In Your Dreams

Running Through the Garden

This chapter ir dedicated to my loves PaperGypsyDreams and holomwrmaid . Thank you for existing

Stevie's POV
 
  Being a mom is not easy, but leaving your kids is by far the hardest thing a mom could ever do.
"Mamma, why do you have to leave again?" Barbara hugs my waist, and hides her face with my shirt. "Where are ya going this time?" She laughs when I tickle her.
"Mamma cannot tell anyone! It's a surprise concert! I watch as Barbara gets one of my shawls and starts to twirl around the room. "I see that I have a disciple here! But, have you seen mommy?"
  She shakes her head and I go look for my wife. I find her struggling to carry Robin up the stairs, Lily by her feet, guiding her steps.
"White Dove, you will hurt yourself." I say in a harsh tone, feeling guilty as I do so. "Let me carry her for you!" I grab Robin and take her to her room, and I don't find Tifani when I come back. I know I've screwed up when I was harsh at her earlier, so I need to make that up.
I start calling for Lily, so I will know where Tifani is. The summer is giving California an amazing sunset, so I'm not surprised when I see Lily barking outside, by the pool. I carefully walk through the garden, and my beautiful wife is sitting on a bench, watching the sun go down. Her shoulders are a little shaky, and I know for sure that she's sobbing. 
"Are you okay, sweetheart?" I ask her, and she just shakes her head. I walk towards her and hug her from behind. "What's wrong babe?"
"I will miss you, Steph!" She rests her face on my chest. "I always miss you, but not knowing where you're gonna be makes me even more scared of something happening to you." I hate myself for making her feel that way.
"I told you since the beginning... you will never have peace of mind because you married a gold dust woman, White Dove." I have tears in my eyes, and before I can say something else, Tifani gives me a passionate kiss, moaning after we break it apart.
"Don't you ever say that again, Steph... I know you will never go back to your old habits, but I just don't like the idea of not knowing where you are." Tifani gives me a kiss, and I feel her hands wander inside my pants. "I will miss your touches, babe!" She says and inserts a finger inside my wet hole, making me burry my face on her neck curve.
"Mhmm babe, harder pleaseeee." I moan and start to thrust my hips harder against her fingers. "More, Tiff. I need more!" Tifani sucks my neck and bites into it hard, making me squirm when I feel myself getting closer to the edge. "Fuck babe, I'm gonna cum!" I moan into her ear and allow myself to cum, and I'm sure that if I wasn't in her arms, I would have felt to the floor.
"That was amazing, Steph. I will never get tired of making love to you, because it is unique every single time." Tifani takes me to a bench close to the pool, and we just keep kissing and making out until it starts to get chill outside.
"Our daughters are too quiet and it is really scaring me!" I say and we walk hand in hand to look for our daughters.

   "They're coming upstairs, Rob. Hurry up!" Barbara screams and we laugh, knowing that they're doing something for us.
"Knock, knock... can we come in?" Tifani knocks on the door, and we wait for a positive sign before going in.
  When we open the door, we find that the two girls have prepared a whole movie session to us. They have the whole room set up, the TV and movie already ready, popcorn and even some candles lit up. I'm in shock, and before I say something, Robin starts.
"Before any of you say anything, no we don't lit up the candles on ourselfes.... we called auntie Kar, and she come here to help us." She hands us two settings of matching pajamas. "Mommies, go change!" We both go change, and Tifani sends a picture of us wearing the pajama to Karen, thanking her for helping our girls.
  
   We are watching Coco, and Tifani is sobbing through the whole movie, making me giggle at her. "That's not funny, Steph! They
can't be together." I give her a peck and say.
"They will be together forever. In heart. Because it is meant to be, white dove!"
"That's why I love you more each day." Tifani rests her head at my chest and at the end of the movie, Barbara and Robin run to their rooms, coming back with cute cards they made.
"We will miss ya, mamma!"
"I will miss you too, girls. But what if we do something special today? We can all sleep here, then tomorrow morning we can have breakfast before mamma has to go!" I wink at Tifani that smiles, and the four of us lay in bed together.

  Tifani's POV

Stevie is gone for 3 days now. I have no idea of what she's doing, all I know is that she is going to perform a private concert in Rome, and I'm going crazy without knowing things. My phone goes off, and I see that Delaney is calling me.
"Hey sis. Is everything okay?" I start the conversation, calling the girls to say hi to their aunt.
"Sis, go to Instagram, now!" She sounds sooo excited, that I do as I'm told and I just let out a scream.
Stevie is performing at the Gucci Cruise, and Harry was with her.
"FREAKING STEPHANIE DOESN'T TELL ANYONE WHERE SHE'S GOING."  My girls start to laugh, but I'm not happy.
After I finish talking to Delaney, I call Lori and she is also in shock that Stevie kept it a secret.
  
  It's already 2am here, which means that it is 11am in Italy. Stevie hasn't tried to contact me, and I'm sure that she knows I won't like it.
My phone starts to beep, and Harry is calling.
"Hey Tiff, how are you?" He sounds scared and I think it's the funniest thing.
"I don't know Harry, how do you think I am?" He doesn't know what to say, and I start laughing.
"I'm sorry, but it was a secret concert, Tiff. Anyway, how are my goddaughters?"
"They are missing their mamma, but they will survive!" I giggle and he takes a deep breath. "Stevie is scared that you are mad at her... but please, don't be." Harry states. "I asked her to perform, and after she agreed I told her it was a secret concert."
"I can't believe that she's that scared that you're asking me to not be mad at her... I'm not mad Harry, I was just worried about her." I say it really loud for Stevie to hear that. "I know that you're there as well, Stevie. I'm not mad at you honey." Harry chuckles and someone grabs the phone.
"Hey White dove, thank you for being amazing. I love you!" She says and I smile.
  " I love you too, but don't forget my Gucci gift, wifey!" I laugh and turn the phone off.
 
  Outside the house, the breeze is nice and the weather is hot, so the girls and I decide to go into the pool, but I totally forgot that we still have not told them about the pregnancy.
"Mommy, why is your belly big?" Robin asks and I just pretend I didn't hear the question, making them focus in other things.
  We have fun and spend great quality time together, taking our new dog, Lottie for a walk after lunch.
"Hey there neighbors." Ellen DeGeneres says as she walks by with one of her dogs. "How are you, girls?"  Ellen was one of our first supporters as soon as the paparazzi pictures came out after John's party. "Haven't seen you around much anymore, Tiff."
  "Stevie and I have been a little busy after all that happen, so now I'm just spending some time home while she works." She looks down at my belly and smiles.
"I knew it. Portia owes me 100 dollars." She hugs me "How along are you?"
  I tell her everything, and she says that Stevie and I should go to her show to talk about life and motherhood, which I think is a great idea.
We say our goodbyes and follow our separate ways.

  A few days have passed and I'm just growing. My belly is really noticeable, and some magazines started to speculate about me being pregnant, because of some pictures that were taken when I went to pick the girls up from school.
  I'm making lunch, and I have music blasting through the speakers. The girls are at my parents house, and I'm having some me time.
I'm listening to Ed Sheeran and crying like a baby while I mix the ingredients in a pan, when I feel someone hugging me from behind and kissing my neck. I just close my eyes and inspire the perfume. My wife is home!