it girl // milo manheim ✰

a fat oof

A/N: just wanted to say before I start, thank you so much for everyone who's been reading my story! sorry I haven't updated in over a week or maybe two but I was busy with finals, college apps, and the holidays but I'm back now and I'm gonna try to upload a chapter everyday until January 7th since that's when my winter break ends! alright I hope you're enjoying the story so far!

"SAMMY WHERE ARE YOUU??" I screamed as I walked into the Airbnb.
"UP HERE LAN" I walked up the stairs into her room that she was staying in and sat on her bad as she was unpacking.
"guess who I've been hanging out with!" I squealed.
"don't tell me you talked to arthur. anyone but arthur"
"hell no. fuck that jerk I blocked him. why would I spend time with someone that hurt me?"
"i don't know why do you keep falling for guys you don't actually like."
"well, have you ever had feelings so strong that you didn't want to let them go?"
"well duh but you have to learn that if they're true they'll come back"
"well I've just never had someone who liked me as much as I liked them. and when you get rejected I guess you need a new person to fill that void in your heart. someone to make it seem like the other person never left." I said softly.
"aw lan come here tell me. who is this person that has been able to hang out with my sister the loner."
"hey! I am not a loner okay?! I just prefer to stick to myself and avoid social interaction!" I giggled.
"yeah yeah whatever. okay so who is it?? you haven't told me!"
"well, it's milo!!" I screamed.
"ventimiglia??!!!" she squealed.
"wait what the fuck did you just say? did you say balenciaga? it's milo manheim you dimwit! the one I've been crushing on?" I explained as I rolled my eyes.
"wait, wait, wait. how the fuck did you manage to make that happen?" she asked with a confused expression.
"rude! I met him at the hotel! you would've met him too if you weren't too busy making out with your boyfriend" I laughed.
"okay in my defense it has been quite a while since I saw Callum."
"I know I know I'm just kidding. How's the guy he treating you well?"
"Yeah he's doing great! Long distance is the what I was hoping for but at least it's closer than him being in London."
"he still have his accent?"
"accents don't just disappear nincompoop!"
"I meant does he still use english lingo??"
"yeah I have a feeling he always will. He's coming over tonight for movies, you can join us if you want."
"gross. I don't want to be your third wheel"
"my goodness are you an alien? invite milo or something! plus I wanna meet him."
"fine I'll dm him or something or I'll send him a snap I don't have his number"
"alright let me know when you do and if he's coming so I can order some food unless you want to cook"
"I can whip something up." I said as I walked out of her room. I sat on my beanbag and opened the balcony door to let in some warm air in as I scrolled through my Snapchat looking for milo's name. I tapped on his name and started typing.

SNAPCHAT CONVERSATION:
lanie: hey milo! it's lanie or sky or whatever you want to call me. My sister and I are having a little movie night and I was wondering if you would save me from being a third wheel and hang out with me.
milo is typing...
"goddamnit lanie. why the hell did you phrase it like that you're freaking psycho. jesus you're a mess." I muttered to myself.
milo: movies sound fun. text me the addy and ill be there. what time are you guys thinking?
lanie: probably gonna start at 8. might run late so you can sleepover if you want there's an extra guest room.
milo: cool ill be there. see you soon lansky!
I dropped my phone as I read the last line. I hadn't heard that nickname in a long ass time. I hadn't heard that name since my best friend moved away. I never heard from her afterwards. After all, we were only kids. Just naive and jumping from friend to friend, not being able to comprehend the fact that good friends would be hard to find. I got up and closed the balcony door and decided to go out and grab the ingredients for dinner. I was gonna make my favorite tomato soup with grilled cheese. I changed into some lulus and a crop top and grabbed my penny board and headed out. (A/N: wow is this 2013-2014? idk but every single time I see or think of a penny board I think of our2ndlife on YouTube. alright back to the story!) As I laced up my converse I bolted out the door and put in my airpods as I listened to the new song I was working on.

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As I walked out of the grocery store, I looked at the bag of groceries and thought about how convenient it would've been to drive instead of skating. "goddamnit lanie, you're kinda stupid maybe think this through a little better next time dummy"
"still talking to yourself I see." I turned around and wasn't sure how to react when I saw the person behind me.

A/N: heheh 🤧😤 well let's see who this person is. 🤪 happy holidays and let's hope 2019 is less shitty. see y'all tomorrow. xoxo, 🥰