Remedy Book: 5

20-Chocolate

Now we run run away from the boys in the blue, and my car smells like chocolate

Hey now think about what you do, think about what they say, think about how to think

Pause it play it, pause it play it, pause it

-Chocolate-The 1975

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Flawsy's P.O.V (Pic of Her above^)

It was night time. The smell of cigarettes, alcohol, and pot roamed through Rushings house. His parents were out of town, I didn't even know they were leaving.

I had to take my brothers and sisters to our house that was currently un occupied. I called my friend Ava from Hollywood and asked if she'd come watch them. She was about 23 and loved kids. I trusted her.

I just needed her to watch them for an hour or so. I needed to go back to Rushings and gather some things cause I knew we had to stay at our house for the night, we had no where else to go!

My mom was in rehab and my dad was M.I.A and I was so confused all I wanted to do was cry. Everytime I thought of my parents my chest would tighten and a lump would grow in my throat.

I never want my baby boy to have a life like this, never having a safe place. If the cops find out me and my siblings were here we'd all be sent to different homes. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if that ever happened.

"Thank you so much for doing this Ava, you're a life saver. If anyones comes to the door just stay quiet until they leave, I shouldn't be gone long."

"Don't worry we'll be fine I promise."

I hugged her and Hugged my brother and sisters and told them I loved them, just Incase something did happen to them while I was gone.

I drove another 30 minute drive to Rushings home. There were swarms of people in his mini masion.

I walked in. I was met with sweaty bodies and party music.

I went upstairs to go grab some clothes for myself and Matty's Asthma medication we forgot in the rush we were in to get out of here.

I walked into Rushings room because thats were I kept my clothes.

There he was, full on making out with a girl. Either drunk or high I didn't care I just wanted my fucking clothes.

He pulled back when he heard me open his dresser.

"My girlfriend." He mumbled. He walked over to me, he wrapped his arm around my shoulders.

"Karissa this is my girlfriend Cherry, isn't she gorgeous."

I swallod back tears. He was drunker than I've ever seen him before.

"Very, what are you doin with a girl like this Rush? Is she named after a fruit." The brunette asked, she was drunker than him. "Cherish baby when did you get pregnant?"

I couldn't believe this.

"Rushing...." I said putting my hand on his chest and pushing him away. "Speaking of pregnant, Im pregnant, not me my girlfriend Flawsy.!" He told the girl.

"Oh my god Flawsy!" He said turning back to me. "When did you get here?" He asked me. I was bawling at this point. "Karissa this is Flawsy. My girlfriend. She's having a baby girl."

"Its a boy Rush."

"A baby boy!"

"I thought your girlfriend was the fruit." The girl let out a laugh. "Flawsy.....what a name." She added.

I packed my clothes in a bag, I just wanted to leave. Go home and sleep in my own bed for once.

"Baby, come lay with me. I wanna prove to you how much I love you." He whispered in my ear.

"Stop Rushing." I said pulling away. "Cherish stop declining me, you know what happened last time." He said coldly. I grew curious, what was he talking about?

"No I don't, remind me." I said. He looked at me, jaw clenched.

He slapped me. So hard across my face that I fell onto my back. He pulled me up by my wrists and threw me onto his bed.

I tried to get free as he started to undress me.

"Rushing stop!" I yelled tears rushing down my face.

"Please stop. Im sorry don't hurt me." I cried. "Shut up Cherry. You're such a slut you know that? You go have sex with all these other guys and then your boyfriend wants you and you decline."

"Rushing, its Flawsy not Cherry stop!" I screamed. The brunette had walked, well stumbled, out of the room.

"Listen Princess, Just because Mommy and Daddy gave you everything they wanted because they felt bad for the sick child doesn't mean im going to give you what ever you want."

"Rushing please!"

I don't know what came across him but he rose up from above me. He was standing at the foot of the bed.

I lied there scared.

He walked over to his night stand and picked up his lamp and threw it across the room.

"Then you fucking died Cherish! You killed yourself!" He grabbed his whiskey bottle from his beside table. "You're dead and my heart is broke, just like that lamp."

"Rushing please realise im Flawsy."

"Flawsy, I love her but she isnt Cherry. I love her a lot but she isnt my Cherry." I was still crying.

"But she's perfect and all I want right now but it seems I keep fucking that up." He whispered.

After moments of awkward silence I got up, grabbed my bag and left. I walked outside to my car.

I was bawling as I tried to unlock the door.

"Are you okay?" I heard an irish male voice ask. "I'm fine." I whsipered. "You don't seem fine." He told me.

"My boyfriend Cheated on me again, my moms in rehab, my dads out of my life, and my siblings are at home bawling their eyes out cause all they want is their mother. And I don't know why im telling you this cause I don't even know your name!" I ramble.

He laughs.

"Brandon." He told me reaching out his hand. I take it and shake it. "Flawsy." I told him.

"Thats beautiful whats it mean?" "Its short for Flawless." I told him.

"Well you surely are." He confirmed. I blushed. "How far along are you?" He asked. I looked down at my stomach and decided to have a little fun with this.

I frown. "Im not pregnant." I whispeared. "Oh my god im terribly sorry.!"

I laugh.

"No im just joking with you! Im five months along."

He laughs the cutest laugh I've ever heard.

"What are you doing at a high school party? You look older than that." I told him.

"Im actually a junior in college here in L.A, my twin brother draged me here but ditched me probably to go snort coke or some shit."

I laugh.

"Well it was very nice to meet you but I have to get back to my siblings." I told him. He nods understanding.

He pulled out a pen. "Write your number on my hand and ill write mine on yours, we can give eachother a ring when were feelin down."

I nod as we swapped numbers.

"Nice meeting you Flawsy." He said hugging me. I smiled as he began walking away. "You to Brandon." I look down at the number on my hand and smile like an idiot

"You to."

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A/N: I love this chappy so much its sad and happy at the same time cause Brandon awww.

xCouis