~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 44

JEONGIN'S POV:

I arrive at school way too early today. I hate that I had to wake up so early but since tomorrow is holiday so I don't care much.

I yawn as I walk into the unused classroom that wooyoung hyung and I decided to use for the festival today.

It is kinda awkward, no not kinda, it is really uncomfortable to work with hyung since I knew about his secret and I can feel that he knows that I knew because he haven't greet me that much like before.

I put my bag aside and start working. All the decoration are done last week so all we have to prepare is the drinks and snacks.

Wooyoung hyung and I opened a 'All Kind Of Things' which have games, foods, beverage, and also place to rest. Of course the room aren't that that's why some of the table to eat or drink were put outside.

Even if it's outside, it have a nice view as it is facing our school garden. As I was setting up the table outside, I look at the garden.

"That is where she confessed right..." I let out a sigh and turn around to get back inside.

"Yea that is where she confessed."

I jumped. Well you can also say that I shouted. I mean who wouldn't? You turn around but then suddenly there's someone behind you and also IN THE DARK.

"Wooyoung hyung don't do that, I'm scared you know?" I said while rubbing my chest. Letting out a few sigh and enter the classroom again.

He just muttered a simple sorry and follow me. We continue to set up the table, prepare some beverages, stacking the snacks and also setting up the game corner.

We were almost done with the set up when he told me that he had to go to the bathroom. I just nod at him, telling him to take himself and that I can take care of the rest since there's not much left.

I close the class and lock it with the pad lock that we bought while shopping the other day.

I walk to the cafe as the hyung-deul said that they will gather up there. I humming softly the song that is playing in my head when suddenly a hand pull me off the hallway.

My eyes bewildered when I see who's then one that pulled me.

"Hyerin..." I said in both shocked and scared.

She raised her eyebrow "just hyerin??? No noona??? I thought you're better jeongin." She said.

I gulp down my saliva and turn to look around. She seems to noticed why I do that and said "if you're looking for someone to help you then it's hopeless. There's no one here to help you."

I look back at her "Why-" I got cut off with her laughing like a mad person.

"Why am I doing this?? Is that what you want to ask?" She said annoyed. I just nod slowly, in fear of the madness vibe inside her now.

"Because YOU took MY Felix away from me." She said emphasizing the you and my in her sentence.

I gulp down my saliva again. My eyes started to get teary as fear of the girl in front me now are eating me up.

"What now? You're gonna cry? Such a cry baby." She said and push me harshly before walking away.

I didn't get up, instead I cry there. I'm sure sniffle can be heard from the hallway that I was in before hyerin pulled me.

I continue my talk to the cafe after I calmed myself down.

"Jeongin-ah" jisung hyung shout as soon as I enter the cafe. I chuckle at his cuteness as I walk to him.

I settle down between my boyfriend and Chan hyung. "So how is it?"

"What is?" I look at Joonyoung hyung. "How is it so far with wooyoung. I know you guys have met this morning." I gulp down as I remembered back the incident just now.

"Are you okay jeongin?" Jisung hyung asked. I mentally slap myself as I shake my head. 'why am I so easy to read?'

Jisung hyung get up and switch place with Chan hyung to sit beside me. I can feel l Felix hyung hand on my hip as he muttered an "okay".

"What's wrong? Did he hurt you?"

I shook my head, denying the untrue.

"Then?" I look down at my hand and play with my fingers. I'm hesitating on to tell them or not. "You know we'll keep asking even if you don't want to tell us right?"

Felix hyung said beside me. I look up at him and smile bitterly. He reply with a small smile but I can't figure out the meaning behind the smile.

"Tell us, what's wrong jeongin?" Felix hyung said as he holds my hand. I take a deep breath before saying.

"Hyerin... She-" a chair beside me suddenly moving. I look at Felix hyung, confuse on why he stands up abruptly so suddenly.

"Hyung?" I tilt my head.

"I've had enough with her."

"Huh?? What are you talking about??"
I whisper yelled to him as I don't want others beside us to hear.

"Who does she think she is? Hurting people just because she can't accept her rejection?"

"Yes. And if you didn't rejected her on the first place all of this won't happen."

We all turn away too the source of the voice and makes me bewildering. I suddenly feel my stomach to get sick and wanted to skip today work.

"What do you mean wooyoung?" Felix hyung ask as wooyoung hyung walk to us. I turn to jisung hyung wanted to say that I'm feeling sick but I guess wooyoung hyung still have some effects on jisung hyung, changbin hyung is now standing beside jisung hyung in a protective way.

"What are you doing here wooyoung?" Changbin hyung said in monotone.

Wooyoung hyung turn to them and slightly smirk. He walk to jisung and changbin but before he arrive I hold him by blocking him from going near jisung hyung.

"One more step closer to them, I'll grill you for our BBQ party." I said. I don't know where did the courage come from but I like it.

He chuckle bitterly.

"Jeongin I know you knew about the truth already so let me be honest with you. I don't actually like you. And I'm not scared of you. This morning what happened between you and hyerin, I'm the one who suggested her to triggered you like that. I know you'll get scared."

He put on his smirk as he told. I was about to give in because I feel so sick but suddenly a hand slip into mine and hold it securely.

"How do you know that it leaves an effect to jeongin?" I look at Felix hyung and I really have the other to hug him now.

I heard another bitter chuckle came out from wooyoung hyung makes me turn to him again.

"How did I know? Because I once do that and up till now I still have an effect on that person, right jisung?"

I turn to jisung hyung and I saw the his leg is trembling a bit.

"See I-"

"Enough wooyoung."

Wooyoung hyung look at changbin hyung.

"What did you just said changbin?" He ask annoyed.

"I said enough. Go away before I report that you made a scene at school."

And with that, wooyoung hyung shut up and leave. But before he go he turn to me

"See you at the class jeongin-ah"

I look at Felix hyung and immediately hug him as I feel so sick and weak.

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Although I'm late but it still night here so yea,,,,, enjoy!!!!