Remedy Book: 5

36-Once In A Lifetime

Once in a lifetime its just right
That we are always safe
Not even the bad guys in the dark night
Could take it all away
-Once In A Lifetime-One Direction.
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A/N: pic of Flawsy above

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Flawsy's P.O.V

Warm water was falling down my bare back. I needed to relax, all this drama with Endy and Rushing was driving me insane.

I felt a draft hit my bare skin as the shower door opened and closed.

"Finally you're home! Took you forever." I giggled. "I didn't mean to worry you." A voice, a deep American voice answered me.

I turned around and was met face with Rushing stark naked. I started screaming bloody muder.

"Shh, we wouldn't want to wake the baby would we?" I asked. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I asked. "Wow baby girl im not use to seeing you wet....well like this anyways."

"Get the fuck out of my shower!" I screamed.

He wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Baby..." he whispered kissing my neck. Thats when I smelt it, alcohol. I didn't even know how Rushing knew where I lived.

"Don't call me that." I said bitterly. "Cherish stop! Stop rejecting me!" He screamed pushing me up against the wall. "Rushing." I whined. I didn't care if he called me Cherry or was drunk I just didn't want him to rape me.

"Just shut up.! Who touched you? Why are you here? Why are you here with him Cherry?"

"Im not fucking Cherry and my boyfriend touches me! That boyfriend Thats not you!" I screamed trying to put some sober sense in his drunken hid.

I felt him slide into me. I tried to push him off of me. It hurt and I just wanted it to be over.

I heard cries from a baby boy.

"Rushing p-please stop." I said trying to find words. "You're so perfect." He whispeared.

"Help!" I yelled hoping someone would hear me. The running water was blocking any sound. Bryson was crying his head off and I couldn't be there.

"Please help me!" I cried. "Rushing stop!"

"Don't make this harder on yourself Cher.." he told me. "Oh my god! Im not Cherish Shes dead! You're hurting me stop!"

Just then I heard the bathroom door open.

"Brandon!" I yelled. Then Rushings body was yanked from mine and on the ground in secounds. I turned off the shower and wrapped myself in a towel sitting on the bathroom floor.

After I came back into reality after being in shock I realised Brandon was beating the living shit out of Rushing.

"Don't."

Punch.

"You."

Punch.

"Ever fucking even look her way."

Punch.

"Again." Brandon just wouldn't stop raging out at him.

"Fuck." I whispeared still a little shocked.

"Brand." I said. He wasn't listening, it was like he was in someone elses body. "Brandon please you're scaring me.!" I told him.

He grabbed Rushing by the arm with one hand and Rushings clothes in another and threw him outside. He slammed the door and locked it.

He walked over to me and sat next to me.

"Princess are you okay?" He asked kissing my temple and bringing me into him. I shook my head feeling a bit safer in Brandons arms.

"Im so sorry I let this happen baby." He told me. I couldn't speak I just started crying.

I wasn't crying because this happened, I was crying because Brandon didn't understand. No one understood. The only person Rushing wants is Cherry, Im not his Cherry. Im Flawsy. Brandons Flawsy. And it hurt that Brandon didn't understand that all Rushing wanted was for me to be his Cherry.

Brandon didn't know the stories, didn't know my sister. Hell he barely knows Rushing!

I shouldn't feel sympathy for Rushing, and I really don't, but I knew Rushing before Cherry's death. Before him and Cherry were even romantically involve I knew him. He use to be normal.

But then I realised something.

When we were younger, Rushing saw my mom and his dad sexually together many times, Cherry and I did as well. And I realised that as much as it hurt me and Cherry that our mom was with someone who wasn't our dad, he was hurt that his dad was with someone who wasn't his mom.

Rushings mom was on drugs and always confused and he wasn't close with his sister at all even though they were twins.

And I just realised that just like Cherry and I, Rushing had a fucked up life, Cherrys death just made it worse.

Brandon got me clothes and fed Bryson, all I wanted to do was sleep.

Emmy's P.O.V

I decided to take all my children that still lived under my roof out for dinner. Joey was working on some short film or some shit I didn't know.

"Mama color?" Miry asked. I nod handing her a coloring menu. Then Remmy started bawling. "I want one." She whined. "Just share, you two are twins you share everything already!" I told her.

"You did good at your game Matt." I told Matty, we just left his last soccer game of the fall season, of course hes doing soccer training in the winter.

"Thanks mom. Im glad you were there." He smiled. Endy was staring daggers in my soul.

"Something you'd like to share?" I asked her. "No, I just don't want my siblings to figure out their whole life is a lie. Are they like me?" She asked. I looked at her. "No."

"How great for them." She sarcastically.

"Who do I belong to?" She asked me.

"Why do you ask?" I asked back.

"I deserve to know!"

"I agree, you do. And id let you know if I knew." I told her. She scoffed.

"You're such a skank." She told me. Tears formed in my eyes. "Do not use that language with me! I didn't mean to hurt you End! And I tried giving you the best life possible! I only cheated on Joey was because I was mad! I was mad he was out every night with whores leaving me alone with a sick five year old and a three year old. Then you came along, and I was happy. And I spent many sleepless nights taking care of you all by myself along with your sisters because your dad was never there." I said.

"I just want to know who I came from." She said. I shrugged. "Me." I told her. She shrugged back. "I guess thats good enough." She smiled.

"What are you guys talking about?" Matty asked. "Nothing baby eat your chicken." I smiled. "Im always so left out." He crossed his arms.

"You'll get it when you're older." I said looking at Endy. "Just not yet."