Part Twenty-Six True Love

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Hoseok's POV

'Have they said when you can come home?' I asked Yoongi.
He played back in his hospital bed. Glaring at his bandaged leg.
'They say maybe in a week. Because of my stupid broken ribs mainly. My leg isn't too much of a problem now.' He sighed. 'It's so uncomfortable.'
I nodded. 'Suga...about the accident. Why...Why did you...?'
'I wasn't trying to commit suicide Hoseok, don't worry. I was so drunk I didn't even know where the hell I was.'
That's a relief! 'Good. I mean it's not good but, at least you didn't want to hurt yourself. You know, dad told me everything.'
'Mmm. About time right?'
'Yeah, I didn't know how to process it. Like, how could they keep that from us?'
'Some people just lie Hobi. I felt the same when he told me and I was so fucking angry. But it's not entirely bad, right?  Because now we know why we have such a strong bond. We are real brothers Hobi. And I like that.'
I smiled back at him. 'Yeah. But now I can't stop you when you nag at me.'
I pouted and Yoongi laughed.
'Nope, you can't. As a big brother, I'm going to take My role of protector even more seriously now.'
I groaned faking annoyance.
'I'm glad you are back Suga. I don't know what I would have done if you didn't wake up.'
'Hey,' he held my hand. 'All that matters is that I'm here. Don't think about the what if's.'
'Right. I also found out something else. Dad said our family all have powers.'
Yoongi nodded.
'And he said I'm a sensitive.'
'Oh,' Yoongi raised his eyebrows. 'Hoseok that could be what those panic attacks were about.'
'Yeah. I've thought a lot about it. If I sense how people feel then, is that why whenever I see Jimin and Taehyung I get confused?'
Yoongi's eyes widened. 'I think you might be right. Like when Jimin came back you said you felt heartbroken.'
I swallowed. 'But it could also mean that I never really loved him at all. Maybe I thought I did because of how he felt. I didn't know I was sensing his emotions so I thought they were mine.'
'That's some deep shit Hobi.'
I started to cry. Now I realised I didn't have a clue about what I had wanted at all. 'And what about Tae? Do I not really love him either?'
'Hobi now that you know about your power, maybe you can figure out which feelings are your own. And you can finally figure it all out.'
I nodded. 'I really don't want to break their hearts all over again. How I made Jimin feel, it was devastating.'
Yoongi patted my back. 'And I thought to know exactly what idiots thought about me was bad. I hope you can sort it all out Hobi. You've battled with it for too long. Now it's time to make your final decision.'

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Jimin's POV

Hoseok had to text me asking to meet at his place. To be honest I was kinda shocked by it. We are friends sure, but I thought he felt awkward around me now.
We sat opposite each other at the kitchen table. He just kept staring at me. Was he even gonna speak?
'Hoseok are you okay?'
'Yeah. I'm fine. Uh...Just.'
'What? Hoseok you're acting weird.' I laughed. 'It's kinda scary.'
'Oh, sorry. So, Sophie told me you two broke up.'
'Yeah.'
'Are you alright?'
'Yeah, I am. Jungkook likes her a lot. And she is mad about him. I think they are happy together.'
'What about you Jimin?'
'What about me?'
'Nothing. I have an idea. It will probably sound crazy but, could we do it?'
I almost choked on my coffee. 'Do it?'
He gasped. 'No! Not that. I mean..I've been trying meditation...I think.'
I giggled. He is so cute. 'You think?'
'Yeah, uh...I was wondering if we could try it together.'
'Well, it's a bit of a strange request. But, yeah okay. Why not?'
He smiled at me. God, I love that smile.
'Don't!' He yelped. Making me jump.
'What?!'
'Sorry, just...you're not allowed to think about anything okay? We have to sit together and say nothing. And think nothing. Or it won't work properly.'
Why is he acting so strange?
'Please, Jimin!'
'Okay, okay. Where do we ait?'
'Uh, let's go to the sofa.'
'Alright.' I followed him into the living room and sat with him on the sofa.
'Okay.' Hoseok said. 'So just concentrate on breathing in and out, slowly. And remember don't think about anything.'
'Alright, I got it.'
'And close your eyes.'
Why the hell are we doing this? No! Stop thinking. He said not to.
Breath in...
Breath out...
I felt Hoseok move closer.
Don't think Jimin!
Breath in...
I can feel his breath on my lips.
Breath out...
He is so close now.!
Keep your eyes closed Jimin. Don't think.
Hoseok pressed his lips against mine.
He kissed me!
My eyes shot open. 'Hoseok?'
'Jimin, I still love you.'
'No Hoseok, don't.' I begged him. 'Don't say that unless you're sure you really mean it.'
'I'm sure of it now Jimin. I know now, it was always you. I'm sorry I broke your heart. Can you forgive me?'
I bit my lip, fighting the urge to grin at him. 'I'll forgive you. On one condition.'
'What?'
'You take me back. And you promise that Taehyung is not the one that you want. Because I can't go through that again Hoseok.'
He smiled brightly at me. 'I promise. I love you Jimin. Just you.'
My heart leapt. I took Hoseok into my arms and kissed him. 'I love you too Hoseok.'

END

A/N

I hope you enjoyed this story. I'm not sure if there will be a follow up to this.
For now, it is complete.
Thanks for reading. I purple you 💜

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