Remedy Book: 5

29-Blank Space

Cherry lips, crystal skies
I could show you incredible things
Stolen kisses, pretty lies
You're the King, baby, I'm your Queen
Find out what you want
Be that girl for a month
Wait, the worst is yet to come
-Blank Space- Taylor Swift
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A/N: I changed Matty's character to Spencer Macpharson. Hes a cutie.
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Flawsy's P.O.V

Even though I was pretty pissed at my mom I decided to take her advice and go talk to Rushing. We both needed to work this out, for Bryson.

I drove to his house. His dad answered the door.

"Oh uhm hey." He said awkwardly. "Hi.." I replied. "I was expecting your mother?"

"Aren't we all?" I asked.

"What'd you mean?" He asked back.

"I mean we're all expecting her, but even when she shows up it Isnt really her. Its a monster thats eating her up inside. Look Sawyer, if you're secretly sleeping with her please stop and try to get her to reconnect with my dad, its whats going to help her physically and Mentally." I told him.

He looked at me blankly.

"Is Rushing home?" I asked. He woke from his day dream to reply to me. "Yes but I don't think he wants to see you right now."

"Its regarding our son." I said. "Okay, hes in his room."

I walked up the steps and into Rushings room. I expected there to be some slut grinding on him or a joint hanging out of his mouth, but there wasn't.

Just him sitting alone in his bed, thats what got me into this situation. Thats what got Cherry into this situation aswell. Him looking sexy and mysterious as he stares at nothing in particular re thinking a sick world like this one.

"Happy birthday." I said. He looked up at me and smiled a little. "Thanks." He replied wiping tears from his eyes.

He motioned me over to lay next to him. I did. We both sat there in silence just staring at the ceiling for god knows how long. He finaly spoke up.

"Where's Bryson?" He asked. "With Brandon. I was visiting my mom so I didn't bring him. I was in town and remembered it was your birthday and thought I'd stop by." I said.

He nods. He looked back up at the ceiling like he was thinking.

"Have I been stuck in a dream for the past two years?" He asked. "What'd you mean?" I asked.

"I don't know Flawsy, I feel like I'm going to wake up and she's going to be laying next to me. My arms around her waist, her naked body tangled in my sheets and her blonde curls stuck to the pillow. She looks so peaceful but I know have to wake her up because god knows her mom will chew her ass if shes not home." He chuckled.

"I miss her too Rushing." I told him. "Why did she die?" He asked. "She didn't want to live anymore. She was tired of being sick."

"How about we share stories about her? Maybe it'll make us feel better." He suggested. I nod.

I decided to go first.

"She had just got her license. The first place she drove me to was a drug store, she bought both a pregnancy test and two boxes of condoms. The cashier gave us weird looks and she said the Pregnancy test was for her and the condoms were for me. I just laughed and went along with it. We paid for the items and then drove to Wal-Mart. She dragged me to an employees only bathroom so we could be alone. She took the Pregnancy test, it was positive. She told me to go buy her another one so I did. It was Positive to."

He looked at me concerned.

"She said it was your baby, she wanted it but in her health condition she couldn't carry it. So she aborted it. After that she took me shopping for lingerie. She bought herself two sets and me one even though I was twelve and had no use for it she bought it anyways. When we were driving home and she laughed and said 'Both of my sets are Red, Rushings not gonna be able to keep his hands off of me. You see baby sister, this is what the condoms were for.' I laughed along with her. Then she dropped me off at my house and went straight to you."

He was bawling at this point.

"She was pregnant." "She was always pregnant she just couldn't carry anything, she'd love to have your baby Rushing she just couldnt." I said.

He chuckled. "She's the reason reds my favorite color.." he laughed. "Is this a sex story?" I asked. "Course not."

"Okay then continue."

"Remember when Cherry was ten, I was eleven, and you were eight and our dad had just gotten back from Florida from playlist?" He aksed. I nod. That was the last time my dad went to playlist live. "Well I remember your dad brought her back a red necklace. She wore that necklace around her neck all the time, im pretty sure she died with it on. One night I was at a party, she was fourteen and in the eight grade, I was a freshman and knew Cherry shouldn't be in this atmosphere. She was wearing a tight red dress and every guy was on her. I walked over to her and pushed the guys off her and ill never forget she said 'Finally coming to my rescue Hartman?' I joked back and said 'I didnt know you needed recusing just wanted to get a better look of this dress.' My eyes fell to her chest and stayed there till she noticed and tilted my chin up to meet her gaze and she said 'I know you wanna kiss me.' Then I did."

I giggled. "I know you want to kiss me' was one of Cherry's famous lines."

"Yeah I know, she used it on me all the time."

"Rushing, I want to be friends with you but Id perfer it if Bryson didn't know you were his dad." I said. He nodded. "I understand that. Im not ready to be one so I was hoping we'd work something out."

"Also I don't want to be with you because I know you aren't over Cherry and won't be for awhile."

"I don't think I can love again Flawsy."

"Sure you can, you'll find someone, it might not be my sister but it'll be someone who treats you nice and loves you, something Cherry didnt do enough."

He laughed.

"I was whipped though."

"Was? Honey you still are and shes not even alive."

He laughed. "True."

Emmy's P.O.V

I got home pissed and just wanted to strip down shower and go to bed. I walk in and Joey sitting on the couch.

"Hey babe, want to watch a movie with me? Like old times." He asked. I smiled. My Joey was sitting there on the couch, being my Joey for a day. I was hoping I could be his Emmy for tonight.

"I'd love too." I said going to change into sweats and his t-shirt.

I sat on the couch and cuddled up to him. He smiled and kissed my forhead.

"I missed this." He sighed.

"What happened to us?"I asked. "We let life get The better of us. Look Emmy I love you and I'm going to try and be a better man to you and be everything you dreamed okay?"

I nod.

"I love you too. Hopefully I can do the same for you." I said. "Also lets discuss things before fighting." I added. He nodded.

I sat up so my lips could meet his in a passionate kiss. Things got a little heated. "I miss you." I moaned. "Not tonight Em, it can't be all sex with us."

I retain myself

"You're right. Lets just be us." I said. He smiled. "What are we watching?" I asked. "Some superhero movie from that guy that was in that boy band once and some guy that the son of Justin Timberlake."

"I miss you, I mean I miss holding you and you being yourself. Not on Drugs, and me not being to drunk to stand."

"Same." I sighed. "Hopefully itll always be like this."

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A/N: I'm back bitches -C