~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 32

JEONGIN'S POV:

I don't know what to feel but I I can say is I love it when we do this. Felix hyung being clingy to me and only me. Maybe because of the three months being apart from each other, I don't feel so embarrassed to show any skinship with him but I still gets flustered if he's the one who start the move or when he compliment me.

I know he must be feeling unfair or thinking that I'm just playing with his hurt but I seriously don't know what to do. I've never fall in love before so I don't know what is to feel when you fall in love with someone.

I know Felix hyung have a fail, or what Chan hyung call it a complete fail relationship in the past and is afraid for a new one. But after seeing me, he gain his courage and confess but me being a asshole I am didn't even respond to it. Till now. No one even open the subject. Well.... not yet...

"That Felix boy... He's... really nice." I turn to nare noona as she speak up. We were waiting for someone who nare noona said she's been meaning to introduce me since years ago.

"Felix hyung?" I tilt my head. Nare noona nod in respond "we are in the same class for a few subjects." I hum while nodding my head.

Noona said Felix and her talk a bit if they bumped to each other in the way to the classes.

While we were talking, suddenly a guy enter the park. I frown my eyebrows to take a proper look of the person because he is heading to our way.

I feels nare noona stand up beside me so I follow her.

"Wooyoung-ah you're late."

"Wooyoung hyung?"
"Jeongin?"

Nare noona on the side me and wooyoung while we facing each other. "You never told me about wooyoung hyung noona." I look at the one and only noona at the table. Looking through the menu in the table.

She looks up to me then to wooyoung hyung and to me again with a 'well' face before she speaks up "I've told you I've been meaning to introduce you two but never had the chance. I didn't know that he is the wooyoung hyung you keep telling me."

I let out a sigh as turn to wooyoung hyung in front of me. "And you never tell me about knowing nare noona." I said frustrated that no one ever bother to tell me about this whole cousin situation things.

We talk for a while before order and then we talk again till we leave the restaurant. I don't even know how we ended up here. I just said that I feel like eating something and they brought me to this restaurant.

"So what now?" I ask as we buy an ice-cream each at the nearest convenience store with the restaurant.

"I need to meet up with my friend, we have things to do." Wooyoung said as he walks past me and nare noona then turn to face us. Which make him is back walking.

"Okay then I'll leave with noona then, we'll go to my house okay? Mom and dad are earning to see you again even though they just see you the other day." I say turning to nare noona by my side. Eventhough I'm three years younger than her but it's doesn't kill the fact that I'm taller than her.

"Wooyoung-ah!"

We all turn to the voice I recognize the voice but I don't remember where did I heard it. I look at the girl and she does look familiar it's just that I can't see her face clearly so I just shrug it off.

Wooyoung hyung eyes widened when he sees here, he quickly bid us goodbyes then run the the girl who just called his name. He quickly turn her back to us and push her ahead.

Nare noona and I just laugh at wooyoung hyung cute reaction but I also doubt it....

It feels like.... There's something wrong.

"Mom I'm home" I shout as I enter the doorway. I motion noona inside and take the guest slipper for her. I put on my own and enter the house. I just leave noona there to her own slipper. It's not like she's not use with this house.

My mom treat noona as her own daughter. She said because she always wanted a daughter but I came out as a boy so yea, that's why.

"Mom? Where are you? Look who I brought today." I call my mom out again. Peeking my head in the kitchen only to see an empty kitchen. I raise up my eyebrow as I didn't my mom in the living room of dining either.

"Her car is outside, all her shoes are also here. Where is she?" I ask myself. I turn around and saw nare noona already took her sit on the cushion in the living room.

"Wait up noona I'll find my mom."

I go outside and saw my mom sweeping the backyard lawn. I smile at her. I call out "mom" again and this time she turn her head. She's not wearing any earphone so I'm guessing she just can't hear me from here.

"You're home. When did you arrive I don't hear you?" She said ruffling my hair. I whine because she ruining my hairstyle although I don't even style my hair that much but still.

"I called you from inside but you don't hear me. So I search for you here." I said as I drag my mom going inside.

"Slow down iyen-ie, you gonna make me tri- oh hi nare." My mom greet noona the moment we step into the living room.

I left they there as mom ask me to make some water for nare noona. Living as an only child make me knows everything about house chores. I often help my mom and dad with their work so it makes me kinda know a lot of things that I'll need when I live alone later.

I make a green tea as it is nare noona favourites tea. I take it to the living room and place it down on the floor table there.

I take my sit beside my mom which is facing nare noona.

"Felix sure did change you ha?" My head jolt up as I heard noona's question. "Ha? What do you mean? I've been always like this." I ask tilting my head to the side. It's my habit when I'm confuse or asking something.

"I've never seen you smile so bright like when you're with Felix the other day." Nare noona smile to me. I was about to say something when I got cut off. "Yes nare, ever since he met Felix he became more happy. He's always smiling back home and even if he's not smiling it's because something stress him out but not for long. He even have lots of questions about things he never had before and it's really good. A good change."

My mom ruffle my hair again as she said the last sentence.

I just smile to them both. I mean they're not wrong. I do feel a little happier since I met Felix hyung. But mom is also right. I am now concerning about things I've never had or felt before.

'do I love Felix hyung or not?'

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