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This world, is a big place. It's such a perfect place to keep many different kind of things, like shapes, generations, emotions, feelings and so on. And yea, there are a lot kind of feelings exist. One of them is, feeling numb. Numb of emotions, numb to life. It's actually something, which was not included in any kind of feelings. But we could mention it as it. It's actually when you're paralyzed, after a long period of anxiety. At first, you're sad of little things that were going in your life, and then you stressed them out. In a slow way, they were ruining you patiently. And then it's turned into anxiety. It feels like forever being trapped in it. Until you finally felt numb. Paralyzed. There's nothing in you to save anymore. You are empty already. You don't care about everything anymore. Also, you don't have tears left to cry. So this is you. Cold. Different.
And to people around the world, don't ask why we're changing.
So let's just start the story with this chapter.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
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Non-FictionInfinity. Yah, penderitaanku tak memiliki batas. Ini catatan harianku, mengenai hal-hal dan derita yang bermain peran dalam hidupku. Aku harap, kau tidak membenciku karena luka-luka sayat yang kumiliki. ===
