HIM ft. Shawn Mendes ✔️

Hoofdstuk 17. Bonfire

* pov Ella *

Ik liep weg verder in het bos, ik voelde tranen van mijn wangen stromen. Ik hoorde niets meer rondom mij, tot ik ging zitten op de rand bij de watervallen. Dan hoorde ik dat Shawn mijn naam riep en even later hoorde ik zijn voetstappen en kwam hij achter mij zitten... Zo zat ik tussen zijn benen, en leunde ik tegen zijn borst aan.

S : Hi, I'm sorry... I really wanted to tell you tonight when we were alone... I arranged something with my manager but it isn't sure if it's possible, and I wanted to wait for that moment... Now I'm still waiting for a phone call from him to know if it's possible...

A : Okay, I guess... It's just I don't know, it's so double... One moment you're like you're my dream girl and I never want to leave you. The next moment you're like I don't know what we are or you're just not speaking to me. But you know communication is important... And I'm asking myself why I'm so upset, but Shawn.... I really like you, like really really like you... And I hate it to live with uncertainties about what we are, or what you think about me or just living with so many questions you know? I thought that I knew you after yesterday, that we finally talked about everything, and yet you didn't tell me about your tour??? I have a week and 2 days left with you... I don't know if I want to put all my feelings in a boy I love but is almost leaving, 'till Christmas, and after Christmas you're gone again... It's just frustrating you know...

En ook dan kon ik het niet laten om weer in tranen uit te barsten... Hij nam me in zijn armen en troost mij terwijl hij antwoordde op al mijn vragen...

S : I'm really sorry princess... I know that all of this feels double... You'll always be my dream girl and that's why I asked my manager to arrange a thing, but I don't want to give you hope until I know if it's possible... I hope you understand. I also didn't tell you yesterday because we talked about my parents, about my life, about your life, it was heavy and I was really tired then... I want to spend as much time as possible with you, and please give me a chance...

A : Okay...

S : And BTW I love you too, princess. Oh and honey?

A : Yeah?

S : Do you want to be my princess?

A : Oh, of course!! 

Hij tilde mijn kin op met zijn vinger zodat ik hem in zijn ogen aankeek, daarna legde hij zijn zachte lippen tegen de mijne.. Hij onderbrak de kus even en keek me recht in mijn ogen aan, we lachten beiden maar al snel draaide ik mij om ( want ja ik zat nog steeds tussen zijn benen, was dus niet echt handig. ), hij trok me tegen zich aan en kuste mij nog eens. Deze keer kuste hij me langer en na een tijd vroeg hij toegang door zijn tong zachtjes op mijn onderlip te leggen, en die gaf ik hem maar al te graag. Na de kus en nog een beetje te praten besloten we maar terug naar de campsite te gaan want we hebben toch vrij lang gepraat waardoor we toch zeker alweer een half uur verder waren. 

Toen we op de campsite aankwamen was iedereen ons natuurlijk aan het aankijken... ' typisch'. We zagen dat we ze moesten updaten dus zong Shawn een liedje.

I know that we just met

Maybe this is dumb
But it feels like there was something
From the moment that we touched
'Cause it's alright, it's alright
I wanna make you mine

The way you're lightin' up the room
Caught the corner of my eye
We can both sneak out the back door
We don't have to say goodbye
'Cause it's alright, it's alright
To waste time tonight

Maybe I'm just a kid in love
Maybe I'm just a kid in love
Oh, baby
If this is what it's like falling in love
Then I don't ever wanna grow up
Maybe I'm just a kid in love
Maybe I'm just a kid in love
Oh, baby
It'd be cool if it's the two of us
But I don't ever wanna grow up

'Cause I got it all
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
And I got it all
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
But I don't ever wanna grow up

Said your place is kinda close
And your 'rents are out of town
Baby, there's no pressure
But if you're down, I'm down
'Cause it's alright, it's alright
To just talk tonight

If you're feeling kinda crazy
Turn down the lights
We can take our time
Do whatever you like
It's alright, it's alright
I wanna make you mine

Maybe I'm just a kid in love
Maybe I'm just a kid in love
Oh, baby
If this is what it's like falling in love
Then I don't ever wanna grow up
Maybe I'm just a kid in love
Maybe I'm just a kid in love
Oh, baby
It'd be fine if it's the two of us
But I don't ever wanna grow up

[2x:]
'Cause I got it all
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
And I got it all
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
But I don't ever wanna grow up

You make me feel like I got it all, yeah
And you make me feel
Like I'm just a kid in love
And you make me feel like I got it all
And you make me feel like I don't ever wanna grow up

Maybe we're just kids in love
Maybe we're just kids in love
Oh, baby
If this is what it's like falling in love
Then we don't ever have to grow up
Maybe we're just kids in love
Maybe we're just kids in love
Oh, baby
When we're alone and it's the two of us
I can't get enough

I've got it all, yeah
I've got it all, yeah
And I've got it, and I've got it all
And I've got it, and we've got it all
And I've got it, and I've got it all
But I don't ever wanna grow up

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Hoe zou het verder gaan tussen Shawn en Ella

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XOXO CHHAR

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