fake love ; shawmila ✅

chapter 30

Camila's POV

{present day}

I decided to give Anthony the benefit of the doubt and typed out.

C : what are you talking about?

A : oh shit. Do you not remember anything from last night?

C : no!
C : what happened? Tell me.

A : we slept together.
A : I didn't know you were so drunk that you would forget the whole ordeal babe

Fuck! That was probably the worst mistake I have ever made. I slept with Anthony! Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

A : hang on
A : (video attachment)

I clicked on the attachment with shaky fingers and what I saw, made me gasp and want to throw up and just didn't make me feel good.

It was a video of me on top of the person filming it, that'd be Anthony, having sex with him as moans left my mouth like profanities.

Why the hell would he film that? That's disgusting! I would never let someone film me naked when I'm in my right mind, but then I look at my drunken and glazed eyes, I was completely out of it.

C : Anthony why would you film that?
C : that's fucking disgusting!
C : I don't think I would ever consent to you filming me have sex with you
C : delete them now!

A : but why? You look so sexy baby

C : Anthony I asked you to fucking delete them
C : it makes me uncomfortable
C : and please stop calling me baby
C : it was just a stupid mistake

A : you aren't serious

C : Anthony I'm sorry I was upset last night after having a fight with Shawn  and I had a lot to drink and I'm sorry

A : but you came onto me

C : Anthony I just said I was fucking drunk
C : you shouldn't have agreed to it in the first place
C : you should've stopped me

A : don't turn this around on me babe
A : you kissed me first

C : stop calling me babe! I'm not your babe!
C : you were the sober one, you should've been a bit more clever than letting me come onto you!
C : did you ever ask me for my consent?

A : what consent? Stop playing the victim you fucking bitch! You never asked me for my fucking consent and you kept kissing me

C : Anthony just answer me, did I ever say I fucking want you? Did you ever ask me if I really wanted to do this? Or did you just see how drunk I was and take advantage of it?

A : you women always play the fucking victim! You never said no, okay?

Shawn was right. He was so right. Anthony is a douchebag and here I was thinking he had changed. He just took advantage of me. He just finished what he couldn't finish in high school. He's a fucking asshole!

C : oh yeah cause that makes it all okay to have sex with a girl who's drunk out of her fucking mind?

A : you know what? Fuck you.
A : if you keep blaming it all on me, I wont hesitate making these videos public
A : (video attachment)
A : (video attachment)