~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 34

NO ONE'S POV:

"Hey Felix have you seen jeongin?" Jisung ask as he meet Felix at the lockers. Felix shake his head. Now that he think it back, he haven't seen jeongin this while day. He's not even at lunch.

"That's weird." Jisung say leaning his back against the lockers. "Why?" Felix ask while closing his locker. "This morning he is in all period till lunch but after that I don't see him anywhere. Or did he...." Felix and jisung look at each other. Realising what's happening.

Felix quick took off running. Leaving jisung alone at the lockers, not knowing what to do. Felix can only think about jeongin right now and his condition.

He is sure that the boy already know what's going on.

The door in front of Felix opened revealing a mid age women who's probably in her 40's smiling widely.

"Oh Felix honey, come in jeongin is upstairs." Mrs. Yang motion Felix in and giving him the guest slipper. She told him that jeongin arrives home way too early today. Skipping all his classes.

She also said that when jeongin face when he arrived is really down. He's not smiling at all and go straight to his room. She gives Felix jeongin's room key incase he lock the room and tell him to talk to jeongin.

Felix knock the door first and after received an answer from the other side of the door he twist the door knob. It is not lock so he just keep the key in his pant pocket.

"Jeongin?" The said boy look up at the familiar voice. His eyes are now puffy from all the crying he had and his hair is a mess.

Felix got soften at the boy and quickly close the door behind him and hug the latter. "Shhh,,, don't cry anymore baby,, I'm here okay?" Felix whisper soothingly into jeongin ear. Jeongin just lean into Felix while hugging him even tighter. His tears has now change into sob.

Felix just pat the latter back head assuring. The other hand stay on the latter back. Felix kept in whispering sweet stuff softly into jeongin ear. Comforting him until there's no more sob can be hear.

Felix push jeongin away from him about but let his other hand stay put on the latter waist. Letting the latter know that he's not going anywhere.

"You've heard it right?" Jeongin nod hesitantly. He keep his head low as his tear begin on coming back to his eyes.

"Why didn't you come to us? Why did you run away?" Jeongin shake his head aggressively. Felix look down to his thigh as he felt it becomes wet. He take his hand to the latter face and raise it up, facing him.

Jeongin tried his best to hide the tears and to not making any eye contact with the elder. "Jeongin look at me!" Felix put both his hand on either side of jeongin face. Making eye contact happened for a few second but then the latter break it again.

"Jeongin-ah.... Look at me please..." Felix caress jeongin's cheek. He pleaded softly. The latter still avoid all the attempt that Felix made to do an eye contact. "Jeongin-ie... please... look at me... Please baby...." Felix pleaded again. He took jeongin hand in his.

That make jeongin look up to him. His eyes still teary but not flowing down.

"Hey baby,, don't cry,, you can tell me anything. Don't have to cry okay?" Felix say softly as possible while caressing his cheek.

There was a silence for a solid few minutes before jeongin speak up.

"H-hyung..." "Yes" Felix answer still softly. "Is it true?" Felix bite his lower lips. He is expecting jeongin to ask about it but now that it happened he doesn't what to answer. He don't want to hurt the younger even more.

Jeongin knows the meaning of the silence from the elder means speak up. "Hyung don't worry, I'll try and not to cry anymore. Besides you're here with me right?" Jeongin said looking down to his hand that is in Felix's hold.

Felix just smile brightly and nod in respond. Jeongin look up to Felix and smile at him too.

Felix lean in to jeongin and kiss his nose softly. He look at jeongin who is know blushing at the sudden attack from the elder. Jeongin heart won't stop beating fast as he try his best to not blushing too hard.

"That kiss is to answer the second question. Yes I am always here for you jeongin. Forever. And for the first question... it's also a yes... That's what I heard jeongin... I'm sorry... If only hyerin don't fall for me I'm sure wooyoung won't do that to you..."

Felix said as he cup jeongin's face and wipe away the tears that flow down when he blinked using his thumb. Jeongin lean into the touch and close his eyes as he mentally cursing himself for trusting wooyoung.

"It's not your fault jeongin, for trusting him. He's the one at fault for using your trust." Jeongin shot his eyes open at Felix. Wonder how can Felix read his mind.

'am I really that easy to read or what?' jeongin ask himself. He let out a small chuckle at the thought of him being too easy to read.

"Now that's the jeongin that I fall in love with. The jeongin who always smiles and laugh at Jisung's and mine worst joke. The jeongin whose smile bring the happiness to the world and lastly..." Felix lean in closer to jeongin.

"The jeongin who I'll always loves and will always love. Who'll be my first in everything." And with that Felix close the gap with a kiss in jeongin lips.

Jeongin widened his eyes, shocked at the really sudden move of the older. He didn't reply the kiss back. He just stiffened there. Felix pull away from jeongin, smiling sweetly while caressing the latter cheek.

Seems like that is the only this he kept on doing since just now. Caressing the latter cheek. But he's not complaining. In fact he loves doing it.

If it gives the younger reassurance then he'll be gladly doing it anytime.

"Hyung..." Jeongin hit Felix on the chest softly, more like whining.

Felix just laugh at the younger cuteness and pull him for a hug. "I love you jeongin."

"Plus,,, that's my first kiss"

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Sksjksjdjd I really am not kidding when I said I wanted to finish this book by Christmas