~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 39

JEONGIN'S POV:

I sit on the sofa in between my mom and dad. They're both hugging me from both side and I lean in on my dad.

"Dad I miss you so much..." I think I've been repeating the same sentence ever since I saw my dad.

"I know iyen,,, you keep saying that since just now. I missed you too iyen-ie." My dad ruffle my hair.

My eyes started to get teary again. You may think I'm a dad son but I don't care. I just miss my dad so much. It's been almost 3 years without my dad. I miss him so much.

After I calmed down, I release myself from my dad and look at his face. He is smiling widely at me. Looking at me with so many loves. I can see in his eyes that he missed me too but he just didn't show it. I smile when he ruffle my hair. I just miss him so much.

"Did you misses me that much that you cried so hard?" My dad, still ruffling my hair. "Not missed, miss! I still miss you." I said saying the word 'miss' louder than other.

He just laugh at me. I make a pout at his laugh. Pretending to be sulking with him laughing at me.

"Are you sulking now~?" He ask in singing tone. I let out a huff. "don't you miss me?" I whine. My father laugh even louder which make me pull away from him. His voice are just way too loud okay?

"Daaadddd" I whine and hit him playfully. He protect himself with one hand and the other one taking both of my wrist in it.

"Of course I missed you iyen-ie,,,, I missed you, I missed mom, and I missed this house. It's impossible to not misses everything here." My father said between his laugh.

I just smile at his statement. "I know no one wouldn't miss me~" I say mocking him.

He just chuckle before standing up. "I'm gonna put my clothes away and change then we'll eat outside okay?" He say as he walk to his bag.

"But... I just ate with Felix hyung..." I say quietly as I look at my mom beside me. She just smile at me. Then I look at my dad.

"Oh,,, who is this Felix hyung?" My dad ask me with a smirk on his face as he walk to me to sit beside me again.

"I...I'll tell you next time." I say while looking down. Wanting to hide my blush but I know my dad have noticed it. "If you say so,,, I'll wait." My dad ruffle my head. I know the blush aren't going anywhere at the point so I just giggle at my dad touch.

After a few minutes of my dad and my mom talking with each other about Felix hyung, which my my decide to tell him a bit, I speak up "how about the dinner? Has you reserved it?"

My dad and my mom look at me. "It's okay,,, we can go tomorrow aren't we?" My dad say smiling at me. I feel bothered by the smile. It's seems like I disappointed him or something.

"But...." "It's okay iyen-ie. Besides we can give dad some time to rest right? I can cook for dad tonight. If you want to eat later I'll call you okay?" I nod slowly. Still upset that because of me we have to cancel to dinner.

But I kinda relieves because at least dad can have some time to rest.

"We'll go tomorrow okay? After you finished your school, I'll pick you up then you just get ready for the dinner okay?"

I nod excitedly at him with a high-toned 'okay'. He told me to go to shower before he take his bag and take it upstairs.

And with that here I am. Standing in front of my closet. Not knowing what to wear. My father said to wear casual but I still don't know what to wear.

I told my friends or hyung-deul that my dad just arrived yesterday. They were really excited when they met my dad at school.

They talk a lot together especially joonyoung hyung and Chan hyung. Since they're one of the oldest, they kinda get along really well with my father.

When I introduced Felix hyung to my dad, he just won't stop smiling and when we're in the car, he kept complimenting me on how handsome and great person Felix hyung are.

I mean of course he is if not why would I like him right? Oh and yes I've admitted it that I like him like that. Not as hyung anymore, it just that I'm not ready to confess yet.

I look at the clock hanging on my wall "5:30" I said out loud. I only have an hour left before we go and I still don't know what to wear.

I keep on open the closet and close it then open it again and close it again, on repeat. I kept on doing that till I heard my phone ringing.

I rush to my phone which was charged. I turn off the plug and take the cable off. It is Felix hyung. I quickly answer it.

"Hello hyung?" I hear some noises before Felix hyung reply me. "Jeongin-ah!!!" I pull my phone away from my phone. One the shout ended, I put it over my ear again.

"What with the shout hyung?" I said giggling. "Nothing, I'm just missing you~" I laugh at that while shaking my head. Then it hit me.

"Hyunhyunghyunghyung" "slow down jeongin-ie,,, what's wrong?" "Can you help me with my outfit?" "Outfit?" I can hear the confusion in his voice. "I'm stuck on what to wear on dinner today. My dad said to wear something casual but I'm still stuck."

I hear a small laugh at the other side before Felix hyung agree to help me. He ask me to switch the call to video call.

After almost 30 minutes on finding an outfit for me since I'm too picky, at last we decide on a plain navy shirt with an denim black jacket and a black jeans with a small chain on my right hip as an accessory.

"Thank you hyung for helping me." I said as I take off everything to iron it. "It's okay, it's fun actually. I feels like I'm a fashion designer but only for you." I blush at that.

"Stop it hyung. I'll end the call now I need to iron these clothes." I show him the clothes. "Okay bye~" I wave at him.

Before he hung up, he told me to style my style my hair down on the right but style it up on the left (I don't know how to say it,,, it's like the pict on this chapter.)

"I hope everything will go smoothly."

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