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Chapter XXIX: The Woman in The White Dress

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[ A/N: Chapter inspired by Insidious 2 ]

*Bella'sPOV*

"Are you sure you're going to alright here all by yourself? I can always stay with you and get someone else to go." TJ said as he held both of my hands.

TJ was getting ready to leave to go to the store with Cesaro to get me some vegetables so I can start eating healthy again. Little did I know no one was going to be able to stay here with me, because Lana and Rusev are out doing something unfortunately. Lately the guys have been keeping a close eye on me, because they said they're worried about me. They're worried that I might do something crazy. I don't see why because I can take care of myself......at least I think I can.

"Baby of course. I'll be okay while you're gone I promise. I can take care of myself, and our baby I swear. Don't you trust me at least one bit?" I said.

He paused for a moment looking away. He sighed refusing to look into my eyes to answer me, making me worried.

"Answer me." I whispered.

He sighed once more finally turning his gaze towards me again.

"I don't know Bella. Sometimes I think you're going to hurt yourself, because of what goes on inside your head. I don't want anything to happen to you. And I'm honestly scared that I'm going to come back home and find you gone again." He admitted.

I panicked a little and walked into his arms holding him tightly against me. I couldn't believe what I'm hearing. I rested my head on his chest to listen to his heartbeat pound into my ear but sing to me so sweetly. I started trying to keep the tears from falling from my eyes.

"I-I know I messed up okay, and I'm sorry. I really am, and I'm a bad person and the worst fiance ever. I just don't know what I want yet, and everything just happened so fast. I'm sorry I lied to you, I'm sorry I ran away and abandoned you. I fucked up what I had, and I never meant to I was just scared TJ. And I still am scared. I don't know what to do, more importantly I don't know what I'd do without you. I love you please forgive me. If I could change in one day I would. I truly would." I sobbed.

TJ tightened his arms around me, and I looked up into his shimmering eyes. He leaned down to press his cold lips upon my forehead, and I shivered.

"I've already forgiven you. I know you're scared and I understand. You're not a bad person, and if you ask me I think you're the best fiance a guy like me could ever ask for. You just don't know how happy you've made me just by saying yes, because of you I've been on cloud nine. I will always love you no matter what you do, and I could never judge you for it because we all make mistakes."

I looked up into his shimmering eyes and managed to crack a smile. He's made me feel in top of the world again, and I can only hope that I can be able to make him feel the same. Sadness over came me once he started pulling away from me, and planting a goodbye kiss on my forehead. Afraid of letting him leave my arms I tried to pull myself back into his arms, and hold him close to me. But he just kept pulling away from me, and I'm not ready for him to leave. I don't care if he is just going to the store I want us to be close again. I can't help but think that he hates me, even though he told me that he could never hate me. I've ruined everything.

"Okay sweetheart I'll be back in a couple of hours. Stay safe, and please don't hurt yourself. If you need anything just call me and .......Bella I love you. Don't forget that."

I nodded as he planted a soft sweet kiss on my forehead, and with that he turned around and walked out the door. I sat in the living room window watching them drive away down the road until they were gone. I sighed as I stood up to make my way towards the kitchen to grab a glass of water. After filling my glass up with fresh water I made my way towards the living room again to sit on the couch and watch TV.