Jihyo's POV
Yg: It's really hard to be calm Jihyo. I feel so anxious now. We were so happy in Japan not long ago then suddenly.... all of this???? I know you're more worried. If I am like this, how hard could it be for you? I'm sorry my love. I didn't realize I'm adding to your frustrations. I'm really sorry.
I can hear his faint sob. I can imagine him sulking in a corner looking defeated. The stress in his voice is too clear as well. A while ago, I heard him having a heated conversation with Jaebum oppa. By the sound of it, they get into each other's nerves and act without thinking. I'm so nervous that they might actually ended up hurting each other in a fist fight. Both are short-tempered; it won't take long to provoke them especially now that the situation is too complicated for all of us.
It breaks my heart to think how the tough Suga will ended up apologizing to me because he let his anger prevails him. It breaks me to put him into this state.
Jh: Love, you also have me remember? We can solve it together.
Yg: Should we just go out and end all this?
I softly laugh despite myself. I can picture out how he looks like saying those words. My tears are flowing like waterfall just thinking about him. If only I can, I'd like to put him inside my arms and comfort him. My Suga is acting like a needy kid right now and I totally understand why.
Jh: Shall we?
I answered while wiping my tears;
Yg: It's a mess anyways...
It is indeed. I feel so sorry to him. He feel so sorry to me. It is only us who can comfort each other.
Right! It is a mess already, so why bother?
Jh: Let's meet.
Yg: I'll be there.
I put my phone down and prepare myself. He'll be here any time soon. My heart is beating so fast but I cannot tell if its because I decided in a rush to meet him or because we might ended up falling down together for acting recklessly.
But there's no more time to think things over.
I'll just take the blame later.
I'm so sorry everyone... this is very selfish of me but--- he needs me as much as I need him. I'll take all responsibility after this, I promise.
I went out of the room fully dressed which took my members attention. They all look at me with confusion;
Ny: You're going out?
Jy: Are you crazy? You can't go out.
Mm: You're meeting Suga oppa?
Sn: Jihyo... please, just stay here for now.
