~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 22

Felix POV:

Jeongin look so stressed out. He really thought that all of this happened because of him. I don't get it. Why does he thinking it that way when it clearly not his fault. But for one thing I know, I can't just leave him like that. Having mental breakdown, alone, about something that is NOT his fault. He must be frustrated on himself. 'I need to cheer him up' I thought myself.

While he is talking, I can see his eyes watery. I'm sure myself that he is holding his tears back. He could cry anytime soon. I could feel it. "My fault" jeongin said. I become more guilty. I just can't take it that how could he possibly thought that he is the reason of my changes... Well it's not wrong but...

A tear drop from his eye. I wanted wipe it away but with him looking down, how can I possibly do it?? Without thinking, I raise his head up, facing me. I call out his name softly so that he look at me in the eyes. When our eyes contact with each other, I slowly bend down. To meet his face. Slowly until I could feel his heat breathing uniting with mine. With that, I can feel that my cheek are slowly burning up. This is making me embarrassed but I love it. This feeling right now, I'm loving it.

I leaned in more to jeongin side, I whisper "You are my everything, wether you think you're the cause of my nightmare or not, you are still the one and only person that I've love and will always this much." I brush his ear using my nose. He flinched to the touch, probably getting the chill out.

"F-felix h-hyung....???" He called me. I could feel my cheek burning up even more. His stuttering and being all flustered are too cute for me to handle. I think my heart are going to explode anytime soon. But I need to be cool. Jeongin must not see me being all flushed. With that, I cupped his face using my right hand. Raising his head up as I backing up a bit, I met his eyes again. His eyes are glossy. Probably because of the tears that are still remaining in his eyes.

I furrowed my eyebrows and lean in again. Kissing his eyes. He shut his eyes and letting a few drop of tears fall from his eyes. He flinched when my lips touch his eyelid. A small chuckle came out of my mouth as a backing off. He is so cute,,, I can't just resist him like that. A smile started to forming on my mouth. Smiling at the flustered boy, I said " You're red innie." Widening his eyes open, probably getting more flustered, he back away from me. "I-I-I'm, I am not" he push my hand away and look down again.

If only I can shout right now, I would have shout and let the whole world know how cute my crush are and how in love am I with this boy right here. Only if I could. Looking down to him, I form a wide smile. Even with him looking down, I still can see the red cheek of him. "Jeongin-ah". Silent. He didn't reply me. Clearing my throat, I call him again. "Jeongin??". Silent again. 'Is he crying again??' I'mma go panic if he is. Trying to make my voice softer, I cupped his cheek AGAIN. I don't how many time have I cupped his cheek today but I enjoy it. Even though he pushed my hand away while ago.

"Jeongin?? You okay??" I thought the silent are gonna continue his job when jeongin reply me with a hum. He look up, looking brighter. His lips slightly forming a small smile. I smile even wider at this.

"I haven't get to say this properly to you"

Bending down to his face...

"I love you"

>.<

Since then, jeongin have been smiling. I wonder if it is because of my confession or because he finally get to settle things off with me. But either way, I'm happy. He is not taking his smile anymore. The smile he is showing are genuine. I know. The view of his braces are cute. I finally get to see those from his laugh. He is laughing so hard when jisung spilled his tea on seungmin. Just thinking of that makes me chuckled. After so many months didn't see or greeting each other. I really missed him.

"Felix??"

"Hey Felix??"

"Yah Felix-ah"

The sound of someone calling me snapped me out. I hummed in respond and turn to the source of the sound. "You okay mate??? I've been talking to you for a while but you kept spacing out." Chan hyung asked me in a worry tone. His eyes are still fixed to the road. "You're getting me worried" he continued as he stole a glance to look at me. I form a smile, "I'm okay hyung, don't worry much. I'm just thinking about something".

"Well, if you say so but if you have something to share or rant about, I'm here okay. Always find me. I'm not gonna leave you behind. Not anymore" he said facing me. He pat my head and show his smile before focusing back on driving. I hummed a 'thank you' and look out the window. Every moment that happens this morning are such a blessing. I don't think I can even sleep tonight. It's like a magic. I feel like someone is there, purposely making us sleep together last night so that we can make up today. Things better get smooth after this or I might lose my chance on getting jeongin again. Getting him to be mine again.

"Chan hyung?"

"It's not your fault"

"Please don't ever think about it anymore"

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