Forbidden: A Hayes Grier Fanfiction.

Forbidden: Chapter 20.

Abbie's POV:

Jack brought me home after that awful night. Hayes was too moody and jealous for me. i couldn't handle it. nonetheless, i went on my morning run anyway.
as i returned home at an agonizing 7:30 (i go EARLY), i saw a note on my front door.

abbie,

come to your room.

i was confused but i obeyed the anonymous note anyways. i walked up sweaty and out of breath.
when i opened the door, Hayes stood there with what looked like 2 dozen roses that must've cost a fortune and various other things.

"im sorry, beautiful. last night was awful and it's all my fault. i know you're probably still hurt and this doesn't make up for it, but im trying. forgive me abbie, i love you. more than anything. please, give me another chance. i know i screwed up but-"
i interrupted him by jumping on him
and kissing him.
"well, i take that as an apology accepted." he laughed. as i got up i noticed all the stuff on the bed.
a nike box opened to reveal a pair of turquoise roshes, pandora box, the aqua colored dress that i had said i wanted before, and tickets of some sort.
i picked up the tickets.

"OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH THIS IS UNBELIEVABLE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!" i started screaming and kissing him over and over. he was laughing and smiling. he had bought me The 1975 tickets, which i had wanted for so long but couldn't get because it sold out. and the concert was on my birthday.
"you're welcome, baby girl. you deserve it. happy early birthday." he kissed the top of my head as i hugged him.
"where'd you even get the money to do this, Hayes?"
"well, i had money in my savings account and i have been mowing the lawn and doing everything around the house for money. i went shopping with you , all those times to see if you wanted anything in particular, and i settled on the roshes, pandora bracelet, and the dress. you deserve the best."
i started to cry. then, i woke up.

i was sprawled across my bed in the most awkward position. my pillow had about 50 mascara stains on it from crying. i couldnt take this any longer, it was time. i got out of bed and went to take a shower.
it had been 3 nights ago that me and hayes had that fight. he hadn't called, texted, or dm'd me. Olivia had called me twice to check on me and Jack texted me repeatedly.
i had spent all day just cleaning the house and looking through pictures of us on my phone. at about 7:00pm, the doorbell rang. i rushed downstairs to answer it since i was home alone.
hayes stood there looking at the concrete with his hair drooping, he looked tired.
"abbie, i-" he started. i interrupted.
"look, i love you, okay? i do. but this, this can't go on. im sorry hayes. you've hurt me too much already. i think it's time you find someone else, because i cant go on with this." he looked up at me with tears in his eyes.
"are you breaking up with me?"
"i wish i could say no, but yeah, i am. im sorry." tears were started to form in my eyes and my throat was closing up.
"fine, screw you too then." he walked off of my doorstep and got back in his car. it was over. i closed the door, then wept into my hands on the floor. what had i just done?

Hayes' POV:

i had gone over to Abbie's house after a long day of thinking to tell her i was sorry, and i loved her more than anything.
after i left, i still loved her more than anything. but i had lost her.
i got back to my house, and then the tears came. i sat in the driveway in my car beating my fists on the wheel and crying.
after an hour of just crying there in my car, i decided to go inside.
"woah, what happened?" Nash asked when i walked in. Shawn and Matt were sitting there too. i slumped down on the couch.
"i-i lost her." i choked out. nothing was said, it was just eerie silence after that.
what was i going to do?

A/N:

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