaves the plate and goes back to her place... Stevie opens it and I can see her face lift when she reads my note: " Just like the white roses you gave me that night; here's a piece of white paper (I could not find a rose on the clouds), it shows me how pure and amazing you are!
I love being with you right now, but it feels cold in here and I don't have anyone to cuddle with.
All yours, Tifani."
Stevie stands up and without making eye contact, she seats by my side, unbuckling my seat belt and making me "lay down" with her. As soon as we are comfortable, I let myself cry the tears I was holding...  she didn't say a word, but I saw tears falling down her chin, too. Lilly feeling the whole atmosphere, laid down between us, like a protection token, and it felt so right... for the first time, I felt like home.
I was almost asleep when I heard a picture being taken, and it was Karen. She had tears in her eyes, and I looked at my precious angel, now sleeping with my hands around her, and said "I have no fear, only love..." before closing my eyes and leaving all the worries behind.

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