The Best and the Hardest Thing

The Bubba

-3 weeks later> XMAS EVE-

Casey and I had decided our wedding date which would be in late february, so we had two months to plan the wedding and decorate our house, so we can move in as mr. And mrs. Butler. We had also decided that I would take six months off from Uni as I didn't want to miss our Childs life, casey would have loved to take six months off but one of us had to be earning as we couldn't rely on our families forever or in my case, caseys family. I had not spoken to my dad for at least a month, my mom and I had been talking and she invited us for dinner that night, I said yes as I didn't want to disappoint her but also since Lily started questioning me as to what happened to our dad.

"babe!" casey yelled up the stairs startling me from my thoughts

"yeah?"  i chirped

"we are running late for the ultrasound ,get your sexy ass down them steps pronto"  he shouted

"shoot!" I muttered under my breath as I checked the clock. I grabbed my baby document kit they gave me and slipped my feet into my boots before grabbing a bottle of water and running down the stairs. Where casey stood waiting ready to slap my butt as i walked towards the door.

"Stop it" I giggled as i turned to be greeted with a kiss

As It was the day before Christmas eve and i had reached my eighteen week milesone and we would be finding out the gender of our baby. I was trying to take down as much water as possible as the doctor instructed me to do before an ultrasound as they always took a urine sample, just to check for any infections.

"Woah slow down" casey said looking at me amazed 

"wait till your pregnant then you can tell me if I have time to slow down, and anyway you should be keeping your eyes on the road, that's ice" i snapped pointing at the icy road in front of us. As soon as I noticed what I had said I immediately felt guilty. Casey looked hurt and sad his smile had turned into a frown.  

"baby, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to snap, I'm just nervous.this is an important day for us and I just don't wanna mess things up" I apologised holding the tears in. He didn't say word until we got to the hospital and put the car into park.  

He took my hands and kissed them, 

" I understand it's all overwhelming, joyous and stressful at the same time but I want you to know that you can talk to me whenever, heck even if it's four in the morning I'll listen, but you need to know that as long as I'm here you should have no worries. I love you and that's all that counts" he says looking me in the eyes. 

"thanks, l love you too"  

We met in the middle as his lips met mine, the kiss was intensified full with emotion that cannot be described. 

"come on or we'll be seriously late and won't get to know, if this bubba is the next NBA player" he whispered and winked at me. 

"sure!, in your dreams, this bubba is one princess who's stealing my beauty" I giggle getting out of the car. I nearly slip on the ice and casey is by side in the blink of an eye. 

"Woah, steady on, someone'll think you had a couple of tequila shots before getting here" he says supporting me 

As I giggle.

After I stop laughing I notice he's staring at me with a lopsided smile. 

"you will always be beautiful in my eyes....fiancé" he says softly before giving me a peck on the cheek, I hold on to his hand for support as we walked inside the hospital to get the verdict from the doctor.