~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 14

Jeongin POV:

"WHERE'S JEONGIN?" I stand right behind the door. Stunned. 'I-is that f-f-felix hyung???' I question myself. 'no,no,nonono....it's not' I put my hand on the back of head. I denying it all I can but the more I hear the voice,,, the more sure I became. I started to question everything. 'why is he here? How did he knows I'm here? Aren't he afraid if anything happen to him for risking his life for me??'

I fell on my knees as I heard that Felix hyung claim to be my boyfriend. 'w-w-w-why did he say that? Doesn't he knows t-that's its break m-my hea-heart?' I cry out all I can. I can't believe what just heard. I feel happy,sad and disappointed in the same time. I'm happy because he claim to be my boyfriend. I'm sad because he lied for my sake. I'm disappointed because he play with both me and hyerin right now.

Someone suddenly open the door roughly make me fell behind the door when it's opened. Then I saw one of the guy who kidnapped me right in front of me and take me outside as he throttle me. In the living room... I saw Felix hyung is beating the guys down. 'how can he change till that much? I-is it because of m-me?' I was worried if he will get more hurt than he did to others.

I felt something cold on the side of my forehead and realize that it was a pistol. I got scared and call Felix hyung name. "F-felix h-hyung...." He turn around and run to me. I tried so hard not to cry again. The man who is throttle me threatened Felix that he'll kill me if Felix hyung get any closer to us. Felix hyung stop and got hold back by the guys who just got beaten up. They make Felix hyung kneeled down and ask him questions that absolutely not necessary for them.

Felix hyung doesn't want to tell it at first. I was upset. Why can't he tell it? Is it to secretive that not any one can know? I got teary eyes as I remembered things at C building.

"OKAY OKAY..... I-I-I'll say it,,, j-just don't kill him please... He's m-my everything" I look up at Felix hyung and started to cry. 'if I'm his everything,,,why is he dating hyerin?' I look back down to the floor. I can see my tears fell to the man's hand before dripping to the floor.

"T-that girl confessed to me. I rejected her. She cried. She ask me who's the one that I love for me to reject her. I said it's jeongin and she sobbed all her out then,,,,so I wiped her tears off for her" as I heard that, I started to feel guilty. All this while I've been selfish. I've been a jackass. I'm the worst. I've been thinking negative about Felix hyung. I'm wrong. It's my fault.

I started to cry till my eyeballs out. Then I heard running footsteps from outside. I raise my head to found hyunjin hyung and the others at the door. The guys who've been holding us also let us go, make me kneeling down the floor to cry.

"H-hyung... I-i'm s-sorry" I look at yedam with confused eyes. Even a little far but I can see his eyeballs shaking. "For what?" The one who has been throttle me take off his mask.

"CHAN HYUNG?"

I look at Felix hyung.

Yedam POV:

"Don't we have to go inside now?" Hyunjin hyung ask me. I look at hanyu. Hanyu shook his head "no hyung, they might need more time. Let's wait another five minutes". Since we got here hyunjin hyung have been really anxious. He said Felix hyung looks scary. He's worried if Felix hyung might become a beast in there.

Well,,, I don't agree. Felix hyung has been really shy and nice around stranger all six year I'm with him. I'm sure they're gonna fine.
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I look at my watch on my wrist then at hanyu. "I think we can now, it's been almost twenty minutes now. I'm sure they've done" right after I say that, hyunjin hyung go running to the house. We can't let him arrive alone so we run with him.

I'm very shocked with all the mess in the house. I can see that they just fight before we came. I get all guilty. I don't know who's the one that got beat up but I'm really worried. "H-hyung... I-i'm s-sorry..." I stuttered as I get teary eyes. Hanyu hug me from back and whispered that he got my back and it's okay.

"For what?" I look at Chan hyung who are taking his mask off. The others do the same. "CHAN HYUNG?" I look at Felix hyung. I can see he is mad so I quickly kneel down in front of him and apologize. "I'm so sorry Felix hyung. I don't know it will turned out like this. Please don't be mad at them. Mad at me. It's my idea. I'm the one who's planning this all out" I explained to him, trying to calm him down. "Me too" I look at hanyu and he's doing the same thing I do but to jeongin hyung.

I started to cry out of guilty. I can feel someone hug me. It's Chan hyung. "Nonono,,,, ssshhh please don't cry yedam. It's alright, okay?" He rub my head as he put my head on his shoulder. I cry on his shoulder. I look at Felix hyung. He stand up and go straight to jeongin hyung. He hug jeongin hyung as he cried. "Why did you do this yedam?"

I let go of Chan hyung and go to Felix and jeongin hyung and hug them. "I'm sorry hyung... I just had to" I cry on Felix hyung shoulder. Then I felt someone hug me from aside and see it's hanyu. "We all had to hyung... We do this all so that you and jeongin hyung can clear your problem off and get together like before" he explained as he started to cry on jeongin's shoulder. "B-but why like this?" Jeongin hyung started to ask.

I quite a while."because we know if we just tell you the truth to each other, you will become awkward, not like before. We don't want that. I know Felix will not tell you the truth himself because he's not brave enough to do so. I know you won't ask him anything cause you don't want it to look like you're upset. You both avoid each other for almost a month to make sure none of you see each other sad face. You guys agree to come to the museum when you know you will see each other because you thought you could just let it go when in fact you can't." I look at chan hyung with thankful eyes.

"And we can't stand it." Seungmin hyung started to speak. "So yedam told us his plan with was absolutely not good at first" Joonyoung hyung speak up. "then hanyu change a bit of Yedam's plan and they both make a new plan" "which is this" I look at Minho hyung and bambam hyung as they continuing each other sentence. I'm really grate that everyone trying to support me even things got out of plan.

"T-thank you" Felix hyung smile as he say it. I smile at him in return. "NOW GROUP HUG" jisung hyung come to us and hug us. "No can do jisung, aren't you feel any hurt from the beat?" Changbin shook his head as he massage his own arm.

"I'm sorry changbin hyung" Felix hyung laugh in tears.

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