Infinity

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       Scared. Lonely. Tired. Nothing. Hopeless. Fragile. Weak. Overwhelmed. Undertaken. Frustrated. Depressed. And yea, i honestly feel like carrying the entire world on my shoulders with those shits on my brain. In my heart. Though u may gotta understand that everytime i smiled, i laughed, i made fun of things, i said I'm good, yea i may lied. I may hide somethings. The louder laugh i had, the brighter smile i showed, It's hiding the deeper fear i pet, and the harder fate i got. I would just not show 'cause I've been thinking I'm strong and i was wrong. But there was no other way than 'trying' to stand along among the pain. I failed. Yea it's true. But what could i do? Nobody could escape destiny. And if u didn't understand this message rn, it may be a good news. Or if u understood it already, so yeah, u knew what i dealed yet, isn't it? And if so, i just wanna tell u these cuz I can't keep it all alone and I'm not asking u to be care of it. It maybe just a usual paragraph of a sad person. It's okay. I don't need u to believe or cared anyway. And if u cared, thank you. I can encourage myself and i will. I would not let anybody help me 'cause I don't wanna bother any life and i think people are busy already w their own life to own another. So bye, thx for reading my simple message of misery:)