~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 6

Jeongin POV:

I was shocked by what Felix hyung did but I love it. "I love you jeongin, so much" I stand there, didn't remove Felix hyung hand, speechless. My heart beat fast. That moment I know that I love him too but I won't say it.

I started laughing as if he was joking. He look at me, confused. "Come on,,, don't joke around like that hyung" I say while laughing and hit him slightly on his shoulder. "I'm not, I'm serious" he raised his eyebrows.
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.(a week later)
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Ever since that day, Felix hyung keep clinging to me and make me blush but... I just can't tell him the truth... What if he just playing with me?? I don't want to be sad... My friend always said that first love are the hardest to move on.

"I see you and Felix are clinging these day. Are you two really a thing now?" Chan hyung ask me. "It's not like that hyung...but..." I didn't know if I should tell them or not. "Felix said he confessed to you, is that right?" I stare at yedam, trying to process what I just heard. "Ouh really?? No wonder he kept talking about you to me these day" "h-he's talking about m-me???" I stuttered.

"Yeah, I mean he did before but these day more" I rounder my eyes bigger. "W-what do you mean by that?" I ask unbelievably. "Well... I mean he likes you... More like addicted I guess," Chan hyung raised his shoulder a bit.

"S-since when?" "Well... Ever since he know you,,,,he kept saying that you're cute when he saw you" I slightly blush when chan hyung said that. "You see here jeongin... Felix has never been in love before and never know what does it feel to fall in love. He always complained to me before why can't he feel love like others but ever since he came to live here... I could see brightness in his eyes, he always called me every night just to tell about you" Chan hyung explain and pat my shoulder a few time.

'I guess I should stop being selfish'.
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While walking back home, I accidentally saw a girl walk towards behind C building. I don't really care about things like that but suddenly this time, I wanted to follow her because I think I've seen her before.

I saw her stop and standing near a boy. I go closer and hide behind a wall right to the girl side. I stick my head out a bit and quickly move back after I saw Felix hyung. 't-that's Felix hyung..but what is he doing here alone with that girl' I thought myself. I take a proper look on that girl and notice that is hyerin.

'a-are they dating' I whispered myself. Suddenly my heart felt hurt. I keep looking at them and suddenly felt my eyes was teary when I saw hyerin hug Felix hyung while crying. 'they are' I whispered and started to cry. I look at them again and saw Felix hyung pushed hyerin slowly then stroke her hair while smiling. A sympathize smile. I could feel it but why is my heart being like this. I hate this feelings.

I can't take it anymore,,,I tried to comfort my heart but can't. I end up fell there loudly, make both of them look at me.

"J-jeongin-ah...."

                                                                          

I can see the end of this story...
Waaarrrggghhhh