In Your Dreams

From the islands you see, Li Galli and Capri

     Tifani's POV

    I don't know where we are going for our honeymoon, all I know is that Stevie, Karen, Emily an my moms planned it. 

We are going to stay out for 2 weeks, and Emily and is staying at the house, taking care of Lilly and Just hanging out in California.  I also told Yonara to stay at the house just in case Emily needs any help getting around, but what I really want to happen is for her to 'accidentally' bump into Karen.

    "Babe, can you tell me where we're going?" I give Stevie a kiss. "We are flying for almost 5 hours now, and I don't know if it's worthy to try to sleep here or no!" I hate when I'm the only one to not know what is happening.
"White Dove, that's a surprise. It was super hard to find the perfect destination in a week, and now I just want you to enjoy the flight with me." She starts to watch Twilight and I roll my eyes, going back to my book. I'm extremely tired, but I'm glad that my mom packed a bag with a pair of pajamas... 

  I keep looking around the plane, and after a while I start to feel weird, I quite don't know how to explain .It's like all the happiness I am feeling right now is gonna be ripped right away from me. I feel like I am not deserving of having Stevie by my side. I feel unworthy. It's unexpected, but I believe all the demons are trying to come out at once. My inner me is whispering, saying that Stevie will never really love me, and that she just got married to me for comfort, and that my dad is going to be happy when he dies because he won't have to worry about his bulimic and strange daughter. The thoughts get stronger and I feel like I'm going to throw up, so I stand up as fast as I can and run to the bathroom. 
"Babe, what's wrong? Do you want to talk about it?" Stevie yells and follows me to the bathroom holding my hair back and helping me to stand up and clean my face.
"Stephanie, I want you to be honest with me, okay?" I look at her and she shakes her head. "Am I enough for you? Or am I just a comfortable person for you to come back home after a tour?" She looks at me and tries to hide that she is a little shocked after what I just said. I hate myself for making her feel this way but I need to know.
"I would never get married to you just for comfort. I would never open up about my life with anyone that I did not want to stay with me, and I would never break someone else's heart just to feel better. I love you Tifani, and I always will! Now, you go lay down with me because we still have a few hours ahead of us."  She pulls be back to our seats without letting me say anything else. She has learned how to deal with me in my most vulnerable moments. We go to our seats and lay together. She keeps caressing my hair until my eye lids get so heavy that I close them.
After what feels like 5 seconds, Stevie wakes me up and tells me to fasten my seatbelt, because we are going to land.
     "Welcome to Italy White Dove, I hope you like it!" She helps me to get out of the plane and we head to the hotel. It is the same one she talked about in 'In your dreams' and I start to feel better after we are settled in our room.

    "Steph, can you wait in the bathroom while I fix some things here?" I have some things planned to our first official night together.
Stevie has been so understanding and patient since the beginning of our relationship, and even when I asked her to wait for one more week after the doctor released me, she never complains and I feel so loved. I bought a few things that we've talked about before, like a strap-on, cuffs, and a blindfold. I spread the items in a corner of  the bed and change into the lingerie that I have planned for this occasion.

    "You can come out now babe." I yell and watch her mouth drop when she sees everything I've planned. "Close your mouth for now babe, I don't want it to get tired early." I sensually walk towards her and she gives me a kiss. I help her take her clothes off, and after she's done, I lay her down in the bed. "Now, I'll make you feel good babe, because you're my wife and I love you so much." I start to kiss her face, trailing the kisses down getting to the curve of her neck making her moan. "Do you like that Stephanie?" I keep teasing her sensitive stop while my hands wander and find their way to her breasts. I grab her right nipple and squeeze it, making her moan even harder.
"White Dove, please... don't torture me!" Stevie rolls her eyes, and I take her left nipple in my mouth, she holds a fistful of my hair and pulls me closer. I start to touch her folds, tracing my way up and down her inner lips.
"You're so wet Mrs. Nicks, but I think I can help you with that." I go down on her, kissing her clit and then I start to suck on it. Stevie moans harder as my pace gets faster, I insert 2 fingers inside her and when I feel that she's about to cum, I abruptly stop. She whimpers and complains when I leave the bed. "Do not look Steph, I'll be back in a second." I put  the strap-on  making sure it is tighten and I go back to bed, placing the toy in her entrance.
"Fuck babe, do it!" Stevie thrusts her hips against my strap-on looking for more contact. I put it inside her and keep thrusting until she screams my name and squirts all over the bed. "Oh fuck! It feels so good babe." She says breathing heavily.
"You made a mess babe." I start to thrust it again, her face blushing. "But that's okay, as long as I get to clean it later." I slowly move the strap on inside of her, making sure to observe her eyes rolling back  "And I want you to enjoy your first night as a married woman!" My thumb finds her clit and I press it thrusting  harder and faster. I feel so wet just by looking at Stevie right now. "Come for me Steph, cum for me babe." "OH FUUCK!" Stevie yells and cums one more time.
  I take off the strap-on and climb onto her lap, we start to grind and I'm so wet that she moans with the feeling.  "Steph, you're amazing. I love you!" I give her a kiss while we keep slowly picking the pace up. I'm on top of her and we are moving faster, she holds my hips and dictates the rhythm while I squeeze both of her breasts. "Ooh fucking shit, I'm so close Stephanie. Babe, I'm gonna cum!" I start to scream and I can see stars all over me. My vision goes white as I feel the orgasm coming. I kiss her and we keep a slower pace  until she reaches her orgasm too.
   We both fall to bed, exhausted, in a high that no drug in the world could give us, and extremely happy.

 "Woah that was amazing White Dove. "Stevie says while her finger draw shapes all over me, only one of the many other ways she has to make me feel loved, protected and calm. "But now we have to get rest. I wanna take you to a tour tomorrow morning!" She slowly caresses my face, planting  a kiss on my forehead  "I love you Mrs Nicks, more that the universe itself." She gives me a passionate kiss on the lips  and we go to sleep, naked and tangled.

I don't know what the future holds me, but I'm sure that if I'm with Stevie I'll be happy.