Remedy Book: 5

3-Fireproof

I think I'm gonna win this time,

Riding on the wind and I won't give up,

I think I'm gonna win this time,

I'll roll and I'll roll, 'till I change my luck, yeah, I'll roll and I'll roll, 'till I change my luck

-Fireproof-Sexy ass band.

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Emmy's P.O.V

"Ever tried it?" Jack asked. He was holding a little pill in his hand. "No.." I replied.

"Oh baby doll you haven't lived." he smirked.

"Isn't a little to strong? Like deadly?"

"Yeah, but when have you ever been afraid of death?"

"After your child dies it kind of haunts you life."

He rolled his eyes.

"Just take it, it won't kill you." I nod he hands me a bottle of water.

I lay the pill across my togue and chug the water down. I didn't really feel anything.

"When does this set in?" I asked him. "Give it a minute Barbie, it'll kick in." he says after swallowing his pill.

Barbie.

A name he calls me cause he says my body looks like beautiful plastic, but inside im just hollow.

"You Know, I'm suprised you didn't bring your babies." he told me. I knew it was wrong but I did bring Miry and Remmy here on occasion.

"Im sorry I was breastfeeding and had to bring them." I replied. "What would Joey think?" he asked. "I don't care honestly, he doesn't rule my life."

"You're afraid of his opinion though, which is kind of the same deal." he said.

"If you're breastfeeding, then why aren't the babies with you know?" "Because I expressed milk earlier and plus they are old enough to eat soft foods and baby food so its fine."

~Flash Back~

"You shouldn't drink while pregnant Em." Joey said taking the wine glass away from me. "Joey Im twenty one, plus its one glass of wine." "This is your third glass of wine and I don't care how old you are I don't want you hurting our baby like this."

"Cherish will be totally fine, I promise." I kissed his lips. "I won't drink anymore alright?" I asked. He smiled in approval.

"Emmy do you think we'll get married someday?" he asked. "Yeah, I wanna get married right after Shes born, wouldn't that be great? Me, you and her, In this tiny ole house. I can just picture it Joey, its perfect."

He chuckled.

"I'd love that." he kissed me.

~End Of Flashback.~

"I swore I was gonna marry him someday and everything would fall into place."

Jack giggled.

"What.?" he laughed. I realised he was high.

~Flash Back~

"Emmy what the fuck?" Joey asked. "What?" I laughed. "Are you seriously high right now? Where is Flawsy and Cherry?" "In their rooms napping calm down dude."

"Oh my god." He went into their rooms finding Cherry collapsed on the floor not being able to breath and Flawsy bawling her eyes out. Cherry was Four and Flawsy was two.

"Em did you give Cherry her meds?" he asked. I laughed. "Who's Cherry? I kind of want Cherries."

"Oh my god. Emilee, did you give Cherish her medicine today?"

"Has your hair always been that color?" I asked giggling to myself. "You're un believable." He said picking Cherry up and putting her on a breathing mechine that calms her down.

~End of Flashback~

"Jack these pills suck! They're only bringing back memories."

"Relax baby." He kissed me roughly and I pushed away. "What the fuck Jack?!" I yelled.

"Who's Jack? Who are you? Where am I?."

"Wow, Im leaving." I said getting into my car and driving home.

When I arrived I walke through the door to a house so quiet I didn't even recognize it.

"Hey babe." Joey walked out of the kitchen and kissed my lips.

"Hi, why is it so quiet?" I asked in a whisper. "I put the twins to sleep, Matty is at soccer practice (A/N: Boys that play soccer tho omf.) and Flawsy and Endy are watching some movie in Flawsys room."

"Both the twins are napping at the same time?" I asked. He nods, "They wanted to wait till you got home but they both fell asleep on the couch."

The twins were walking and talking now, They were old enough to say what they needed. Mainly it was "Mama or Dada." in an either winy or excited tone.

"You're a good dad Joey." I whispeared reaching up to kiss him. "Thanks, I guess you aren't the worlds worst mother ever." he laughed, I hit his arm as I walked away.

"Your pupils are dialated."

I look back at him.

"What?" I asked.

"I know you were doing drugs Emmy. Im getting you help."