~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 42

NO ONE'S POV:

Felix smile to himself. Well actually to jeongin but since he's not looking so you can say to himself. He feels party is being held inside his stomach after hearing those question came out from jeongin.

"Why did you ask that?" Felix move his hand that was on jeongin cheek to hug him around his neck.

"Nothing..." Jeongin smile at their now intertwined hands as he trail off. Felix smile and move to sit next to jeongin.

He pull his hand that was intertwined with the later to switch position. Jeongin almost let out a whine at the sudden lost contact but immediately smile when Felix intertwine their fingers back with another hand since it'll be more convenience.

"Jeongin... You know...?? I've been meaning to ask you this actually but I didn't cause I don't want to pressure or upset you but knowing that our parents are so looking forward to us.... I guess I can ask now." Felix said while rubbing his nape.

Jeongin look at him in confusion and pretend. He know what's his hyung talking about but he doesn't want to be obvious.

'Is it the time already? I'm not ready yet'

Jeongin didn't take his eyes off from their hands, instead he let a soft small smile make it way his lips.

"Why are you smiling?" Felix let out a soft chuckle seeing his crush in front of him suddenly grinning cutely with red cheeks.

"I don't know but I like....this...." Jeongin said almost whispering. He turn to look at Felix resulting an immediate eye contact.

Jeongin cheeks just getting redder the longer the eye contact stay.

Felix clear his throat but jeongin is the first to back away. You can see a small disappointment in Felix's eyes because he doesn't want the eye contact to break.

"Jeongin... You know that I, love you, right?" Jeongin feels like someone stop his heart then take it for a run because his heart just stop for a moment then beating like crazy.

Jeongin knew about Felix's feelings towards him but he still scared of getting rejection although jisung and the others said that won't happen.

While jeongin were dealing with his heartbeat issue and too deep into his thoughts, Felix is getting anxious. The longer jeongin let the question unanswered, Felix feels like jeongin don't actually feels the way he feels for the younger.

Felix keep tapping his feet out of anxious and of course that didn't go unnoticed by jeongin. Jeongin can heard the noise that came from Felix's feet tapping the floor and the looks on the older face showing that he is nervous.

Jeongin let out a small chuckle before turning to Felix.

He now knows that he will not getting any rejection today because Felix won't be so nervous if he is gonna reject jeongin.

Jeongin pull his hands away from their intertwined finger, grabbing Felix's attention.

"J-jeongin?" Jeongin smile softly upon hearing his crush who always so cool stuttering in front of him. It's not like jeongin didn't like it or what, he just find the older cute.

Jeongin reply with a hum and turn to look at his crush again but this time, he sit on the bench cross-legged and turn his whole body to have a good look at Felix.

Felix flustered a bit but quickly gain his cool back and copy what jeongin's doing.

You can say that now they both are facing each other, cross-legged, on a bench.

Felix clear his throat again because he is so nervous to know what's jeongin answer is gonna be.

"So... can I know your answer?" Felix ask trying to keep cool when you can clearly sense the nerves in his voice.

Jeongin smile and shook his head. Felix bewildered at the younger. He thought the younger are saying no as an answer but quickly recover when the younger asked "What answer?? I don't remember you asking a question that is needed to be answered by me?"

Felix mentally face palmed himself as he remembered that be never asked jeongin how he feels towards him.

"Urm...." Felix rub his nape and look down but quickly flustered again as jeongin took his hand that was rubbing his nape and hold it.

"Don't do that,,, it makes me uncomfortable." Jeongin said looking down to Felix's hand and pet it gently like he pet a cat.

Felix calm down seeing that side of the younger. "I want to know.... What do you feels about me?"

Jeongin at petting Felix's hand and look up to meet his eyes. Jeongin shook his head again but quickly cup Felix cheek.

"I don't say cause I don't know what to say but...." Felix eyes wide open, feeling jeongin lips on him. Jeongin close his eyes and caress the older cheek while kissing him.

He felt tingling sensation in his stomach and he loves it. He smile into the smile before pulling away.

He looks at the older and he still have his shock face. Jeongin giggles making the older to come from his other side of the world and back to the reality.

"Is that... what I think your answer is?" Felix ask scooting closer to jeongin. He hold both of jeongin's hands tightly. Spark can be seen in his eyes as he hope that the younger would nod his head this time.

Jeongin giggle again and raise his shoulders. "If what you think is the same as what I feels,,, then it is then." Jeongin said, playing hard to get.

Felix smile widely and pull jeongin closer to him by his hand and hug him.

He hug the younger tightly but not hurting him.

The stayed like that for who knows how long till Felix speak up.

"So.... do you want to be my boyfriend?" Jeongin jolt up to face Felix again. He's trying to find any sign that the older is kidding but he can find is the since in the older smiling eyes.

Jeongin smile softly and put his hands around the older neck. "If you promise me that you won't cheat, then... I'm gladly to be one."

And with that Felix smile widely once again before pulling jeongin closer by his waist. Their face are now just a few inches from others. They can feel each other breathing and all they do is smiling and giggling.

"I love you Yang jeongin." Is what Felix said before crashing his lips onto the younger.

Jeongin quicky close his eyes and melted into the kiss. His first kiss is with his first boyfriend and he's the one that made the first move but he likes second one more.

Jeongin open his eyes when he felt Felix's lips starting to moves and kiss him passionately.

The younger quickly follow the older lead and later their lips is dancing with each other. Their lips moves perfectly and it just feels right to them.

Felix cracking a smile before kissing jeongin making jeongin does the same.

They pull away from each other and rest their forehead on each other to catch their breathe.

They look at each other is the eyes before smiling and laughing softly. Both feeling so happy that they both are with their loves one.

"So... Boyfriends?" Felix ask taking out his pinky promise. Jeongin giggle at the older cuteness.

He take out his pinky promise and connecting it his the older one.He take a quicky peck on the older lips before smiling.

"Boyfriends."

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