Forbidden: A Hayes Grier Fanfiction.

Forbidden: Chapter 24

Abbie's POV:

our lips were locked for about 15 seconds. i finally pulled away and he just smiled a huge smile. he was so goofy and it made me happy so i smiled. im sure he thought it was one of those cheesy "i can't believe you finally did it" kind of things, which it wasn't that at all. his hands were placed on the small of my back. his facial expression went to distraught.

"what's wrong, baby girl?"

those two words made me see hayes everywhere. my world started spinning. that's what hayes always called me.

"uh just, sick. sick." his eyebrows furrowed.

"oh, okay. well then i'll go if you don't feel well." he leaned in to try and kiss me again, i pushed him back.

"i-im sick remember." his eyes looked sad.

"oh, right. im sorry. hope you feel better." he forced a smile and walked out. my heart sank into the pits of my stomach.

what had i done? ruined a friendship possibly? i liked jack, but i loved hayes. oh, how i loved hayes. what on earth had i done?

Hayes' POV:

i got home from will's house sad that night. we had a great time, but everything constantly reminded me of abbie. even just the trees or outlines of people's shadows. trees reminded me of when we would sit under the old tree in my backyard and talk about everything under the sun. silhouettes reminded me of when i would look down and see our shadows holding hands, and it would give me the slightest bit of happiness because my shadow would leave me, but i was sure she wouldn't. now i only have the memories. she hasn't left my mind.

i decided to start another piece of paper as another letter. i wrote until the front and back were filled, then i went to find my other letters that i had stapled together. i started the fragile collection when i went to her house for the last time, the day we broke up. i had written to her yesterday, but i missed her so

much. that last kiss we had gave me the sense of being alive again.

i searched through my dresser to find the packet. i started to panic and throw things out of drawers and throw things off my dresser. it wasn't there. no one knew about it, nobody.

that's when it hit me.

skylynn had walked in on me reading it and crying before. i ran out of my room and into hers. i woke her from her deep sleep.

"where's my letter?!" i yelled. she looked so scared. "YOU HEARD ME SKYLYNN! WHERES MY FVCKING LETTER?!?" she was sobbing and Nash came running into the room.

"what are you doing hayes?" he yelled at me then pulled me back by my shirt.

"SHE TOOK MY LETTER! SHE TOOK MY LETTER!" tears filled my eyes and i kept screaming that. skylynn was looking at like i was insane. mom

came in and i sat there in the floor crying. she got down and hugged me. i cried into her shirt.

"mom i lost her. i lost her mom. she's not mine anymore, i lost her." she repeatedly shushed me. the letter was gone, and so was my sanity. life as i knew it was crashing at my feet, and there was nothing i could do about it. it's like we, me and abbie, were forbidden.