soulmates; o.q.

Part 17

Regina looked up at Belle wide eyed. "You can rest for maybe a couple hours most okay, but we need to get the placenta out first you have to deliver the placenta and then rest, then in a couple hours you should be ready to push." Belle nodded her head worry spread across her face.

"Oh my god!" Emma exclaimed her face drained of color as well. Her mouth was opened because of shock. "Belle how did the doctors not see this!" "I well I never went, I don't like doctors." Belle glanced at Regina knowingly. Regina bent her head down knowing what she was talking about. Belle looked up at Rumple "I- what do you want to do!" Rumple looked at Belle and smiled "We will raise them like I should have raised her and Bae." Rumple said nodding his head "What's her name going to be!" Regina asked a smile spreading on her face.

"Well we had this name picked out for the longest time we thought that Rose would sound nice." Regina nodded her head. "I knew what to name Henry right when I saw him it felt like it was destined to be I couldn't believe that I was holding him at first." Belle smiled "that's what it feels like right now."

Belle smiled, Regina looked over at Emma she was crying. "Emma! What's wrong!" Regina ran over to Emma and embraced her "I never got that feeling! Only fake memories! How could I do that to him, to myself. I'm an awful mother to him!" Emma threw her hands up in the air. "Emma you were just trying to do what was best for him." Regina tried soothing her "No! I did it because I was scared I was only eighteen myself when I had him, I was in jail at the time and that baby was made with that bastard that left me!" Emma yelled.

Regina stood there shocked at what she just said. "When he came to me in Boston I knew right then he was my son but I didn't want to be around him at all he reminded me of Neal so much! And what he did i regret it so much that I thought that way but I can't help it. He left me to rot in that cell instead of trying to help me and even if he didn't know he had a baby on the way I thought he might come and check on me atleast once! Maybe but he didn't and Henry's always reminded me of those days when I would wait for my name to be called to go to the visiting section or when Neal said he would always be there for me, or Tallahassee! I never got to hold my son because of being scared and not doing what a mother should do love!" Emma yelled trying to push past Regina but she froze her with her magic. Snow ran up to Emma.

"Unfreeze her!" Snow yelled at Regina, "I will hold on and let go of her!" Regina pushed Snow off and unfroze Emma. "Tell me! Do you even love him now! Have you ever cared for Henry or was that all just to get back at me for being evil! Tell me, was taking him just pay back did you even love him!" Regina screamed at Emma, her vein popping out of her head. Emma let a tear fall down her face then she quietly shook her head no.

Regina sat down on the ground. Not saying a word "You mean to tell me you never cared for him! Then, then why, why did you take him from me!" Regina screamed tears going down her face "Why he was my everything and when you came and you took him it broke me so much now why did you take him!" "I had to keep up the act for my mother, for him, and I wanted to get back at you! You stole me away from my parents I had the most awful childhood ever thanks to you! I wanted to pay you back for what you did! So I took your son, there I said it your son! My parents love him so much and I feel so sad for when I had to tell them this but you've let it slip! I- I don't know why I- I should have left I should have left him there and maybe none of this would happen! You would still be his mom and hell maybe Neal would have came himself and break the curse! I didn't never want this I was born into this!"

Regina glared at her "No! You don't get it it wasn't just you who had a bad childhood! Like I've always said evil isn't born it's made. My mother was so cruel I didn't ever think of her as a mother I thought of her as this mean nanny I had to obey to. She controlled me with magic and done horrible things to me! My father couldn't stop it either and from what i've learned a couple weeks ago that wasn't even my father! My real father could have stopped my mother from doing these awful things but! He wanted me to be his slave he wanted me to become the most darkest and most evil person so he let her continue and when she was done with me I had Leopold to continue making my life hell. I would get beaten if I didn't give it to him right or if I squealed! If I miscarried then I would get beaten! I was raped, and bullied by my husband for years, and let's not forget having to watch my first love get killed in front of me! I had a bad childhood, so did Zelena, and so did Rumple. If you want to blame that for your problems then go ahead thank god that where you grew up you didn't have magic or you would have been so evil! No you wouldn't because some experiences are way worse! You don't understand how it is Emma I had a mother but I wasn't loved by her I was a slave to her I was used to get her higher in royalty. And if you were born in that land you were supposed to be you would have been a spoiled brat and well you wouldn't have the lessons or experiences you have now. And how dare you! He lived inside of you for nine months! And you- you still don't! I don't get it Emma how! I've loved that baby with every ounce of me since the day I got him! And I've cared for him and you've been with him for a couple years. How could you not grow to love that little boy! He deserved way better than what we gave him but it's not his fault. If you want to blame me for your problems why don't you look and see the other side my reasons and most of all why couldn't they have kept you and let you live in Storybrooke under the curse! If they were so scared to lose you then why did they give you up you knew how it was to be given up and you did it to your own son!"