~my heart~ (Jeonglix)

Part. 26

Jeongin's POV:

"Hyung~~ I missed you so much~~ when are you coming back?" I whine to Felix hyung as usual. We were talking through video call. Honestly we started with a call but then we kept saying we miss each other so we decided to do a video call instead of just a call.

"I've told you jeongin-ie I'll be here for three months. There's two months left so wait for me okay?" Felix hyung wink to me through the video.

I blush so hard with the nickname he called me and the wink. Gosh he just make it harder to not miss him. I don't know what's wrong with me today but I miss him like crazy.

I whine a lot and act cute to him. I feel like I'm not myself. I am not the usual I am.

I guess I was zoning out a bit because of the sudden silence but then I heard Felix hyung started talking.

"Oh how was it going with the project?" "Project? What project?" I tilt my head while asking that. It's weird cause I don't remember having to work on any project at the moment.

"I mean the council work with that... What's his name again?" I see Felix hyung's eyebrows frown trying to remember the name. I found it cute though. Then it hit me.

"Wooyoung" I mumble. "Yea yea yea, wooyoung... He's a hyung right?" Did I told him that? "Yea... He is the same age as changbin hyung. Did I told you that?"

"Nono you didn't but you did told me or maybe ranted to me a lot about the project and you once told me that he aren't supposed to be in your year so hearing you kept calling him hyung all the time I assume he is a hyung to me too" "oh"

Did I mention wooyoung hyung that much? Gosh I hope Felix hyung wouldn't suspect anything...

"Oh really? Urm...hyung?" I heard a hum from the other line. "Did I mention wooyoung hyung that much?" I rub my nape. I somewhat felt guilty and nervous but I don't know why.

"Hurmmm not that much. Just when you were talking about the project you'll mention him a lot" Does that means a lot? I think I rant out a lot about the council's work without realising it to him.

"H-hyung I-" "No don't worry jeongin I won't misunderstand anything. It's your work right? Plus only you and him that are assigned for the work so it's not weird for you to mention him a lot when you were talking about it, okay?"

He shows me an okay sign with his cute kitten smile. Damn it how can I not love him. Wait.... Did I just said I love him? Do I love him? I mean I do love him as my hyung but how I sounded just now makes it look more... Do I love him more than a hyung? What am I-

"Jeongin-ah~~ I think you should probably go to sleep~ you kept on zoning out since just now. It's already 2 am in Korea. I'll call you again tomorrow okay? Bye~ love you jeongin-ie~" then he hung up. I couldn't even get to bid him goodbye or wish him a goodnight. Neither reply his last sentence....

~skip tomorrow morning~

"Yow" I kinda jump up a bit at the sudden voice. I look at my side and saw wooyoung hyung were waiting for me with his hand on my shoulder.

"Oh hi hyung" I greet him. I kinda feel out of it. I don't want to be disturb actually.

"Urm hyung can we not discuss about the work today? I wanted to be alone and make myself feel better. I'll be okay tomorrow so please, okay?" I say and I just walk away without waiting for his reply.

I go straight to the school cafe with my hyung but rather than joining their conversation, I just do my own thing. I am thankful that they don't disturb me except for a simple greeting and some questions like 'are you okay?'