love on the brain

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Emily's POV

I sighed as Jason's car slowly approached Alison's house. I bit my lip nervously, looking outside the window.

"I think it's best if I come back tomorrow. Just to let Alison calm down for a minute", he says.

I nodded turning to him, "I think that would be best", I say.

"You gonna be okay?", he asked noticing that stand-offish. It just a lot to take in. Still a lot of things I don't understand or can't control.

No.
"Yeah."
I mean less then 2 hours away Jason told me things about Alison, that I'm pretty sure she wouldn't want me knowing.

I undo my seatbelt, but before I reached to open the door, I turn back to him.

"Do you think it's possible? That she could ever... you know... love me?", I asked him softly.

"If I didn't I wouldn't have told you everything", he answers my question.

I nod understanding, I opened the door stepping out the car, watching as the front door was being held open by Tyler himself.

I closed the door walking up the steps to the front door, I walked into the house and was greeted by Tyler.

"Good Evening Miss Fields", he responds formally as usual.

I nodded slightly smiling.
The door shuts. Both Tyler and I stood there awkwardly.

This would be the perfect time for Alison to pop up out of now where and be down my throat now.

"she's in the Master"

Tyler says motioning to the stairs, I turn him thanking him, before slowly walking towards the stairs.

On my way towards the room I had thought about to what to say, what to do, how to act. Should I just let her speak. Or should I snap at her like I always do.

Before I even realize it I have reached Alison's room door. I took a deep breath before entering, I walked myself into the room and shutting the room.

I looked up to notice Alison standing on the balcony with the balcony door open causing a night cool air breeze to come into the room.

"I-I'm back"

I say announcing my arrival as if she didn't here me when I came in just like five minutes ago.

I stood there waiting for her response. She literally didn't even look at me. I look around in confusion, while rubbing the back on my head unsure what to do.

I was sure she'd be yelling at by now or at least even talking to me. But she wasn't doing either of those things.

I breathed heavily walking further into the room, "if this is what your going to do all night... just ignore me... please tell me now so I can leave you alone", I spat as my voice was shaky.

She turned around and my eyes dropped to the floor, I heard her inhale and exhale deeply. She walks out from the balcony, and slowly shuts the door causing the silence in the room to be deadly.

I hear her lock it and approach me slowly.

"I don't want to fight with you Emily. If you haven't realize that's all we've been doing recently is fighting", she finally speaks but in a calm tone causing me to look at her.