~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 18

Nobody's POV:

"Felix hyung? Are you okay?" Jeongin ask. Felix didn't say anything. He kept looking at the city then raise his head to see the moon then back to the city. He kept doing that since Jeongin came. Jeongin felt weird and worried. 'Did I did something? Did I just say something harsh that I don't even realize??' jeongin ask himself. Jeongin become more anxious as he saw tears are streaming down on the older face.

"What's wrong hyung?" Jeongin ask again.

Felix remain silent. Sniffing. He wiped his tears away. Still facing the city, he smiled. Jeongin become more worries and weird. 'how can he cry then smile when nothing's happening?' jeongin questioning himself. "Felix hyung?" Jeongin call for Felix again. But this time he received a hum in respond. "You okay hyung?" Jeongin ask again. Felix shook his head. "mm... I'm okay" he smile as he was facing jeongin.

"Why did you cried?" Jeongin ask as he put another spoonful of his fried rice into his mouth. "I.... I'm just missing Australia. This place has the similar atmosphere and scenery from my parents room. Our house are also on a hilly area so we can see the city too. Although this doesn't give the exact scenery and atmosphere but the comfortableness that I get are the same comfortableness in Australia."

Felix bend his back. He's facing the floor while fiddling his fingers.

Jeongin can't do anything about that. He also miss his parents if they were apart but being this part away with parents,,,, even jeongin can't relate.  "I miss my parents, relatives, friends,,, everything there" Felix started to hiccup. He tried to hold back his tears as his eyes started to get teary again. He wiped his tears and  sit back straight. He was shocked when someone suddenly hug him.

"J-jeo-jeongin??" Felix stuttered as jeongin suddenly hug him. He rub the older back softly up and down. Trying to comfort him, jeongin says "shh,,, you can cry all you want. I'm right here with you hyung. Missing them aren't wrong. You are their child, friend, and cousin. Of course you'll missed them. And I'm sure they're there, missing you too, waiting for you to back home. It's been almost three months since you came."

Felix burst into tears in the younger embrace. He hug jeongin back as he put his hands on jeongin shoulder and he bury his face in the crook of the younger neck.

Jeongin take his other hand and pat Felix head slowly.

Felix slowly getting sleepy as his tears streaming down his cheeks.

Jeongin POV:

"Felix hyung?" I whispered as I didn't hear anymore sobbing. "Felix?" I call louder but still in whisper tone. I still didn't get any reply. "Lee Felix??" I call slowly but not whispering anymore. When I don't get any respond, I knew he has fall asleep.

I didn't know what to do. I'm scared if I move him to the bed he will wake up. I wanted to see his sleep face but I can't because his face are buried in my crook neck.

I heard a knock from the door. I check to see who's coming and saw yedam.

"Felix hyung are you- oh hi jeongin hyung,,, is Felix hyung sleeping??" He tilted his head to see Felix hyung. It's cute how he tiptoe to right and left but didn't get to see Felix hyung face. His face are buried in my neck. You can't see him,,, neither do me. I don't know what to answer but since I really think Felix hyung has fallen asleep so I just answer it,,, "Urm... I guess so" hesitantly.

"Why are you here by the way?" I ask him. It's almost 1 am,,, why is he looking for Felix hyung? Are they up to something? "Oh nothing important,,, I just wanted to see Felix hyung but since he's asleep so never mind then" Yedam making his way to the door. I smell something fishy but decided to let it go for now. I then look at Felix hyung and remember yedam.

"Wait" I shouted.

Felix hyung are not even bother. He didn't even flinch. Is he deaf or in a deep sleep until he can't even hear me shout? "Yes? Anything hyung?" Yedam turn around with his right hand still on the door knob. I smile at him. "Can you urm...help me with him?" I glancing to Felix hyung then look at yedam again. "Why? Can't you do that alone?" Jeongin ask. Making his questioning face, he close the door back.

"Nono,,, I just don't want to wake him up. It's not that I can't hold him up alone." I wave my left hand to him,,, denying what he just said. He chuckled and come to me. He take Felix hyung right hand then put it on his shoulder and I lift his lower body so Felix hyung will feel comfortable.

We place Felix hyung slowly on the mattress. It's hard to do that because we have to bend all over and almost sitting since this house don't have any bed yet. Yedam fall backwards after he done placing Felix hyung head properly with his hand. I stand immediately because if I sit I'll end up lay down the floor.

"Thank you yedam ah. You're a big help" I said, taking out my hand to help him stand up. He held my hand and I pull my hand to my stomach as he trying to get up. "Naahhh it's okay,,,, I've done this many time. He often fall asleep at the couch while watching movies when we visit him. He has lose some weights." Yedam tap my shoulder a few times while smiling. He stare at Felix with full of loves eyes.

"He miss you too I know" I put my right hand around his shoulder and pull him closer. He rest his head on my shoulder. I can feel that he is smiling again. "I hope he will be himself back...." Yedam's word caught me. "Is that why you want to see him?" Slightly pushed him away, I look at him. Making a question face. He nodded hesitately. I guess he must be feeling guilty.

"Yedam you know...."

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