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Chapter XXXIII: Suicide Watch

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*TJ's POV*

Bella was standing on the window getting ready to jump, but I stopped her when I wrapped my arms tight around her waist trying to pull her back in. But she was refusing to let go, it was like she was set on committing suicide. she started kicking and screaming as I grasped her in my arms trying to save her life.

"TJ let me go, I don't want to live!" She yelled.

"Bella please!" I yelled as I finally pulled her away from the window and threw her unto the bed.

Once I threw her onto the bed, she suddenly started backing away from me giving me a fearful look in her eyes. I looked at her hand, and noticed all the blood coming out of it, and that pieces of glass were sticking in his palm. I looked down on the floor, and saw the dried up trails of blood. I couldn't say anything, the only thing I could do was panic and get the nurse. But before I could proceed, I closed the window and locked it. I ran out of the room towards the nurses station down the hall.

"I need help please." I panicked.

"Sir what is the problem is everything alright?" the nurse asked.

"No....no my fiance just tried to commit suicide......and she's bleeding. She's bleeding and she needs help!" I panicked.

"Oh my lord...." She said as she rushed down to the room up the hall.

By the I met her up the hall in the room Bella was laying down crying grasping her hand as more blood began to pulse out. She was shivering in coldness and in fear. The nurse gently picked up her hand, and starting pulling all of the glass out. After she got all the glass out she cleaned her wound with peroxide and wrapped it with gauze. She then wrapped his hand. After she was done, she motioned for me to follow her back down the hall only to lead me into the security room.

"Did you tell me that he was trying to commit suicide?" she asked.

"Yes. I was coming from the lobby, and when I walked into the room I saw her getting ready to jump out of the window. When I was trying to save her she told me that she didn't want to live." I started to cry.

She become silent for a moment as she was examining one of the televisions, and she gasped when she saw the one that showed Bella doing some things. When she pointed to the TV, I saw where she smashed the mirror into pieces, and where she was just walking letting herself bleed to death. After a moment, it showed where she was standing on the window getting ready to jump, and a couple of minutes after that it showed me grabbing her and throwing her unto the bed.

After I've seen all that I've wanted to see, I stepped out into the hallway and slid against the wall crying my eyes out. I can't believe she would do this to himself, at that moment I had really thought that I had lost her. I'm so scared for her, because she's been through so much, and she's put me through a lot as well. At this point I don't know what to do. It's scary when you see the love of your life trying to commit suicide.

The nurse stepped out of the surveillance room, and kneeled down beside me placing a caring hand on my shoulder. I sighed wiping my tears away and I looked up at her. The look on her face was sympathetic and full of empathy. It's like she knew how I felt about this whole situation and scared I am.

"What's your name hon, and whose your boyfriends doctor?" she asked.

"My name is TJ Perkins, and her doctor is Dr.Alex." I answered.

"Do you know when she's supposed to leave?"

"Tomorrow. She kept her overnight to make sure she's okay, because earlier she had a miscarriage. She was only about three months pregnant."

"I'm sorry to hear that well I'm nurse Rebecca, and since I watched the surveillance camera I'm going to talk to your doctor about to keeping her longer because I believe she needs to be put under suicide watch."

My eyes had widened at the thought.

"Suicide watch? but she's not crazy I swear that this is the first time she's ever done this. She's never inflicted pain on herself on purpose, at least I think so."

"Sir it's only for the best. I'm concerned about her, and I don't think it's safe to release her in that condition while she's in that state of mind. We need to keep a close eye on her in case we have to admit her to a psychiatrist."

"Psychiatrist? are you saying that my fiance might be crazy, and that she could go to an asylum? I don't understand...."

"Mr.Perkins. Calm down I'll notify Dr.Alex immediately and we'll see where we can go from there. What your fiance did isn't normal and I've never seen anything like it."

I paused for a moment as I took a minute to think about this decision. After all Bella has been acting different lately, and it's weird. I've never seen anything like it before myself......so I guess I have no choice.

"Okay.....okay. I'll do it but promise me it won't hurt her ...."

"Mr.Perkins with all do respect we take care of our patients and we just want to make sure that she's not going to hurt herself."

"Okay. You have my permission. Please notify her immediately I'm so scared."

"Yes sir I'm going to call her now."

I nodded my head at her in agreement, and after she left to go back to the nurses station I started making my way back to Bella's room. When I entered she was put to sleep. I gave her a quick kiss on the forehead, and walked inside the bathroom to see the damage. When I walked in, glass was every where , and small droplets of blood. In consideration I looked behind the door to grab the broom to sweep up the shards of glass, along with the dustpan. When I turned around my heart jumped when I saw the words written in blood on the wall.

'Save me from myself'

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