Since I stepped in high school laging topic kung saan ako mgccollege. Compare to my brothers I am smarter, so Dada thinks I should study abroad dahil deserve ko yun but he want me to take Business Management. No way, hindi nga ako interesado sa business nang pamilya tapos ilalayo pa ako.
What's wrong with me? I should be happy because that's living the dream, right? But I'm not. Something is holding me not to go. Or someone?
I never told Althea about that. Ayokong pilitin niya akong tumuloy I would only feel that she wants to get rid of me. Not gonna happen! Haha
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Althea have been called by Dada and I am not allowed to hear about it? That's a first. In my curiousity, I eavesdrop.
He wants Althea to take BM too. He gave her ultimatum but for sure, susundin niya rin yun.
I have to think and analized everything. Kasi naman! Dapat umalma na siya. Lagi nalang siyang nag.aadjust para sa sakin. I felt guilty again.
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Kasabay ko siyang pumasok dahil si Tatay Felix ang naghahatid sa amin. I feel safe when he's driving. Hindi ko siya pinapansin kahit papansin siya. I'm still mad at her for not fighting her rights.
Pagdating sa room, nagreview ako saglit. I have to clear my mind. May exam pa naman. Our teacher came late and distributed the papers. Easy naman pala nito.
After I answered my sheet, napatitig ako sa kanya. I love seeing her thinking, nagsasalubong ang kilay. Napakainosente sa lahat nang bagay. She have to grow on her own but how? We're inseperable.
Napatingin siya sakin na parang nagulat, lumaki ang mata e. Cute!
I have to go. I need solutions to help her. I passed my paper and left the room.
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Before the bells hits, I'm already in our room waiting for Althea. Dapat nandito na din siya e. Hindi ko naman magawang tawagan, ayaw gumamit nang cellphone!
Oh, There she is! Seeing her my lips automatically smile.
"Akala ko umuwi ka na. Di ka manlang nagsabi kung saan ka pumunta." Sounded worried. Aw, cute.
Siya nalang ang sinisi ko kaya hindi ko nasabi kung nasaan ako.
"Old soul." She said. I just smiled at her. My thoughs are exploding at the same time. Sana mamaya may solusyon na ko.
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On recess, I tried to ask her about last night. Hoping she'll tell me everything but she kinda half lied. Why? Dahil sinabi lang ni Dada? O dahil ayaw niyang masaktan lang ako sa ginawa ni Dada?
I understand her but every lies has a consequence. It's friday, the start of my sleepover at Althea's that she did not know. Haha!
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"Sakay Althea." She was shock and did what she was told. Wow, I have powers over her. Haha!
"Sa mall tayo Kuya. Samahan niyo kaming mag-grocery." I said with a Pissed-Face.
Bago pa siya magreklamo inunahan ko na. I have reasons kaya sinurprise ko siya and she lied, right? Why am I talking to myself? 🤦♀
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One bedroom lang ang apartment nila Althea, pero napakalinis at organize ang gamit.
Habang nagluluto siya pumunta ako sa kwarto niya para ilagay ang mga dala kong damit para sa susunod hindi na ko magdadala. I saw our pictures around here, things I draw or I made just like in my room. A black notebook caught my attention, I never saw this in her, we exchanged a lot of things so I'm sure it's fine to read it.
Love Poems. I never knew she write poems.
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Wow she's good. But WTF?!? She's inlove and not telling me?
(Poems from Andieqwerty, Notes)
I set-up the table for a romantic dinner to tease her so I can open up the topic.
"Tey, have you ever been inlove?"
"Ha? Jusko Jade ang bata pa natin para jan. Pag aaral lang gusto kong gawin." Napainom siya, Haha nerbiyosa!
"I saw your notebook or is it a diary? You never told me about that. So, sino ang nagpatibok nang puso nang bestfriend ko?"
"Jade, I was planning to sell those notes for Valentine's Day. Para yung pera ko nun ipanglilibre ko sayo. Ikaw na lang kasi lagi ang nanlilibre sakin. Hehe. Surprise?"
"Ow, that's sweet of you Tey! Thank you!" Lumapit ako sa kanya at niyakap siya. Thank God she's still mine. Haha
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I hate parties, I hate crowded places, I hate people looking up at me but I am a Tanchingco. We are born to be the things I hate.
The senior prom is a big deal. Kids get dressed up and then get embarrassed by parents who take too many photos. I'm participating on this because Althea is performing.
I was shock on her solo. Her song. Her words. Her feelings. This can't be. Even if I want to, I can't lock her with me. I love her too much so I have to let her go. Marami pa siyang dapat maranasan, mapuntahan at maramdaman na hindi ako ang kasama.
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I love Althea in a way that we can't be together. Dahil pag nalaman nang family ko, hindi lang ako ang mapaparusahan, kundi pati nasa kabilang buhay na family niya magugulo.
Today is my entrance examination, I know she already passed and enrolled by the course she was forced to. Sana hindi agad makarating kay Dada na Culinary ang kukunin ko.
Not my passion but I'm reading a lot and it is interesting. Buti pumayag si Paul na sunduin ako nung mga nakaraan araw para hindi makita ni Althea ang ginagawa ko.
I know what I have to do now, her song made me realized it.
