SAVE ME (BTS AU)

Part Nineteen Just Breath

Jimin's POV

What an arsehole! Jungkook had always had my back since we were in school. When people would bully me, Jungkook would beat them. He protected all of us. Our bullies ended up fearing Jungkook. He was strong and relentless. In the end, just one look from Jungkook had them running.
I don't think I've ever had a falling out with Jungkook. Not really, and definitely not like this. I feel so betrayed. I remember back when Sophie first got into Jin's van and sat next to Jungkook. The way they both looked at each other. Now I understand it. They already knew each other and were surprised that they were both there, together. God, I'm such an idiot!
'Jimin?'
I looked up at Hoseok. He held his hand out to me and I took it. I stood up beside him.
We were all outside the cabin now waiting for our parents to come and collect us.
'Are you okay Jimin?'
I smiled at Hoseok. Why is he always the first one by my side when something goes wrong? How does he know? Is he like Yoongi? Some sort of superhero?
'I'll be fine Hobi thanks.'
He nodded and went over to stand with Taehyung.
Yoongi came over to me.
'Just so you know.' He said. 'Jungkook didn't know Sophie was with you until he met her in the van. She met him online. If anyone's to blame, it says it's her.'
I stared at him. 'So what, I just forgive Jungkook?'
Yoongi thought for a moment. 'Well, maybe you won't right now. He's beating himself up about it.'
'Does he really like her?' I asked. Though I already knew the answer.
'Yes. He likes her a lot. She's confused. She likes both of you.'
'Well, she can't have us both!'
'No, she can't. But you don't really want her.'
I looked at Yoongi in surprise. 'I do..I.'
'No, you don't. You want to like her. But you can't.'
'So what the hell do I do?' I sighed.
'Just listen to yourself. You'll know what's right in the end.'
I hugged him and my tears started to fall. I was so sad. So angry. So broken. But Yoongi is right. He's always right. I don't want her. Not romantically anyway.
There has only been one person I've ever wanted. And I can't have him. He doesn't love me as I love him. And it pains me so much.
'Hoseok!'
I heard Taehyung yell. I wiped my tears and rushed towards Hoseok with Yoongi.
Hoseok was on his knees, crying and gasping for air.
'Hobi what's wrong?!' I grabbed his hand. Taehyung held his other hand.
Yoongi pushed us both aside. 'Move! Give him space!'
We all obeyed. Standing back looking on in panic.
'Hoseok!' Yoongi spoke calmly, though his voice shook a little. 'Breath with me okay? Remember, like before? You can do this Hobi. Just concentrate on me.'
'I..I.. ' Hoseok gasped. 'Can't!'
'Please, Hobi! Don't speak, just breath with me!'