In Your Dreams

Crash into me

Stevie's POV

It has been a little over a month since the whole drama at the Charity Concert happened, and here I am, sleeping at my babies' nursery.
After Tifani and I decided to go out own ways for a while, it is being the worst torture ever. I go to her parents house for dinner 3 times a week, and it hurts my heart when I have to leave, specially because her dad is so debilitated for all the treatments he has to do. We talk about the babies, about the weather, about futures projects, and about everything but our relationship, I can't believe I was a fool to believe that Lindsey was happy for me.
        I went to Lindsey's house, and rang the bell. Kristen came and was surprised to see me when she opened the door. "Stevie? Is everything okay?" I shake my head, my fists are closed and all I want to do is punch him in the face.
"Where's your husband, Kristen? I came here to talk to him." I can notice that she's looking at me, and I'm sure that I look super devastated, I haven't had a good night of sleep in over a month, and I'm writing like crazy.
"He's in the studio, but I'll call him." She starts to walk but turns around. "I'm so sorry, Stevie." I keep staring at their living room, looking at all the pictures of his family, they looked so happy, so why did he even thought about doing that? Now, I can't have a family like that. "Hey Steph, I didn't believe when Kristen said that you were here." He tried to get closer, but I raise my hand.
"If you try to get close to me, my wife or anyone in my family, you will pay Lindsey Buckingham." I try to keep my voice down, not wanting to cause a scene. " I loved you for so long, but I never tried to ruin your family. But you did try to ruin mine!" I get closer to him. "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? MY WIFE LEFT ME, SHE WAS SO FRAGILE AND SCARED THAT SHE COULD HAVE HAD A MISCARRIAGE!" I am crying, and he just watches everything carefully. "She was right about you, Lindsey. You always try to have me when you can't." I look at the doorway to see Kristen standing there. "This woman right there." I point to her. "She deserves someone better than you... she deserves someone that will treat her like a queen, not someone that will kiss someone else in worldwide TV." I walk over to Kristen and give her a hug.
"Take care of you and your beautiful kids." I walk to the door, stoping and staring at the blue denim eyes, that once were the thing I cared the most about. I raise my hand and slap him in the face. "Never try to get close to me again, Buckingham. I hate you!" I leave the house and get into the car. Karen is just looking at me, and I start to cry like a little child.

  I'm walking around the nursery, and I start to talk to Sara. "Hey baby girl... I know you would love to be here today." I say and tears come running down my face. "I was a mess before Sar, that's why I couldn't have you. But I think about you every single day, and I love you more than words can describe!" That's a thing I do since I decided to terminate my pregnancy, and talking to her always helped me to get through the hard days. "You would be older than Tifani though, but I'm sure that you would have loved each other! She's so perfect, and I can't wait to meet your baby sisters."
I sit on a comfy chair, that is placed in a corner and has been my bed since Tifani left, because our bed just feels weird without her. I start to close my eyes, tears coming down my face. I think about how much she has changed this month, and how much the babies grew inside of her. And I'm slowly drifted to the dreamland.
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  Tifani's POV

I get to my house and it's barely sunny out, knowing Stevie I know she's asleep so I decide to surprise her.
I walk into the house with the spare key, and go to our room, when I open the door I am surprised to see that it looks like no one has been sleeping in here for a while, so I go to her writing room, not finding her either.
My heart starts to race, and I keep looking for her... she's not in the studio, not in the library, she's nowhere to be found, so I decide that I'm going to call Karen to help me, but when I go get my phone, I realize I didn't get to the room we chose to be the nursery. I slowly open the door and gasp.
The room is all decorated, they way I told her I dreamed it was... with the whole drama that happened, we just bought some stuff, not planning on fixing the room before we could fix our situation, but it looks like Stevie did it all, even placing the two exquisite dolls she bought in Italy.
As my eyes travel around the room that has a lot of natural light in it, I see my wife crawled into her blanket on a chair. I walk towards her, and start to run my fingers through her hair. "Stephanie?" She growls and moves. "Steph? Babe, let's go to bed." I give her a kiss, making her eyes shut open. She gasps and we separate.
"White Dove?" She looks around. "Am I dreaming??" She has tears in her eyes, and so do I.
"No babe. (Kiss her) This. (Another kiss). Is. (Kiss). Real!" I put out foreheads against each other. "I'm back home! Actually, we are back home." I grab her hands and place them on my belly, and we can feel the girls moving around.
She has tears all over her face, and so do I. It now hits me of how much I missed it all, the house, the feeling of being by her side, and everything that comes with it. We go to our bedroom, and she mumbles something, helping me to take my clothes off, and tangling her naked body with mine. My hormones are boiling, and I'm starting to feel aroused. "But now, let's go get some sleep!" I say to myself and stare at the woman I love while she goes back to sleep.