~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 16

Jeongin POV:

I look at Felix hyung as he walking by my side. There's a meter gap between us so I decide to close it. I can see that he is spacing out so I move closer so that I can touch him. But before I could touch him, he accidentally hit my arms. I can see that he's shocked with the sudden touch. "I-I-I'm s-sorry...." He stuttered. I smiled at his stuttering. 'why are you so cute Felix hyung?' I thought.

"Felix hyung?" I call him. "Y-yes...?" He answered, still stuttering. I realize that he has changed, back to his old self. I don't like it. I think he will take more time to use himself with us now than when his first here. I guess he don't feel comfortable with what he does at the house.

I really feel bad. Even though I know nothing about the plan, but I still feel bad. If I trust him that day, this won't happen and Felix hyung won't behaving like this again. I wanted to talk to him. Even I'm not good at making first move, but I'll try for Felix hyung. Just right before I say something Minho hyung cut me off. He was doing some funny yet cute action in front the shop. It's impossible to not even smile at that action. I still can't believe that this one hyung are 3 years older than me.

"how many times have you been here till you know this shop is the best hyung" I chuckled as I ask that. Still can't move on with the childish attitude that Minho hyung have. "Well.... You know jisung and I have a lot memory here" Minho shyly or proudly saying it.. "Why here?" Felix hyung ask. "Hey this place aren't fill with people who knows us nor people us know. So we can enjoy our moment without bumping and get disturbed from anyone."

I wanted to laugh at Minho hyung but when I think about it, this mall really are good. Well there's cinema, bowling center, karaoke and also game center. Not to miss it but also food court. I end up just smile at him. "Wow what a sacrifice hyung" okay I have to admit it. I can't hold my laugh at that. Minho hyung glare at me because of laughing so I quickly get my ass into the store.
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I look at Felix hyung all the time while we at the shoppe. I even ended up choosing the same clothes like him but Minho hyung stop me from taking it.

"You're telling me you are gonna be wearing that tomorrow jeonginnie???" I look at the clothes I take. Its a sleeveless black shirt with a small dog and cat crashing their head together and a love above it. Then a red black hoodie jacket with an orange string and at the back saying 'I'M DIFFERENT THAN YOU AND I LOVE BEING DIFFERENT IT'S WHO I AM' and a little 'what do you care?' on the front left side. I gasp a moment before putting it back and take clothes that are my style.

We arrived at the parking lot and saw others already there. Minho hyung quickly walk to them, I guess because of jisung hyung. I thought he gonna leave me and Felix hyung behind but when I was about to look at Felix hyung, he quickly follow Minho hyung. I don't want to be left alone so I followed them.

"Okay babe, don't tease me again. Come to me now" I could feel Minho hyung was absolutely jealous over jisung hyung for keep clinging to others except him. I move over to jisung hyung and whispered to his ear, "you're doomed hyung. I nor we can't help you". Jisung hyung hesitately take his hand out to Minho hyung hand.

Minho hyung pull jisung hyung in a hug, like I can feel jisung hyung are suffocating over it. I mean his face are all red, Minho hyung must have hug him tightly again. "H-hyung I don't think that jisung can breathe" I look at Felix hyung. Poor guy have never seen this situation before. I smile at Felix hyung for pointing at jisung hyung cutely. Well, it's good that he told Minho hyung or jisung hyung will pass out for the 13th time in that fettle.

Minho hyung let jisung hyung go with a worried face. Maybe he afraid if his boyfriend going to pass out. We all laugh it off as we walk away to the car.

I was a bit disappointed that I'm not sharing the same car as Felix hyung. 'wait why should I disappointed, it's not like I love him. You just forgive him jeongin and that's it. You aren't in love with him again' I told myself.

I was spacing out after that.

"You look worried... Why?" Woojin hyung question bring me back. "A-huh? You ask me hyung?" I point myself. "You know it already" Joonyoung hyung turn his head around to look at me as I was seating at the back and him in front. "N-no no I'm not. I'm just fine. Why you ask?" I stuttered a bit. "Hey little boy listen here,,,if you think you can fool me with your pathic 'I'm fine' acting then you're wrong." Joonyoung hyung rolled his eyes.

"Okay,okay don't be mad. I'm not worried I'm just....anxious about something..." I fixed my hat that I just bought. "You know jeongin? Sometime things can be mean but reasonably. You can't simply shut it just because it hurt you. But you need to do is find out what is the reason" I look at joonyoung hyung and smile a little. "Thanks hyung" I'll keep Joonyoung hyung word in my head.
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"I'M NOT LYING HYUUUUNNNGGG PLEASE DON'T KILL MEEEE" I saw hyunjin hyung running to us with changbin hyung chasing him from behind.

We just arrived. Too be precisely, we just open the door and suddenly someone invade us and hide behind us. I can sense what is happening the time I look inside and saw jisung hyung cuddle his own knee. "Hyung you already know this is going to happen so why are you still flirting with each other?" I entered the house by passing changbin hyung who are still trying to catch hyunjin hyung. "It's not that I don't know but it feel wei-"

"A-A-A-ARG IT'S HURT HYUUNNGG" jisung hyung was cut off by hyunjin hyung scream. Well, I guess seungmin hyung gave hyunjin hyung to changbin hyung again. (SO MANY 'HYUNG' IN A SENTENCE I CAN'T hsjsjjssk) "oh so you do know what hurt means?" Changbin hyung straggled hyunjin hyung until Chan hyung break it. Probably Chan hyung can't stand hyunjin hyung scream too.

"Okay now tell me." Minho hyung cross his hand on his chest. I don't know why they are making such a fuss with hyunjin and jisung hyung cuddling each other. "What happen now?" I whispered to hanyu who is sitting next to me.

"Jisung hyung and hyunjin hyung was sitting at the back in the car while changbin hyung and Minho hyung sit at the front. Jisung and hyunjin hyung was cuddling before they both fall asleep. When we arrived, Minho and changbin hyung saw the two was sleeping in each other embrace so they got mad over it and changbin hyung has been chasing hyunjin hyung since then and Minho hyung keep nagging at jisung that how jealous he is about it" hanyu tell me.

"Can't they get rid of their childish attitude?" I rolled my eyes and stop at Felix hyung who was sitting next to yedam.

Apparently he was looking at me. So I smile at him and his cheek got pinky blush before he return my smile and look away.

'can he stop being cute for a minute?' I thought. I look at jisung hyung and hyunjin hyung again. Can they be real?? Their boyfriend are furious about them being so clinging to each other yet they still sitting next to each other.

I slap my own forehead while shook my head.