[TW: Mentions of suicide in the next couple of chapters]
Regina laid in the bed, Robin beside of her asleep holding her in his arms. She stared at the ceiling and thought about everything, all the things she has done in the Enchanted Forest and all the things she did here in Storybrooke. Everyone trusted her and she ruined it! The looks on everyone's faces at the funeral had killed her she couldn't look no one in the face. Regina sighed and slowly got up replacing her form in Robin's arms with a pillow.
Tears streamed down her face as she walked to the bathroom, she could barely breathe. She sat on the edge of the bathtub and ran some water she waited till it was full of scalding hot water. She slowly sank in the water and then brought her hand out of the water. She flicked her wrist and a silver dagger appeared in her hand.
She laid it on the edge of the tub, she flicked her wrist and a piece of paper and a pen was in her hand she wrote,
"Robin I am sorry that I done this but I couldn't live with it anymore, none of it. I'm so sorry tell Reign that I love her so much and that I wished that mommy didn't have to leave. Please tell snow that I'm sorry that I let her down but I can't live with what I did to her and her family anymore all I do is mess up that's all I've been is a mess up. Please don't try to save me, please. Zelena, sis, I'm so glad that we got to bond for a little bit and I wish we knew each other longer I hope you have a lot of kids with Chad and you two live happily together please spoil Reign like you always do and always make sure she knows that I love her. Some people may be glad I am gone and a lot of people down in the Underworld will be glad to see me and will be waiting to torture me once I get there. But I deserve it I do, Robin I'm so sorry that I did this I love you my outlaw, goodbye"
Regina sighed as a tear fell from her cheek. She laid the note on the sink beside of her along with the pen. Her heart beating fast as she picked up the dagger she rolled it around in her hand and then. Then she took it, she digged it deep in her arms she pulled it up the her elbow, she moved the dagger to her left hand and digged the dagger into her right arm dragging it all the way up to her elbow.
She put her arms down in the water and let the water turn red. Her arms burned a little from the cuts but not as bad as other injuries she had. She closed her eyes and pictured her daughters face, and Henry's, and Rolands all side by side. She imagined her wedding day and all of her happy memories from her life, which there wasn't many of. Soon her vision began to darken and she didn't hear it see anything anymore.
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soulmates; o.q.
Fantasy[Currently Being Edited] "Oh sorry ladies first," Hades said with delight. He raised the crystal, the menacing blue light encasing the room. Regina could feel arms go around her, but at the same time not. She didn't know what was going to happen. Sh...
