Remedy Book: 5

1-Carrie

We were young once, full of violence.

Now you're silenced, and I'm breathing the cold,

You forgot me, almost lost me.

Every night was hell like battling war

-Carrie-Shiny Toy Guns

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I woke up, the sun peaking through my curtains. I turned on my side to see the most beautiful person laying next to me, his eyes shut. His breathing was even and his hair a mess.

He opened his eyes and smiled.

"Hey." he said. I giggled. "Hi." I replied. He kissed my lips.

"Hows your morning beautiful." "Perfect since no children are awake yet." I laughed.

Suddenly I heard a faint cry, followed by another.

"There they are." he said. I sighed getting up.

Joey and I were still recovering from Cherrys death but we tried to keep happy for the kids.

I smiled when I saw the twins standing up In their cribs shaking the railing.

"Hi babies." I said. They were a little over a year old and looked exactly like me at that age.

"Mama." Miry babbled. "Hi precious." I kissed her head.

"Matty!" I yelled to see if he was awake.

"Yea." I heard his response from the doorway. He was seven now and was getting to an age where he wasn't clingy to me anymore, I think its cause he isn't the youngest anymore.

"Is Flawsy awake?" I asked. "I don't know." he said. "Well can you go see, I need her help."

"Of course, you never need me..Im just a stupid middle child now." "Matthew stop." I said. He rolled his eyes.

All the kids developed new personalitys that I never knew they had. Endy being twelve and Flawsy being sixteen they were different, they all seen death differently.

"Flawsy isnt here, she stayed with Rushing last night." Matty told me. "She broke curfew? She's never breaks curfew."

Matty shrugged and walked away.

I sighed. Joey walked in.

"Need help?" He asked. "It would be nice."

He picked up Remmy and changed her. "Da." she reached up for him. "Good morning darling."

I heard a knock on the door. I put Miry in her bouncer and went to go answer it.

"Melina....Hi?" I said as I saw Melina with Flawsy in the door way. "I think this belongs to you." she said meaning Flawsy. I nod growing confused. "I found her snorting coke with my son."

Anger filled my body.

"Flawsy what the hell? Go to your room now!" I said.

She ran to her room and I turned to Melina. "Where the fuck did your son get coke?" I asked. "Not my son, your daughter." she said and walked away. I rolled my eyes. I didn't need this today.

I walked Into Flawsy's room.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" I asked. She shrugged. "Why did you do This?"

She looked away from me and out the window, she bit her nails just like I did when I was nervous.

"I was bored and thought, ya know, why not try some drugs seeing as they help you so well."

"Are you insane Flawless? Those could kill you!" "Have you ever took that into consideration?" she asked.

"Do as I say, Not as I do." I told her and walked out.

"Everything okay?" Joey asked as I walked into the twins nursery. "Flawsy dabbled in drugs last night." I told him truthfully.

"I wounder where she gets that from." He said more as a statement then a question. "God dammit Joey, why the fuck is everyone blaming me for this? I didn't tell Flawsy to snort Coke with Sawyers dip shit of a son." I started crying.

"I didn't mean it like that." He said. "What the fuck ever, can you just leave me alone so I can get these two dressed?" I asked.

He nods and walks out.

So here we are again, back to no one ever being Happy.

Welcome back to the shitty story of my life everyone.

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A/N: This sucked Lol

BUT JOEY AND EMMY AND THEIR LITTLE SHITLETS ARE BACK YAY

xCouis