Remedy Book: 5

18-Chains

Wine stained lips yeah she's nothing but troble. Cold to the touch but she's warm as a devil.

-Nick Jonas-Chains

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Emmy's P.O.V

Rehab day 2. I checked in yesterday. I decided not to object and just go. Plus its nice here, its not creepy like the ones you see on T.V.. It was like a country club you live at.

I didn't go outside though, I missed my family to much. I knew my kids probably hated me though.

It was more my fault then there's though.

My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on my door. I was meeting with a life coach today.

"Come in." I said. I heard the door open and close but I didnt dare look away from the window.

"Emmy?" The voice asked. I turned to see Keegan.

"Keegan." I said in a whisper.

"What the hell are you doing in here.?" "Coke is just so fucking great that I couldn't get away from it. So here I am."

He wasn't amused.

"What are you doing here?" I asked changing the topic to him.

"Im a life coach. You know this I've told you before."

He had told me before but I didn't want to remember.

"Oh.." I said.

I haven't seen or heard from Keegan in a year. He got married and had another child with this girl and they divorced a month later.

"Look Emmy, you gotta get off these drugs. I thought you were off them." He said. "I was until I started getting money."

"Who's paying you?" "A friend."

"Darcy?" He asked. "How the fuck did you know that.?" I asked. "She's down the hall. Her parents were worried sick about her after she tried to trade her child for pills. She was high off course when she'd done it."

"Thats my brothers child." I told him. He wrote that down on his bad for some reason. "Joey and I broke up." He wrote that down too.

"Why?" He asked. "He was tired."

"Of?"

"Well me, obviously." I said

"You believe that as true?" He asked.

"I know it as true. You have kids and drop you panties on command for a man and then they leave you. Makes me fucking sick." I told him.

"He left you because he was tired of all the drugs not you." Keegan told me. "How do you know that?" I asked. "Because how could anyone get tired of you? You're perfect." He said.

"Thanks." I smiled lightly. "I missed speaking with you Emmy." He told me. "I missed you too." I said. I really did.

Keegan was so sweet. He waited patently for me but never chased me like every other guy did.

Honestly if I could just get over Joey I would've so gone with Keegan. I wouldn't have had the twins and I wouldn't be on drugs.

But unfortunately Im in love with Joey. I love the twins. And im in rehab because im on drugs.

Flawsy's P.O.V

"C'mon Law, share a room with your favorite person in the world." Rushing laughed. I was forced to share a room with him.

His room smelled like pot and sex. Probably because all he did in here was smoke pot and have sex with girl that weren't me.

"He's getting so big." He whispered looking at my stomach in awe. "Yeah to bad he won't have a dad."

"Flawless you can't keep me away from my fucking kid." He said getting angry. "Watch me." I threatened. "Its against the law you dumb fuck."

"Whatever."

"Its not against the law to fuck a girl who isn't you or Cherry, Flawsy." He told me. "You told me this long thing on how you loved me and I find you making out with a girl the next day!"

"I was high! Im sorry!" "Thats another reason I don't want you in Laydens life." I argued. "I Will be in Bryce's life if I want to be in Bryce's life."

"Bryce?" I asked

"Layden?" He asked back.

"I like it. I like Bryce too. Its actually on my name list." "Well Layden isn't on mine so Bryce it is." He said. "Maybe..."

"Anyways I don't think im staying in here." I said taking my stuff into Honesty's old room. Id have it to myself, Endy and Matty were in the guest room, and the twins shared the nursery with the new baby but im sure they'll be too scared to sleep there and come sleep with me.

I started crying. I hated living here. I hated my life.

When will it be my turn to have a happy life?