fake love ; shawmila ✅

chapter 23

Camila's POV

{present day}

"Camila! Camila please listen to me-" Shawn ran up to me and grabbed my arm but I immediately shook him off.
"Why would you even say something like that Shawn? What have you become? I feel like I don't even know you anymore!" I shouted at him and shoved him.

He didn't protest and just took the hit, but that only fueled my anger.

"Why have you become this mean person Shawn? What have I done to deserve this?" I kept pushing him.

Pretty soon a huge crowd of paparazzi and fans ran up to us and the cameras went flashing left, right and centre.

I didn't care. I was too angry to care.

"Fucking tell me Shawn!" I pushed him again but he just harshly grabbed my hand and said "Camila there are people around, we have to get out of here."

"I don't fucking care!" I said and pushed him off.

"Camila stop it! Just-" He grabbed onto my arm and started dragging me away from the crowd. We pushed and shoved our way through the huge crowd until Shawn was able to shove me into his car.

"Camila!" I heard Anthony scream after me. I looked back at him with my teary eyes, but didn't manage to say anything. He just stood there dumbfounded as the paps started clicking pictures of him and throwing questions at him. Shawn started the car and off we went.

An awkward silence filled the car.

It was never like this with Shawn before. We never had awkward silences, it was always weirdly comfortable but today, all of a sudden, I feel like I'm in a whole new world with a whole new person.

"Shawn. You still haven't answered me." I said to fill up the emptiness in the car.
He brought the car to a halt and turned to me "What do you want to know? You know what? No. Let me ask you a question, what the fuck is your problem with me?" His tone was harsh and filled with rage.

"My problem? What is your fucking problem with me?" I asked back.

"Oh I don't know. Maybe the fact that you are with that douchebag, or the fact that you flip out on me for being with another girl when we are not even together, or the fact that you signed that damn contract that led to all this mess." He explained in a very firm tone.

I scoffed and continued "Shawn I think we both know that, this, didn't start with me signing that contract. This goes way back."

"Okay remind me again, how does this go way back? You fucking signed that contract and I warned you, I fucking warned you that it will ruin what we have and you-"

"Shawn you always somehow make it all my fault. We both know the tension had sprouted long before this...It started from the time you broke my heart, the time you chose Nicole over me."

"Okay Camila tell me this. Have you ever heard me tell you I love Nicole, have you heard me tell anyone that I love Nicole? Ever?"

I tried to think back, but my judgement was clouded from all the anger that was pent up inside of me. I was just mad at him. Mad at him for everytime he broke my heart.

"Yes!" I blurted out.

"No. No. I never said I loved Nicole. It was you who kept saying 'Shawn you love Nicole. You love her. You want her back. You belong together. Let me out of your life and be with Nicole. Shawn and Nicole. Shawn and Nicole.' Then tell me why the fuck was it so hard to tell her that I loved her? Why did I feel guilty everytime I said that?" His voice grew louder and angrier.