Shawn Mendes Imagines

Don't Be A Fool

*A/N - Play the song above when indicated in this imagine, enjoy!*

Your POV

*Play song now*

"You've got my heart

But I can't let you keep it, babe

'Cause I won't be sure that I can stay

Don't waste your time

Trying to pull me in

'Cause I'm just a mess

You don't wanna fix

Just promise me one thing that you won't forget

But for now kiss me softly before I say..."

I turned off the radio, and continued to drive in silence. It's funny I can still remember everything as if it had only happened yesterday, when in reality it happened 4 months ago.

*Flashback*

"I'm sorry it has to be like this and I know you don't want to hear this, but y/n, I'm always on the move. I'll always be touring and I won't have enough time for you. Please...don't be a fool" Shawn stepped closer to me and reached out for me. 

I can't.

I took a step back.

"I don't care. I don't care, we can still make it work. I love you, please don't do this to me. Don't throw away 2 years of our lives together" I could taste the salt on my lips.

When did I start crying?

"Don't be a fool and say that you love me, because you'll find a man who will be there for you, he can be there to watch you graduate college and he can go and watch all your soccer games and cheer you on. He can go to your birthday and see you at Christmas. He can stand by your side and be there for you" Sadness and regret washed over his face.

"I don't want that! I want you! Don't you get it Shawn, I want to be with you, please don't do this, we both know you'll regret it. I can already tell that it is hurting you to do this" I took a step back, away from him. I can't think straight if our bodies are that close, close enough to feel each other's body heat.

"Just know that I do really love you. I do want to be there for you for the rest of your days. But come on y/n I know that your hurt if we keep on doing this. I'm sorry to end this, I really am but I know that it's for the best" He took a step forward, I took a step back.

"You're already hurting me by saying this" My vision began to blur and I could just make out the pained expression on his face.

"Don't wait on me darling, I know that you don't want to hear this but please...don't be a fool" He walked towards me, pushing me up against the wall, grabbing my face with both of his hands all in one swift motion. 

Then I felt it, his lips against mine. It fit perfectly, like two puzzle pieces. But this kiss was different, not like any of the other kisses we have shared together. This kiss. It was a goodbye kiss. I could feel it, he pulled away too quickly and rested his forehead on mine. Both our eyes closed.

"I don't think you'll ever understand, but please...move on, don't wait for me because I'll always be on the move. I won't always be there for you. Your deserve so much more. I know that you don't want to hear this but don't be a fool" I looked into his brown eyes one last time, those beautiful brown eyes that I once fell in love with.

Before I could say anything he was gone. Out of my bedroom. Out of my life. Gone.

*End Of Flashback*

A hot tear escaped my eye, falling down my cheek, the saltiness invading my mouth. That was it, ever since that day I never heard from him. The only time I heard about him was on the radio. Listening to his music killed me, but at the same time...it healed me.

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Until Next Time. Much Love.

- Jess xx