In Your Dreams

Loving you

     Tifani wakes up to the sun rays on her face. She puts her hand on her wife's side of the bed, but it is cold empty, making her stand up.
  After doing her morning routine, she changes for the day, and on doing so, she can see how her body has changed: she didn't lose all the weight she gained while pregnant, and even though she tries to ignore it, she feels the urge of crying.
   Her thoughts take her to when she was just a little ballerina, doing everything she could to lose weight, and being great at it. Her inner self is saying things like 'You can do it. Just hide it and no one will know." It keeps talking Tifani into self harm again, but the voice goes away when she feels a little pair of arms around her legs.
"Moning mommy." Robin says and smiles with her 3 front teeth. "I luve yo!" Tifani bends down and puts Robin on her hip, going downstairs to find her other girls.

~Oooh pale, shadow of a woman~ Gold Dust Woman is playing through the speakers, and Stevie is dancing with Barbara while Karen finishes bringing the decorations in.
"Good morning Tiff!" Karen shouts and waves at the younger one who was just stunned by her beautiful wife dancing around.
Tifani goes towards Karen, giving her a hug and handing her Robin, that since her birth was always super attached to her godmother.
Stevie turns the music off and runs awkwardly to her wife, throwing herself at Tifani and giving her a kiss, whispering in her ear. "Are you okay, babe?" Tifani just nods and kisses her forehead before heading back to where Barbara was, and started to dance with her daughter.
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  Stevie could feel that something was really wrong with her wife, but she knew that now wasn't the right timing to talk to Tifani about it.

  Their daughters were turning 1, and they decided to throw a simple party at their house, and since Stevie and Tifani are obsessed with Game of Thrones, the theme was an easy choice.
Barbara is a little Dragon Queen, and Robin is a miniature of Cersei, both of them now playing with their relatives, giving their moms a break. 
    Stevie is now getting her wife a cup of coffee, when Delaney calls her attention: "Is everything okay with my sister? She looks really off today, but said that everything is fine." Stevie looks at Tifani who's sitting by the pool, talking with some of their friends. 
"She's like that since she woke up this morning. I tried to talk to her earlier, but she said that everything was fine. Thanks for letting my know, Dee." Stevie gets closer to her wife, handing her the cup and starting to massage her neck.
 
John can see that something is going on, but he thinks it's better for him to talk with his friend later, so he decides to go in to give the couple a time alone.
  "I love you White Dove." Stevie whispers to Tifani while kissing her head.
Tifani cannot say anything, so just hugs Stevie by her waist and starts to cry. She had to be strong for her girls, and most importantly for herself. "I love you too, Stephanie Lynn!" She stands up, and even though she's not wearing heels, she's still taller than Stevie; which makes it even easier for her to kiss her.
   The kiss starts slowly, but it becomes heated super fast, and when Stevie's tongue asks for entrance, Tifani let's a moan out, but they are interrupted by a really shy Clodoaldo, that cleans his throat and tells his daughter and her wife that everybody's there, so they can sing happy birthday. 
 
    The rest of the party went smoothly, without any big issues. By the end of the night just family remained... they are all at the game room, some of them playing pool, the other ones playing cards or chatting.
"Way to go, daddy!" Tifani gives her dad a high five when they beat Lori and Chris for the second time, winning all the money they bet on the pool game. "C'mon Chris. Are ya sure you wanna keep playing?" Tifani laughs and Christopher flips her off.
  They play for a while and after Tifani and her dad win again Chris asks Lori if they can go home. Lori just agrees and Tifani takes them to the door, saying goodbye.
  After they're gone, she decides to go check on her girls. At the nursery, she allows herself to take in all the beautiful things that happened in her life in the last 5 years, and after kissing her daughters she decided to go find the woman of her dreams.
"Mom, have you seen Stevie?" Tifani asks her mom that is just brewing new coffee.
"Hey sweetie. She is at the studio jamming with your brother!" She says and bursts into laughter. "He made sure that she was okay with it, so he could record it and show his friends... Davi loves Stevie. And so do we." Simone hugs her daughter and goes back to the game room, where the rest of their family is at.

Tifani grabs a mug of black coffee and goes towards the studio, to find her brother and her wife playing and singing an acoustic version of 'the chain'... they don't see her coming, so her presence is just noticed when she starts to sing along the chorus.
"Hey sis, you can join in if you want to." Davi says and hands Tifani a tambourine.

They jam out for hours, and just stop when Emily comes to call them because it's already 4 in the morning.
Stevie and Tifani are left behind by a super excited but sleepy Davi, who runs inside.
"Thanks for embracing my family like that honey." Tifani hugs her wife, making her fall onto the couch.
"Thank you for giving me a family, babe." Stevie starts to kiss her wife's neck, bringing her even closer, making her hips buckle into Tifani's.
"Ooh Steph, if you don't stop right now, I'll not be able to make it into our room." Tifani says when she feels how wet Stevie is.
"And who says we're going that way? The walls here are soundproof, so I can make you scream the whole night." Stevie sucks at her sensitive point at Tifani's neck, and she can feel her panties becoming wet. Tifani loves when Stevie plays the dominant in their relationship, which after their first year became a regular thing.
  "Ooh White Dove, did you had any idea of how I wanted to just fuck you on that pool table? You're so hot when you're playing that all I wanted to do was rip your dress off and fuck you right there." Stevie says and starts to take Tifani's clothes off. She wanted to rip them, but they needed some clothes to go back inside.
Tifani is now just in her underwear, and Stevie is kissing her way down. "You look so hot babe. And your breasts are so huge, that I just wanna kiss them all the time." Stevie says that and squeezes Tifani's nipples while she kisses her wife's perfect body.
She can feel that Tifani tenses up when she gets to her stomach, and Stevie realizes what was bothering her wife the whole day. She knows that since the babies were born, Tifani's lack of confidence increased and she was always scared that the babies would think that she wasn't a good mom, or that Stevie would not love her anymore... but Stevie just loved her wife even more, and she was going to show Tifani that.
  She kept kissing her wife's stomach, going through the scars from the cuts, and the most recent scar from the C-section. Then she went down to her thighs, kissing it slowly and spreading Tifani's legs to torture her even more.
"Steph, I can't handle it any longer. I want you to fuck me!" Tifani said, and Stevie did.
She entered her wife with three fingers, and started to pump her fist really fast and steady, creating a pace that was hitting Tifani's cervix and her spot, making her scream in pleasure. "FUUUUCK, Stephanie! Right there, don't you dare to fucking stop babe." Tifani grabs Stevie's hair and pulls it, receiving a not so gentle slap on her clit, making her scream even more. She lived when Stevie did that, and since heir daughters were born they didn't really play like that, and both of them knew that they needed it.
"Do you like it when I do that, Tiff?" Stevie slows the pace, making Tifani move her hips looking for more contact. "You were at your edge, but I was a bad girl and stop it, right?" Stevie flicks her wife's clit and Tifani moans frustrated for Stevie not allowing her to cum.
"Babe, pleaseeee. I need it!" Tifani says.
"Tell me what do you need, hun." Stevie gives her wife a kiss. Moving her fingers super slowly, Tifani rolling her eyes on her orbs, whispering words that didn't make sense. "I can't understand you, so I might just stop!" Stevie says and starts to take her fingers off her wife's entrance, when Tifani holds her hand.
"Don't you fucking dare to do it, Stephanie Lynn. I want you to fuck me as hard as you can. I need you to do that!" Tifani says and pushes Stevie's head down to her swollen clit, screaming when Stevie starts to suck and lick it, working her fingers inside of her, too.
   Tifani called for Stevie's name when she came, and they were both glad that the walls were soundproof, because they knew that they're going to make a lot of noise.

It was already sunny out when the couple left the studio. They went inside on their tiptoes, just to find Tifani's three sets of parents having breakfast. "Woah, it looks like these women had a lot of fun last night!" Duane says.
"You two, go to bed." Mary Jane follows her husband. "We will take care of the girls!" Tifani is too tired to even think about replying to her parents, so she just grabs Stevie's hand that mumbles a thank you to her in-laws, and goes to their room.
After taking a quick shower, the couple lays down on their bed, tangling their bodies in the position that became their signature.
"I love you!" They both say at the same time, before drifting to sleep.