~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 36

JEONGIN'S POV:

I look down at my hand smiling like a fool. I can't believe this myself. Felix hyung and I just kissed. I mean I know we did yesterday but I didn't kiss back yesterday but just now.... I KISSED HIM BACK!!! 'I must be crazy!!!!!'

"Jeongin?" I look at the door. "Y-yes hyung?" "Hurry up. You said you want to be there before lunch." I nod a few times realising he can't see me so I reply an 'okay' back.

I look at myself in the mirror then slap both my cheeks a few times. "jeongin you're the who told him it's okay so don't workup on it."

I take off my clothe then continue to take a shower.

After a few tens of minutes spent, I finished my shower. I peek over the door first to see hyung are sitting in the edge of my bed. I breathe in and out a few time before getting out of it.

"You're done?" Felix hyung ask me. I turn to him and nod in respond. "I'll get you the towel and the clothes first. Wait a sec." I said as I rummage my closet searching for clothes that suitable for Felix hyung.

I pass him the clothes and he take it with a 'thank you'. I just nod and put away my dirty laundry then went straight downstairs.

As usually I shout for my mom which I got a reply from the living room. I peek into it seeing my mom is folding up clothes on the table while watching the TV.

I sit beside her and kiss her cheek while she volume down the TV. She turn to face me and smile when she sees I'm smiling. I wish her a good morning and she do the same.

"Mom..." I get a hum in response as I am fiddling my fingers. "Felix hyung and I.... we kinda.... kiss yesterday...." My voice got slower as I speak.

"WHAT REALLY?? OH MY GOD IYEN-AAAAAHHHHH" my mom scream or people say it as squeal?? I don't know all I know is I'm getting a really tight hug from her.

I hug her back but as soon as I feel the hug just getting tighter I hit my mom's back not too hard letting her know that I can't breathe in her hug. She pull away letting out a really loud, welp not so loud actually, giggle.

"So are you guys now like together or what?" My mom ask raising an eyebrow teasing me. I just whine at that saying that we're not a couple yet.

"Why don't?" I quite down at that question. I remove my hand from her and back to watch my fingers just fiddling with each other. "I... I'm not sure..." I said. Or you can say whisper.

I feel my mom hand hugging me from the side. "You mean you still don't know?" I nod slowly.

"I don't know mom.... I admit that I am very angry when I saw hyung with hyerin noona hugging and 'maybe' does feel a little bit jealous when hyerin noona confess to Felix hyung...."

I heard a really soft and small chuckle from my mom make me looks at her. She just smile at me at mess with my hair. I whine quietly at it.

"There's already an answer for it iyen-ie... It's just that you don't know the how to say it. Give it a little of time and in sure you'll be able to say it." My mom said as she bop my nose.

"There's already an answer??" I tilt my head. She just nod and ruffle my hair. She remove herself from me and volume up the TV back. She told me that there's some food on the table in dining room. She ask me to prepare the table for both me and Felix hyung to eat.

I nod as I make my way to the dining room. I put Felix's hyung and my bowl on the table.

I heard Felix's hyung and my mom talking before my mom telling him that I'm in dining him waiting for him. 'don't be awkward jeongin be casual' .

"Hi jeongin what're you doing" Felix hyung ask as he enter the room. I kinda stuff at that then I breathe in and out to calm myself down.

"I-i-i,,, I'm setting up the t-table for us b-both" I slap myself mentally. 'so much of casual jeongin'

I saw Felix hyung peek over the living room before walking up to me. I nerve up at that and slowly walking backward.

He chuckle before reach for my waist and pulling me closer to him. I yelped, surprised at the pull. "H-hyung..." I call out trying to push him away. He take both hands and lean in to peck my nose.

"Don't have to be nervous around me jeongin-ie. I won't tell anyone. Now let's go dear shall we." Felix hyung smile before pull away and sit at his seat.

'what just happened? He just pecked my nose and smile so cutely like that?? Why is my heart beating so fast??? Oh gosh, my heart please call down.'

I ignore my heart that beating fast and go to sit with Felix hyung. We just talk casually after that. I guess his words just now really did comfort my heart.

We walk to school while talking to each other. Sometimes Felix hyung will try to flirt with me like pecking my forehead or trying to steal a kiss on my lips and of course that made me a flustered mess. Well actually even just a ruffle on my head from him can make me blush red.

We walk into the cafeteria talking and laughing to each other.

"Jeongin-ah" I was attacked by a hug from jisung hyung. I giggle at that. "Jeongin-aahh.... You knew about it right?" Jisung hyung ask. Concern can be heard in it. I just smile weakly and nod to him.

He smile at me and hug me again. He pull away and look at Felix then back at me and with that he drag me away to the table leaving Felix hyung behind.

"Is there any progress?" Jisung hyung whisper. I raise an eyebrow at him. "With lixie of course." I blush at that. I just nod in respond and tell him that I'll tell him over the text after school. After all there'll never be any secret between us.

Most people sees that I'm close to hyunjin, seungmin and Chan hyung but I actually more closer and comfortable with jisung hyung. Even the story yesterday I've been knowing actually. It's just that I don't know it was wooyoung hyung.

I settle down in between jisung hyung and Minho hyung as jisung ask me to sit there. And of course it didn't go silent. Minho hyung whine about it but jisung hyung just shrug it off.

"Jeongin is my baby hyung,,, I need to take care of him. Felix has done my job yesterday so I'mma continue doing what's originally is mine." Jisung hyung say to Minho hyung and smile to me. We all just laugh when Minho hyung whine even louder.

"Hyung... Am I that easy to read?"

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I don't know how to end this chapteerr,,,,ksjsskjdj