Shawn Mendes Imagines

Three Empty Words

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Your POV

"I know it's gonna hurt, but I won't keep on saying those three empty words, I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore" My heart clenched at Shawn's words, as they hit my like a truck.

"W-why?" I feel the hot tears escape my eyes, as they trickle down my cheeks.

"I know we text all the time, but I just never know what to say to you. We always talk about our day hoping that it fills the awkward space between us. But...we can't fix what's broken" Shawn steps forward and reaches out to hug me.

I step back, not wanting his actions to confuse me with his feelings. Hurt and regret washes over his face as he looks at me, like I am about to crumble onto the floor.

"B-but, I l-love you" I hiccupped between each word, my sobs getting louder and my vision getting blurrier. "We can play all the songs that we loved, we can try, w-we can fall in love again" I stated as I looked up at Shawn.

He shook his head, "I won't keep on saying those three empty words y/n, I'm sorry, but you can't fix something that's broken. It might be easier to stay, but it will never be the same, if something doesn't change then we will keep on sinking further. We will both be in a relationship that isn't healthy for us. It will only make things worse if we stay together. Those three empty words will only make it worse. I'm tired and I can't take it anymore y/n, I'm sorry" Shawn stepped backwards, inching closer to my bedroom door.

"P-please don't d-do this Shawn, I l-love you, I can change if that's what's wrong" Shawn looked at me his eyes full of different emotions.

"I'm sorry, but it's not going to work between us. I don't want you to change a single thing about you. I still care about you and I will always be there for you just not the way you want me to. I'm sorry, I...I have to go" Shawn turned around and walked out of my bedroom. Shawn left, leaving me with nothing but a broken heart. 

I sank to the floor and curled up into a ball, my heart ached, throbbing painfully in my chest. I shut my eyes and breathed in and out, memories of us together playing over and over again in my mind. Shawn was the love of my life, he was my everything. He was my go to person, the person I go to when something is wrong or when something went right. He was my life line, my reason for living. His words hit me hard, it knocked the wind out of me. It feels like someone just ripped the floor out from beneath me, leaving me to survive on my own. Those three empty words, kept replaying in my head like a movie. All the time we spent together laughing, smiling and saying 'I love you'. I felt empty now, my body felt cold, as the tears soaked my shirt. If I lie here long enough maybe I can drown in my own tears and stop the pain. Maybe I can stop this aching feeling inside my chest. I just want the pain to stop. I just want to forget...

those three empty words.

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