Battle Scars ➳ Ashton Irwin || #Wattys 2016

Chapter Thirteen

A/N: wow guys... This week has been amazing. *derpcon* *calums hair* *daylight was leaked* but most importantly.. *Calum nudes* but in all honesty I think it was kind of mean to post them all over the internet. Supposedly he sent them to a Girl over snap chat and she took a video of it. As AMAZING as it was to see his penis it was still uncalled for in my eyes. What do you guys think?? :)

Anywho, i will try to update as much as I can but I'm starting school next week and I have to go to see my uncle in the hospital a lot so I might not be able to update as much as is like to. But seriously? 300+ reads! That's a lot for me because most of my stories suck, so thank you so much! I love you all and enjoy calums penis. ****ROCK OUT WITH YOUR COCK OUT****

~ Previous ~

"But one thing before we go.." He says. His eyes were flowing like usual even if with the very low some lights in his truck.

"What's that?" I asked.

He grabs me and pulls me closer to him, pushing his lips hard into mine. Then letting for after a few moments.

"Now we go." He smirks. He takes off and follows Grace to the lake.

~ Present ~

The ride to the lake was pretty quiet. I'm not sure how I felt about Ashton kissing me. Don't get me wrong, I loved it. Every moment of it. But I can't lead him on thinking that I can be with him just yet. And I can't, I still have problems that aren't resolved that I need to work on before I can even start a relationship with him.

The more and more I think about it the more I just want to forget it for tonight. And it doesn't sound like a bad idea. Just for tonight forget about my problems.

"We're here!" Ashton chirps. He parks the car and shuts off the engine.

"Hey, Ashton, before we get out can I ask something?" I ask.

"Anything. Why, what's up?" He looks me deep in the eye with a light smile.

"Why did you kiss me?"

"Oh..I knew this was coming." he closes the truck door.  "Well..I'm not sure. It was in the moment. If you didn't like it then I'm terribly sorry. I didn't mean-"

"No, I loved it." I paused him. "But I just can't keep doing it. I mean, not until I get better." I explain.

"Yeah, sure. I understand." Ashton smiles at me then slams the truck door. I hope i didn't make him angry. I don't know how to make myself better and i don't think my therapy is going to help much. I exit Ashton's truck and shut the door lightly.

Everyone else is already in the lake splashing and having a good time. The boys had already started drinking. I wanted to have a drink but something in me said no.

I walk to the water and the sand forums in between my toes. I smiled at the feeling, it's been a long time since I've ever been to a beach. My mom would always walk when dad was out working. I always made little sand castles and my mom would pretend to be Godzilla and destroy them. It was always fun for me but that was when I didn't have to worry about the things I do now. I guess that's what happens when you grow up.

I slowly pull off my red plad shirt along with the rest of my clothes and place it in the sand next to my feet. The air was cold but it felt good on my bare skin

"Oh look, another show." Ashton chuckles. He pulls off his shirt then his jeans, Reveling his boxers. I can't believe how tone he was, he was absolutely magnificent.

"Are you going to keep starring at me or are you going to get in?" He laughs again and runs to the water. I blush to myself and follow him there.

"Look who finally showed up!" Luke yells. Everyone looks and starts cheering.