soulmates; o.q.

Part 64

Regina

All I see is bright light around me, I thought I died? "Regina?" a familiar voice whispers, I turn around "Daddy?" tears clouded my vision as I saw my father again. "Regina what did you do" he came up to me and hugged me "I'm sorry daddy, I had to I couldn't live with what I did anymore, have you saw what I did in the real world?" I hoped he said no, I didn't want my father to see the acts I had done, I was ashamed.

"I, I did Regina. But I do not blame you Regina you should have lived your life, had more grandchildren for me. My granddaughter shouldn't have to live without her mother especially a mother like you." daddy smiled at me as I held on tight to him. "I'm sorry Daddy, im sorry im such a disappointment. That's what I was all I was" I buried my head in my father's trench coat, it smelled like it always had, tobacco and apples.

"Regina you listen to me, you are not a disappointment. You did succeed in your life, your methods might have been bad but you did change and you saw your mistakes." I looked up at my father, he was smiling. "Oh, daddy" I tried to hold on but he was gone from sight. "Daddy, Daddy!" I looked around the place but he wasn't anywhere in sight. "Oh dear, he's already gone" I turned around and was face to face with my mother.

"Mother? Where did Daddy go?" Mother smiled "He gave you your message so know he is gone." I nodded my head and came to a conclusion that mother was right. "I missed you, Zelena does too" I smiled at my mother, the last time I saw her I just found out that I knew my sister most of my life. "I know, I get to watch you sometimes, I wish that I was around to meet my grandchildren" I smile "yea me too, Reign loves it when I do magic in front of her. She would have loved you too" I look up to see my mother's face, sad.

"Well let me get on to my message for you. I, well, I'm sorry Regina, I am part of the reason why you are here in the first place. If I thought my plans out more I would have saw what I was doing to you. I want you to know one thing." she was staring at me, love filled her eyes. She lifted up Regina's chin and stared at her "Rumple told you I know, god your so beautiful Regina. I was so sad when I heard the reason of my granddaughters name, I really did that much damage, I screwed up as a parent" she wiped a tear off her eye

"You didn't screw up Mother, you didn't have a heart. You had a mixed view of things. I love you Mother I hope you know that" a tear fell down my face, my mother wiped it off. "I love you too, I wish I had a better vision of things earlier." mother sighed and kissed my forehead "Regina, why did you do this? I wanted it all for you why did you do this to yourself" I knew it was coming I sighed and looked at my mother, she had a look of disapproval on her face.

"I couldn't live with what I did anymore, I couldn't. Mother I felt like I was so messed up and I was destruction to my family. I left my stepdaughter infertile, I killed my step granddaughter. I done terrible things to other members things to my family. I just, I was afraid that I would do it again and I felt like no one would forgive me ever again." tears were streaming down my face now, mother didn't even try to wipe them off now. "Regina, i'm sorry, I just want you to know one thing this, this is my message. You are and will always be enough for me" I watched as my mother disappeared in front of me.

Robin

I laid in the bed, something didn't feel right, this wasn't Regina I was holding. I open my eyes and a pillow was wedged between my arms. I immediately got out of bed and rushed downstairs, she wasn't there, I checked Reign's room she wasn't there, I checked both of the kids rooms she wasn't there, I checked the living room she wasn't there, I went back upstairs and looked into the bathroom. There she lay in the bathtub which was filled with red colored water, her face ashen. "No!" I ran to the bathtub and pulled the drain, she was still dressed in clothes.